Restoring the Peace – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Art : Frank Howell


Restoring the Peace

We only know what we know. I know nothing about how to bring peace to a troubled world.

I have one or two ideas about bringing peace to our own troubled souls.

The best way I know of helping to restore the peace of another who’s troubled is through listening.

Listening is what the world needs.  A compassionate ear. A chance to be heard.

In my listening, I follow the philosophical principle called “verifiable by me.” In this perspective, the speaker is the sole authority on their internal states, choices, reasoning, etc.

If I suggest a name for the feeling they appear to be feeling and they say it doesn’t resonate with them or fit with them, I let the matter go.  And let it go. And let it go. They are the authority on the matter of themselves.

I drop all agendas and accept their agenda as if I were a second Self.

Curiously, the more I let failed suggestions go, the more truthful the conversation seems to get. And then the truth and the self-revelation get deeper. Until we strike the mother lode of whatever it is that’s silently screaming to be known.

Once known, that truth sets the speaker free from the upset and helps free them from the underlying issue. (1)

That resolution to events restores peace. It restores joy. It restores a lot of things.


And, as I was saying to a friend the other day, it restores a person … to … normalcy.

When our vasanas go off, we go temporarily insane. The deeper we’ve been withholding, the larger is the eruption when it comes. And the crazier we look.

When we actually complete a “sleeping volcano,” instead of erupting all over the place, we restore ourselves to … being normal again. We’re not a freak show any more. We’re not the talk of the neighborhood. Or whatever our fantasy is about ourself.  Suddenly we feel normal again.

Getting a listening for what ails us is the means of allowing the volcanic pressure to release safely and responsibly. We bore a hole into the magma chamber with our attention And the truth, which has been tamped down for a long time, rises to the surface, finally setting the speaker free.

That’s the theory. And from years of testing it out, I’d assert that it’s the safest healing technology with the greatest possible benefits for each of us and the planet.

It’s simple. Listen to those around you. Let them speak. Give them their turn at bat.

That’s my contribution to the healing technology of restoring peace to the world.


(1) Certain core issues or major vasanas may have to be repeatedly processed. But they weaken over time if consistently processed rather than being energized by being projected outward (eg., “you made me mad!”).


Art : Frank Howell

Eckhart Tolle: Personal and Transcendental Love


Eckhart Tolle: Personal and Transcendental Love

What Eckhart calls “transcendental love” is what the Mother called “sacred love” and I called “transformative love.”

A Message from Eckhart Tolle

Tuesday, 12 April, 2011

Question: If we’re all one, why do we feel drawn toward certain individuals in an expression of “personal love”?

Eckhart Tolle: True love is transcendental.  Without recognition of the formless within yourself, there can be no true transcendental love.  If you cannot recognize the formless in yourself, you cannot recognize yourself in the other.  The recognition of the other as yourself in essence – not the form – is true love.  As long as the conditioned mind operates and you are completely identified with it, there’s no true love.  There may be substitutes, things that are called “love” but are not true love.  For example, “falling in love”…perhaps most of us have experienced it.  Maybe one or two at this moment are “in love”, and those who have experienced it have also experienced “falling out of love”.

We need to remember to understand [the difference between] true love and other forms of so-called love.  We are in the relative as form, and in the absolute as formless consciousness.  The two dimensions that the human being embodies are the ‘human’ and the ‘being’.  The human is the form, the being is the formless, the timeless consciousness itself.  It sometimes happens that the form has an affinity with other forms.  It could happen for a number of reasons.  One being that this form has come out of another form – called your mother – and so there is an affinity of this form with that other form.  You have a love toward your mother that might be called ‘personal’. 

Another aspect of affinity with another form is male/female.  You can be drawn to another body in a sexual way, and it’s sometimes called “love”.  Especially if the sexual act is denied long enough, it’s more likely to develop into obsessive love…so much so, that in cultures where you could not have sex until you were married, falling in love could be a huge thing and could lead to suicide.  Naturally, there is an affinity of the male/female, the incompleteness of this form.  The primary incompleteness of this form is that you are either a man or a woman.  The oneness has become the duality of male/female.

The pull towards the other is an attempt to find wholeness, completeness, fulfillment through the opposite polarity, in an attempt to find the Oneness.  That lies at the basis of the attraction.  It’s to do with form, because on the level of form you are not whole – you are one half of the whole.  One half of humanity is male, one half is female, roughly.

You have the attraction for the other, then there may be finding certain qualities in another human being that resonate with certain qualities in yourself.  Or, if they don’t resonate, it may be the opposite that you feel drawn to.  If you are a very peaceful person, maybe you feel drawn toward a dramatic person, or vice-versa.  And again, you are hoping for some completion there.  You can have an affinity with another form, which can be called ‘personal love’.  If personal love is all that there is, then what is missing is the transcendental dimension of the formless – which is where true love arises.  Is that part of the personal love, or is the personal level all that there is?  That determines whether that so-called “love” is going to turn into something painful eventually, and frustrating, or if there is a deepening.

There may be an attraction that is initially sexual between two humans.  If they start living together, this cannot endure for that long and be the fulfillment of the relationship. At some point, sexual/emotional [attraction] needs to deepen and the transcendental dimension needs to come in, to some extent, for it to deepen.  Then true love shines through the personal.  The important thing is that true love emanates from the timeless, non-formal dimension of who you are.  Is that shining through the personal love that is to do with affinity of forms?  If it is not, there is complete identification with form, and complete identification with form is ego.

Many times you may think “that’s it!” and after living together for a little while you realize “that was a mistake”, or “I was completely deluded”.  Even in parent-children relationships, which is a very close bond on the level of form, if the transcendental dimension does not shine through, eventually the love between children and parents turns into something else.  This is why so many people have very problematic relationships with their parents.

Some relationships may start as purely form-based, and then the other dimension comes in after a while.   Perhaps only after a lot of problems, and perhaps you get close to a breakup, when suddenly there is a deepening and then you are able to bring in space.

The key is to ask, “Is there space in this relationship?”  Or are there only thoughts and emotions?  It’s dreadful prison to inhabit if you live with a person and all you have are thoughts and emotions.  Occasionally you are okay, but there is disagreement, friction.

We need to acknowledge that there are personal affinities.  But in themselves, they are never ultimately fulfilling.  More often than not, they are a source of suffering.  Love becomes a source of suffering when the transcendental is missing.  How does the transcendent come in?  By being spacious with the other.  Which essentially means that you access the Stillness in yourself while you look at the other.

Not mental noise, not emotional waves.  That does not mean that there cannot be emotions or thoughts, but there is something else present in the relationship.  That applies not only to close personal relationships, but also to more superficial relationships at work.

With any human relationship, the question is, “Is there space?”  It’s a pointer.  Space is when thought becomes unimportant – even an emotion becomes unimportant.

When people live together, sometimes the other is no longer acknowledged in daily life because there is so much to do.  If you wake up in the morning, is there a moment when you acknowledge the presence of the other?

It’s the most wonderful thing if you can be there for the other as space, rather than as a person.  At this very moment, you can either be here as a person, or you can be here as the space.

© copyright 2008-2011. Eckhart Tolle . All rights reserved.


An Experience of the Breath of Michael – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Amaterasu Sun Goddess by Toni Carmine Salerno

Amaterasu Sun Goddess by Toni Carmine Salerno


An Experience of the Breath of Michael

The closest of the portraits to how Archangel Michael appeared to me; his hair was brown …. 

Archangel Michael

Kathleen talks about the “blue breath of Michael.” I asked her if I could share an actual experience with you concerning the power of Archangel Michael’s breath.

Some of you may have heard the story before and I apologize for repeating it. It concerns one of the two times I came face-to-face with Archangel Michael. (1)

I found myself lucid dreaming. I “woke up” aboard a ship, in the lounge. I was listening to some people chat when I heard this mellifluous voice.

I turned in my seat and stared at the stranger sitting across the room from me. (2)

Imagine Keanu Reeves with a ponytail. But more to the point he was the spitting image of someone I knew years earlier – Mark Orich, a troubled street kid I’d assisted in Ottawa who was later murdered in Orange County.

There was an instant flash of visual recognition as well as a fascination with his mellifluous voice. The two combined were irresistible. He had my attention.

I asked, “Are you Archangel Michael?” and he replied “Yes,” and I moved all my belongings closer to him to listen to what he had to say.

I cannot remember what was said. What I do remember was that at some point he rose up from his chair and his body below the waist faded from view.

He floated up and over me. I fell back until I was horizontal with him, barely a few inches away. (3) He breathed something into me, long and slow. After I had taken it into myself, I woke up.

At the next reading I asked him to explain to me what had just happened; specifically, what did he breathe into me? He said he had breathed love into me, so that I’d remember the dream when I woke up.

I’ve never forgotten a moment of it. It may be the only dream I can say that about. It’s as if it’s fixed in my mind. Such is the power of the breath of Michael.

It was also Michael who removed the blockage from my heart on March 13, 2015, three hours before I had a reading with him. That was an explosive event and unleashed a torrent of love, like a good volcano or, even better, a tsunami of love. (4)

If we succeed in having the breath of Michael flow through us in service of the Mother, I’d consider us blessed. I’ll fully open to it.


(1) On the other occasion, I exited my apartment and had to steer around a young man standing outside the front door and looking engagedly at it. I found it curious that he made no attempt to knock or anything. He just stood there. I walked about eight paces and turned around. He’d disappeared. I asked my wife to drive around the block and we couldn’t see him anywhere.

I later confirmed with Michael that that was him. On this occasion, which preceded the other, he also looked like Mark Orich – or Keanu Reeves with a ponytail.

(2) I won’t go into it here, but, up to this point, this experience mirrored one I had in an est Communications Workshop in the early Eighties. Again that helped me to relax into it.

(3) I just got how significant this action is for me.  When I was seven, my Father shouted at me from just a few inches from my face and I shattered into a thousand pieces. I became the dissociated Humpty Dumpty Man. How healing it was to have Archangel Michael breathe love into me from just a few inches away from my face.

(4) I reserve the words “heart opening” for a torrent-like release of love from the wellspring of the heart, which would be as unmistakeable as watching one’s house be torn off its foundations and swept away in a flood. It happened or it didn’t. Whether it did or not is so unmistakeable that, when asked if it did, it takes no time to think about it. “Yes!”

It’s not just a strong experience of romantic love. Or grief at the loss of a parent. Or even the worship of a sage, as wonderful as that is.  The torrent is not at all a form of ordinary love. The Mother calls it “Sacred Love.” (“Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: New Year’s Message 2017,” December 29, 2016, at


Amaterasu Sun Goddess by Toni Carmine Salerno

Amaterasu Sun Goddess by Toni Carmine Salerno

Call to Sacredness – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Pelkor Chode monastery in Gyantse, Tibet.

Pelkor Chode monastery in Gyantse, Tibet.


Call to Sacredness

I’m being called inward again.  For the first time tonight I actually smiled at the thought of meditating.And not meditating lying down, perchance to doze. But meditating sitting at my altar, which I haven’t done in years.

This sudden interest in a deeper form of meditating means something to me…. It’s part of a pattern that’s been taking shape recently. Probably because of the energies.

Another part of this pattern is the deep impact on me of the really important messages that have been coming lately from the Divine Mother and Archangel Gabrielle, with Archangel Michael expanding on them.

The Mother has settled the question of authority for me. Both Michael and the Mother have validated the vision of “a world that works for everyone,” so I know we’re on the same page.

The Mother has spelled our common mandate out beautifully for me:

“Build what is divinely beautiful. I give you my divine authority to do so. I will guide you. I will help you. But I entrust this to you as well. …

“We are helping you. That gateway is open and you are being flooded and you are being assisted and you will be assisted every step of the way.” (1)

In all ways, I feel ready for whatever’s next.


Really significant counsel has been given on all quarters.

But what I find noteworthy is the tone of sacredness that things seem to be gradually assuming.

For years the Company of Heaven has been emphasizing sacred partnership – with our bodies, with our partners, with them, etc. More recently, the Mother and Michael renamed what I was calling “transformative love” “sacred love.” I thought that was such a good name for it.

They’ve pointed out to us that they consider us to have matured enough to be able to hear what they’re saying on such a topic as sacredness. Michael said recently: “My beloved friends, you are spiritually evolving and mature, so we can have a much broader conversation at this time.” (2)

Sacredness pops up in stewardship.I consider “sacred” and “divine” to be near synonyms. We’re about to enter into divine (or sacred) co-creative partnership with the celestials as a result of volunteering for humanitarian philanthropy.

Michael has been emphasizing with me the high standards the Company of Heaven expects from those who disburse abundance.

Archangel Michael: “Even within the Lightworker community, there are pockets of entitlement and arrogance that are not acceptable. So that needs to be very clear and it also needs to be cleared.

“And if… Never mind. We will not say… Yes, I will say this. If they do not do it, it will be done for them. And that is not a threat. It is simply a necessity for the unfoldment of the Mother’s Plan.

“That is why we have also said, (this is an aside) there will be several waves of abundance. So we give you the allowance and we see how you do.” (3)

They’ll give us our allowance and see how we spend it. Those who don’t use it in accordance with the Mother’s Plan may find themselves feeling influenced to enter other fields than humanitarian philanthropy.

No one will probably even be aware of what has happened. And since there’s no judgment and no blame, they probably don’t need to be aware. It’ll simply be a different choice of path.


If we work with them in sacred co-creative partnership, in my opinion, we’ll gradually be drawn through the eye of the needle.

What do I mean by that? If we embrace the emphasis on everything we do as lightworkers being a sacred undertaking, we’re going to have to go through and complete all the vasanas or core issues that may arise around fearing scorn, ridicule, embarrassment, humiliation, and ostracism.

“Who do you think you are? The Messiah? What gives you the right to act so holy? Get a life.”

All the times we’ve been humiliated may arise to be completed. Many people, most people who know about vasanas, might want to pass on this assignment. It can be tough slogging. It isn’t for everyone.

But that seems to be the request, nevertheless. Whatever we do, whether it’s disbursing abundance or anything else, the invitation is to do it as a sacred undertaking, dedicated to the Mother.

“Sacred” doesn’t mean holier-than-thou, self-righteous, or, as Michael noted, arrogant. It means focusing on serving the Mother, her Plan, and the highest good of the world. It means single-minded and determined devotion to carrying out the Mother’s Plan for Ascension, Gaia, and us.

And “sacred” is probably not something to be talked about generally. It’s an attitude and an article of faith, subject to be dented and deflated by criticism.

The Mother told us recently that, if our service is blissful, it means that we’ve found our mission. My writing this is blissful. I know I’ve found my mission.


Just think about it for a moment. Think about what they – the Mother and her legions – are doing and what we’re a part of. Let’s restrict our attention to the Reval.

They’ve amassed the wherewithal to provide abundance for all on Earth.  Joy to the world!

They’ve played a game with the cabal, winning the match. They’ve gotten us lightworkers to the point we’re as ready as we can be to manage whatever comes after the cabal’s fall.

And we’re only one small part of all that’s going on – the rest is with the kingdoms, our star family, observers from other galaxies, the dimensions, etc.

There have been beings in the afterlife who’ve been making Ascension known since the 1870s. (4)  Innumerable are the folks who are staging this – what they regard as a – celebration.

And here each one of us is, part of a cast of millions helping and billions impacted, the greatest show on Earth, the celebration of the century … no, millennium … no, Age.

If I died tomorrow, I’d be so thankful for being allowed to play a part. Fall-down-on-my-face grateful. It has been such fun, so expanding, and so satisfying.


(1) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” February 28, 2017, at

(2) “Transcript ~ Archangel Michael: Understand the Divine Gift of Will, AHWAA, September 22, 2016,” at

(3) “Transcript ~ Archangel Michael on the Source of Power and Authority, AHWAA, March 9, 2017,” at   The implication seems to be that, if we do well, taking care of our responsibilities up to high standards of integrity, that we’ll get more “allowance,” in future waves of abundance.

(4) See for instance “Imperator” (Malachi) speaking through Stainton Moses, predicting the new religion of the future. Spirit Teachings. London: Spiritualist Press, n.d. (prior to 1883.); Stainton Moses, More Spirit Teachings. Electronically published by


Pelkor Chode monastery in Gyantse, Tibet.

Pelkor Chode monastery in Gyantse, Tibet.

Curious About the Angelics – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Art: Angel of The Presence by Aeoliah's Visionary Art

Art: Angel of The Presence by Aeoliah’s Visionary Art


Curious About the Angelics

My curiosity was aroused about the angelics recently.

It came about because of my desire to totally re-organize my hard drive before things got busy. I’ve been working on getting everything on one topic into one directory, etc. Batten down the hatches.

I brought together all writings and quotations on angels. That piqued my curiosity right there. So I took all of the various files and made them into one. A dictionary in the making.

It combined descriptions of the angelic sphere from New Maps of Heaven, the section on angels in From Darkness Unto Light, and the archangelic discussions in First Contact databases, extensive discussions from Beinsa Douno, the Theosophists, the Bible, Koran, and other sources.

Much of the more ancient material was so difficult to understand as to be unuseful. A great deal of the rest seemed obviously incorrect, by even our merger current knowledge.

The information we’re getting now from current channeled messages and radio discussions seems to me to be the very best we’ve ever had, and a great deal of it flies in the face of what we’ve heard so far. The ancestors will not be happy.

Just one example: Michael maintains that the angelic kingdom is not a hierarchy. It’s like a spiritual circle with each order having its own role in things.

But so many of our sources repeat the version of the early Christian Fathers – a hierarchy of nine orders from angels to seraphim – down to the present time. Just look at some of the current websites on angels. Did a heavenly hierarchy justify an earthly hierarchy?

According to Michael, we’re becoming more curious about the angelics now. He discussed why in An Hour with an Angel in 2014:

Archangel Michael: Very often what you would think of as the organization of the angelic and archangelic kingdoms, of the various roles, responsibilities, what you would think of as powers is not truly of great concern to the human race.  This often is the case simply because they have forgotten from whence they came.

And they have also forgotten, in their busy-ness to deal with the human reality, the scope of what lies above and below, not only in terms of the angelics and the archangelic kingdoms but also in terms of the greater universe, multiverse.

Now we do not say this in a critical way, for you do have a lot on your plate.  And it is more important, first of all that you understand the realm in which you live but it is also important to understand the broader picture.

So first you have gone to grade school, then middle school, then high school and now you understand you are in graduate school.  That is what Ascension is about.  It is ascending from any school into the truth and fullness of who you are.

Steve Beckow:  It’s sort of like not even knowing the kids down the block though.

AAM: Yes.  It is disconcerting and it is disconcerting to you now because it has reached a point where you have progressed or advanced enough that you have raised your frequency that you want to know who your neighbors are.

SB:  Right. Yes.

AAM: Now before you were simply concerned about who was in your house and who was in your classroom.  But the broadening of your being, the expansion of your being, the rising of your frequency creates a situation of curiosity. (1)

I agree. As we unfold … OK, as I unfold, I feel an expanding sense of worthiness. I’m worthy to inquire into and know about the angelics now, I say to myself. I have come of age and I want to meet the team.

I’m ready to drop my childish ideas of angels and hear the true story, even if I blush at what I previously accepted as the truth about them.

In my opinion, this is another of those blossoms that seem to unfold every day, as the energies rise and carry us along with them.


(1) “Archangel Michael on the Angelic Kingdom,” June 13, 2014, at

Art: Angel of The Presence by Aeoliah's Visionary Art

Art: Angel of The Presence by Aeoliah’s Visionary Art

A World so Loving – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

A cast of thousands behind the scenes is staging our Ascension. They’re responsible for the production side, more or less.

What we’ve been tasked with is building Nova Earth, a world that works for everyone.

You probably had no trouble with “building Nova Earth” but perhaps an involuntary laugh at the thought of “a world that works for everyone.”

Tee hee. How can a world be made to work for everyone????


Let me put the matter this way. The Fifth Dimension, from the very minor experiences I’ve had of it so far, is characterized by Divine Qualities such as love, bliss, peace, joy, to name a few.

None of these is like anything we’ve known in our everyday lives. It was completely unknown territory to me. OK, OK, a few brief stopovers on the way to somewhere else. Seconds or minutes a year.

But we use the same names for both the everyday and non-everyday kind of quality. And that’s where things get confusing.

I’m going to follow the Divine Mother’s example, when she talked about “sacred love” for what I was calling “transformative love” and Jesus, “real love.” (1)  I’m going to say “sacred bliss” and “sacred peace” as well because that phrase does suggest the gulf between, say, ordinary love and higher-dimensional love.

The point I want to make is that, when one is in the state of sacred love, sacred bliss, or sacred peace, one would never harm anyone. All one wants is that others share the same state of consciousness. There’s nothing in the world one wants for oneself except more sacred love, bliss, peace, etc.

The world works for one who enjoys sacred love, bliss, or peace. At some point in time, that’ll be all of us. But for now, it’s known only to a few of us and those few, lightworkers.

A world that loves is a world that works. When all of us experience sacred love, this world will automatically work. That comes with Ascension.

What you and I are doing is getting out ahead of the parade and finding the most direct route to get there as early as we can. Loving, now, is exactly what’s required to make this world work.

We’re all headed for a world so loving, so blissful, and so peaceful that everyone is naturally and normally happy. The state we’d be in then I call the “Natural Self.” It’s who we are without the overburden of issues and upsets, patterns and programs.

To speed the process along, I recommend anyone who wishes to ask for love, bliss, or peace. Open to them. Imagine them. Draw love or bliss up from our hearts on the in-breath and send it out to the world on the out-breath. Imagine love. Remember bliss. Prefer peace. Express only love.

Meanwhile I’m still here, knowing the punchline, understanding how this rivetting movie ends. And it’s such a great ending that I want to share it with everyone, whether or not they intend to see the movie. I can’t be quiet on this one.  Never mind the stock market. Listen.

We’re all headed for a world that works for everyone.

All those people looking for the pursuit of happiness? This is your destination, your stop. Congratulations!

Just knowing how the movie ends is for me endlessly exciting and gripping.  I cannot suppress my excitement. The ending eclipses anything done or said by the corrupt and foolish while being everything I ever could have wanted or wished for.


(1) Divine Mother: Why (laughing) can we not call it ‘Mother Love’?

Let us call it Sacred Love.  …

Now, you have yearned to know love and this yearning has expressed in many simply as yearning, but many of you – most of you and this is part of your ascension – are breaking through that barrier as well, and coming to what you, dear Steve, have called ‘Bliss’ – what many call awakening, expansion – it matters not. But into that knowing and that experience of such unlimited, unconditional, unrestricted bliss, exuberance, joy – all of this is love. 

(“Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: New Year’s Message 2017,” December 29, 2016, at

Jesus: Truly, although you do need to care for it sensibly, your human body is a distraction because you are so aware of it to the exclusion of what is real Love, and whose flame burns always within you maintaining your eternal existence. And yet you seek It, quite unknowingly, without, where It can never be found.

Love is the energy field in which all exists. (Jesus through John Smallman, Jan. 30, 2015, at

Here is the Arcturian Group: You are ready and it is time to move more fully into a consciousness of real Love–Love that is free of limiting three-dimensional concepts and that you live and express in every experience of daily living. (Arcturian Group, Jan. 29, 2017, at )


Internal States vs Divine Qualities: Useful Distinction – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Art : Archangel Michael - Susan Seddon Boulet

Art : Archangel Michael – Susan Seddon Boulet


Internal States vs Divine Qualities: Useful Distinction

I’d like to follow up and expand on a distinction that Archangel Michael made in our discussion in today’s Hour with an Angel.

It struck me as so germane, so relevant that I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since the pre-record.

He distinguished between internal states like discouragement and frustration and divine qualities like happiness and joy.

Vasanas —> Internal States

He traced our internal states ultimately to our core issues or vasanas.

To those who thought that we’d clear our vasanas up and wonder why the subject comes up, I’d like to expand its meaning to account for that emphasis, extending the word’s meaning into other dimensions.

The new meaning I’d like to give it is any issue that we have with anyone or anything that promotes our feeling of separation from the Divine. That definition will last longer than an unwitting reminder of an earlier, traumatic incident in this present life.

Soon our trauma will be over due to the uplifting impact of energies like Porlana C and much of the remembered trauma from this lifetime will have been healed, using a variety of healing technologies that our star family will contribute.

But our suffering will not end, so to speak, until we’re clear from whatever thought-created reality that contributes to our sense of separation from the One.

What we learn about clearing our vasanas will be useful well into the future, whatever terminology we arrive at notwithstanding.

Overburden on the Natural Self

Our vasanas hide the second part of Archangel Michael’s distinction – the divine qualities like happiness and joy.

To help us visualize the situation, one could use various images.

One is that our vasanas block our joy like clouds block the sun.  The sun of happiness and joy shines behind them but cannot be seen for the clouds of vasana-created feelings like frustration and discouragement.

Another is that our vasanas are like a veil that obscures our Natural Self of happiness and joy.

Another is that our vasanas sit on top of our Natural Self  like overburden on top of a vein of pure gold.

All the images suggest the same inverse relationship: The more the vasanas, the less the feeling of connection to the Divine, and vice versa.

We unveil, uncover, uncloud our Natural Self by processing or in other ways detaching ourselves from our vasanas and their residue (our leftover conditioning).

Walking on Water?

It’s our destiny to be free of a massive layer of vasanas with ascension to the Fifth-Dimensional conscious state. However, cosmically speaking, I think there’ll remain plenty more to process – or we’d be reunited with God, our final destination. We’d be walking on water.

Therefore, if there’s no reunion, no walking on water, there must be vasanas.

I consider that we’ll be processing them virtually forever. It’ll just get easier and easier. We’ll manage it ever more graciously, as modelled on some of our outer-space TV dramas.

We’ll develop the expertise and the willpower to handle our vasanas when they erupt, refuse to project them outwards, sit with them until they reveal their secret, get the message or the learning that’s there for us, and complete the incomplete experience – and all this will be second nature to us, having become part of our common lore.

Gradual Fade

Matthew Ward once emphasized that the dimensions, or densities, don’t have borders, boundaries, etc. They shade off into each other. The afterlife literature says the same. (1)

I think that internal states like discouragement and frustration will also fade away – gradually – the nearer we get to the higher dimensions. I know they cannot exist in an atmosphere of sacred love or bliss. They’re shown to be mere games, a self-serving mask or facade that we’re ashamed or afraid to admit to, that sometimes we cling to as if our life depended on it. The depth of our fear and clinging reveals the presence of a vasana.

Once our veil is removed, divine qualities like happiness and joy are shown to have been there all along. They’re shown to be completely-satisfying states, but jealous lovers. If we distract ourselves, they leave.

If we give our attention to them and remain faithful to the conditions they impose on us – no lying, no cheating, no theft, the dharma – they prove completely satisfying.

So we now have this very useful and basic distinction between internal states which will not come with us and the divine qualities which are progressively revealed as being who we are.


(1). Cf.  “In journeying to a lower realm one sees the terrain gradually degenerating.” (Monsignor Robert Hugh Benson’s friend Edwin in Benson through Anthony Borgia, medium, Life in the World Unseen. M.A.P., 1993, 131.)

“When one draws near the boundaries of the lower realms, the pavements become heavy in appearance. They begin to lose their color until they look leaden and opaque, and they have the semblance of extreme solidity – almost like the granite of the earth-plane.” (Ibid., 108.)

“The light steadily diminishes until we are in a grey land, and then comes the darkness.” (Ibid., 62.)

“As we approach the dark regions, the soil, such as I have described to you, loses its granular quality and its color. It becomes thick, heavy, and moist, until it finally gives place entirely to stones, and then rock. Whatever grass there is looks yellow and seared.” (Ibid. 111.)


Art : Archangel Michael - Susan Seddon Boulet

Art : Archangel Michael – Susan Seddon Boulet

Reunited with Long-Lost Self – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Art - Mourad Chaaba

Art – Mourad Chaaba


Reunited with Long-Lost Self

I’ve waited a day before writing this.

Firstly because it’s intensely personal (Big Steve, Little Steve) and I feel vulnerable.

Secondly because I wanted to see if what had happened was real and had lasting effects.

A wall inside me fell yesterday morning. A wall I didn’t know I had.


I was reflecting on Big Steve and Little Steve.

Big Steve is my Higher Self, Seventh-Dimensional Oversoul, or Christ-Conscious aspect. (1)

Little Steve is my everyday, here-and-now consciousness (me).

Big Steve said: You know, I’m a Little Steve to another Big Steve. Everyone is a Big Steve to someone and a Little Steve to someone else.

I froze in my tracks.

I flashed for a moment on the roles that Big Steve and Little Steve are and can be – and the masks. The very next day, I read John Smallman’s Saul:

“Remember ‘Love changes everything!’ Just being yourselves – which is a major behavioral change for the vast majority of you – instead of hiding behind those public faces, masks, or disguises you invented to use when you entered the illusion – helps to bring into effect the essential changes in the world for which you have all been praying and hoping.” (2)

Our masks are so much a part of our way of life that we hardly notice them. One has to look very hard to see one’s own. And yet letting them go contributes to the unfoldment of Ascension, we hear.

Now I get to let go of both these masks. But that wasn’t the reality-splitting realization.


What split my reality was realizing next that I was placing Big Steve over there and Little Steve over here. And that was not the reality of the situation.

The reality was that the two of us were actually one and that the one was actually me. We’re in different dimensions. My mission as me brings me here; my mission as him  brings him there. But, like fibers of a fiberoptic lamp, we’re connected.

Everybody in reality has the same Higher and Everyday Self, spanning dimensions. Sue Lie calls us all “multidimensional.” Archangel Michael calls us “interdimensional.”

I recognized one element of my interdimensionality (7D Oversoul) yesterday as part of me.

That truth, realized – not just known intellectually or even experientially – (3) set me free from a belief-built wall that saw me as separate from my Higher Self, that saw it as an object to me. That wall disappeared. (4)


After I wrote this and before it was posted, Archangel Michael said the following through Ronna Herman:

“During this shifting of the Ages cycle, you are experiencing a great variety of transformative changes. You are reclaiming all the personal Fragments of energy / thought forms that you created during your long journey into physical expression.

“You are reuniting with the many Sparks of consciousness that make up your Divine Self and your Soul family, and you are also striving to become a Spiritual/human adult while existing in an ever-expanding, multidimensional realm of physicality.” (5)

If I needed outside affirmation, he just provided it. But one of the qualities of realization is that it has us “get” something at such a depth that whatever is realized needs no outside validation. We reach a place of certainty around what we realized.

We may need some guidance in adapting to it, but the experience itself has sufficient impact that it proves life-altering and we usually remember it all our lives. (6)

We were told years ago that the Universal Self (the 7d Oversoul) would be returning to be reunited with. That seems to be what just happened.

The upshot of all this is that I feel more graceful, more fluid.  And my “family” is together in a way that it hasn’t been before so I feel more secure and self-confident. All my higher selves and past lives  – all my aspects – are my family.

A man who was dissociated for fifty years – the Humpty Dumpty Man – feels more together as a result of this event than he has since age six.

I don’t expect the effects to last and my short-term memory is not great. Within a week, this may be the only record.


(1)  Steve Beckow: I had an experience at a meditation workshop in which I felt regal. It was a partial experience. Can you tell me what that part of me I accessed.

Archangel Michael: … Your highest Self, your Oversoul, is very regal.

SB: So that was an experience of the Oversoul.

AAM: Yes.  (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 13, 2011.)

Sue Lie: Seventh is your Oversoul. (Arcturians, March 17, 2013.)

Here’s Archangel Michael through Ronna Herman identifying the unity between Higher Self and Oversoul: “It is about trusting the wisdom of your OverSoul/Higher Self and your God Self, for these wise, higher Facets of your Divine consciousness always know what is best, and what is most beneficial for you at any given time.” (“Archangel Michael via Ronna Herman: The Next Level of Spiritual Awareness,” April 2, 2017, at

(2) “Saul via John Smallman: The More Powerfully You Make the Intent to Be Loving in Every Moment the More Intensely Will You Feel the Love That Envelops You,” April 2, 2017, at

(3) See “The Spectrum of Realized Knowledge” at and “That’s the Roadmap” at

(4) I don’t consider these events that I just described as constituting enlightenment myself, as enjoyable as they were. An awakening, yes (Big Steve is not over there). The fall of a wall of conceptual separation, yes (since we were always one; I just didn’t get it). They probably contribute by preparing the ground for further experiences. But they were not in themselves of sufficient depth and power that I’d use that word.

(5) “Archangel Michael via Ronna Herman: The Next Level of Spiritual Awareness,” ibid.

(6) My vision on Feb. 13, 1987 was like that.  See “Chapter 13. Epilogue,” at I remember it as clearly as if it were yesterday. It altered my view of life so much that I left the university rather than abandon the study of enlightenment.

The knowledge being pursued at the university and the inadequacy of the university’s paradigms were thrown into stark relief by the torrential bliss, broad scope, and explanatory power of the vision. I had to have more.


Art - Mourad Chaaba

Art – Mourad Chaaba

My Divine Authority as a Sovereign Being – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Buddha image from the Seattle Buddhist Centre

Buddha image from the Seattle Buddhist Centre


My Divine Authority as a Sovereign Being

On my divine authority as a sovereign being… Isn’t that an outrageous statement to make?

In the Middle Ages, I might be burned at the stake for making it.

But isn’t it spiritually correct and don’t we all know it is?

Imagine a shipwrecked treasure chest that’s been raised from the Caribbean.

Encrusted in shells, it doesn’t look like much.

But when we dissolve the shells and restore the gold coins to their luster, the treasure shines.

Similarly “our divine authority as sovereign beings” has been under attack by people of polarized outlook since the dawn of civilization. Shell-encrusted, it’s lost its luster.

Seldom has there been a time when a being’s sovereignty has been honored on this planet by those assumed to be in authority. Our history is replete with war, slavery, rape, and pillage.

We find repeated patterns of false imprisonment, torture, scorched earth, mass murder. Bombing, strafing, crucifying, impoverishing, starving – what have we not done?

And we had no idea of what awaited us if the New World Order proved successful where Hitler failed. (1)

We could list the movements throughout history that have had as their object the enslavement of people – where should we start? Ramses II? Julius Caesar? Genghis Khan? Slavery in the New World? Adolf Hitler? CIA-sponsored sexual slavery and pedophilia?

We’ve created a vast global memory bank of rampant misery caused by our violation of the sovereignty of other beings.

So, yes, if I were to stand up, as the Mother asked, and declare my divine authority as a sovereign being, I can see how that would be reactivating, triggering to many.

Victimizers might want to continue their reign of terror. Victims may have their memories triggered.

Let’s pull him down off his pedestal. Who does he think he is?

A sovereign being, descended from the Divine, as we all are.


In regards to the specific portion of that authority – to build Nova Earth – the Divine Mother said on An Hour with an Angel recently:

“Divine authority, what does this mean? That you have stepped forward. You are authorized and empowered. And you are and will be given the wherewithal to proceed as your creator self, never simply as a minion, a puppet.” (2)

If this were a spy drama, I’d say, “I’m on a mission from the Mother.” Well, I am – as are you.

My mission derives comes from the Mother’s Plan. It comes from my accepting her specific mandate to build Nova Earth:

“Build what is divinely beautiful. I give you my divine authority to do so. I will guide you. I will help you. But I entrust this to you as well. …

“We are helping you. That gateway is open and you are being flooded and you are being assisted and you will be assisted every step of the way.” (3)

Does that mean that I can take that divine authority and waste the opportunity? No, Michael already said that he will not allow it.

“This plan has been an unfoldment for far too long for money to simply be washed down the drain by decisions that are not beneficial either for yourself or for others and for those who will benefit from the abundance programs, plural.”  (4)

We cannot use it to simply perpetuate the use of violence and force on this planet. But of that reality, the Divine Mother said: “The old is fading away – … trust me, it will fade away, that is a given.” (5)

Meanwhile, she’s given us our mandate, our marching orders:


But that’s only divine authority to be building foundations and dispersing funds to worthy service organizations and building Nova Earth.

You and I both know that our divine authority as sovereign beings is much broader than that. It comes from the fact that each of us is God. God wearing a mask. God encased in God. That is, Father God nestled in the heart/womb of Mother God.

We are God the Father living for a time in a body provided by God the Mother, the blend of which we call “God the Child” (formerly “God the Son”).  This is the same Trinity that Hindus worship as Brahman, Atman, and Shakti. You already know that the purpose of life is to know all Three.

That we are Mother/Father God is not only what we come to realize, but also the source of our divine authority.

Nevertheless, no one is immune from the operation of the divine laws. Even God, when God descends as an avatar, obeys the Mother’s laws. (6)

My divine authority lends me no strength if what I do with it is violate the divine laws.

The Mother outlined the fate of a dictator who flies in the face of the universal laws.

“It is painful for a being that seeks power for themselves or power over another, whether it is a parent over a child, a husband over a wife, a man over an army. It matters not. The yearning [for], the exercise of control never gives the joy. The pain simply grows. And so the actions become more grotesque, larger, until the breakdown is and has [been] and will be occurring.” (7)

The rest of us who do the same on a smaller scale just get smaller ourselves until we’re rocking in a chair, an old coot, sputtering to ourselves, with nobody listening.

The choice we face is either own our divine authority as sovereign beings or face varying degrees of disempowerment from being a victim to being a dictator. The middle ground – the old Third Dimension – is waning or has disappeared.

There’s no more hovering in the new realm. There’s no more tolerating our own disempowerment. There’s only forward into sovereign independence or backward into continuing chaos.


(1) See “The Near Victory of the Dark” in Need we look any further than Guantanamo? But we could – torture taxis, rendition prisons, Nazi-style experimentation, mind control, and so on.

(2) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” February 28, 2017, at  “There are those upon your planet who wish to reclaim, reconstruct, recreate the old third and that is what they are attempting to do. But, sweet angel of love, you know and those who are the loveholders know that this simply will not occur. The old third no longer exists. It is that simple.” (“Archangel Michael on Current Chaos and Joy” at

(3) Loc. cit.

(4)  Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Aug. 6, 2013.

(5) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother,” ibid.

(6) The natural law only applies in the Mother’s realm of matter. The Mother is the source of the natural law.

The Father is not bound by any law. Thus she is the voice of One crying in the wilderness. She is sound, movement, action and hence the Voice.  He is the Wilderness in this metaphor in that no law can apply to him.

(7) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother,” ibid.


Buddha image from the Seattle Buddhist Centre

Buddha image from the Seattle Buddhist Centre

Process of Re-Integration & Bliss – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Process of Re-Integration and Bliss

I tried to describe to a friend the process of re-integration that’s happening for me right now.The various experiences that I’ve had in recent years – that the mind can be still, that bliss will make the world work, that the Natural Self was for me a deep state of peace, etc. – are beginning to be drawn into me in a way that I can scarcely put words to.

It’d be as if, on a long in-breath, parts of me were reconstituting or emerging from the mist and rejoining me.

Kahlil Gibran talked about laughing but not all our laughter, crying but not all our tears. These re-integrating parts of me – stillness, bliss, peace, etc. – are more substantially me than the images of myself I polish up and try to sell to others.

Managing my image, I laugh but not all my laughter.

In these other, higher states like bliss and peace, I laugh all my laughter and cry all my tears. They’re undoubtedly what Kahlil Gibran was pointing at.

I’m awash in bliss at this moment, a very rare occurrence these days. I wish I could describe what it’s like.

There’s nothing in our experience prior to being in bliss that can match it and thus nothing to compare it to.

All cares and concerns are immediately released. They’re shown to be noise and just disappear. (1)

I experience bliss on the in-breath and assume it arises from the heart. But it could condense from the very prana in the air.

On the in-breath and upon my becoming aware of its presence, bliss fills me up and lifts my spirits. It uplifts me. It inspires me as I inspire it (i.e., breathe it in).

This is its most notable feature – that it whooshes one up, lifts one up in an ever-increasing experience of joy. It then plants one in a state of utter satisfaction.

I very much imagine that that’s how Ascension will prove to be – a lifting up of consciousness, not a relocation of the being.  We’re not going anywhere. Our consciousness is expanding. We’ll be lifted up to a state of love and joy and peace, but this time we’ll stay there.

Bliss is the space of everything being OK, everything being attended to, nothing left to do.

Bliss is the space of having eaten a large Thanksgiving dinner together and enjoying the company. Afterwards, you’re satisfied in every way.

Bliss is the space of having carried out an emergency operation as a team. The operation was challenging but a complete success.

What we think of as “peak,” “transformational,”or “magic” moments are really moments of bliss. Trips, yachts, cars are all bought to achieve for ourselves that magic moment, which, on examination, turns out to be bliss.

We could save ourselves a lot of money by just going for the bliss itself – and hold the trimmings.

Metaphorically speaking, bliss lifts us up to our Natural Self. But that’s just one way to try to capture the experience. I could have said that bliss expands us. Or that it anchors us in peace and joy. We land up in the Natural Self again, just as we did on another occasion by recognizing the space and on a third occasion by following “not this, not this.” (2)

Expand into the Self, emerge as the Self, unveil the Self – who knows what actually happens? All these experiences are wordless. They don’t come with a label or tag.

Does it matter if we ran, jumped, or fell into the lake of bliss? As long as we’re in the lake? Not in my books.

One minute the Self is not there and the next moment it is. One moment we recognize it and the next moment we “become” it.  Did we expand, emerge, or unveil? As long as I’m in bliss, all of the mind chatter stops immediately and I don’t even remember what my earlier concern was. Nor do I care to resurrect it.

The process of re-integration seems to require a lot of solitude these days and just the right amount of companionship. I have both right now.

I also don’t think it’ll prove to be the last time I draw in aspects of myself that have become visible to me. I suspect that the Mother’s design here is peaks and valleys, peaks and valleys. (3)


(1) The words we use to describe bliss are metaphors for processes that happen in consciousness. They’re approximations.

I have no words for what actually happens. It happens without words.

I try to reduce it to words. As long as we all know it can’t be done and yet we agree to try or accept these approximations as the best we have now, or just enjoy them, I’m willing.

(2) See “If the Natural Self was the Default,” at

(3) The world follows the Mother’s design. Part of the Mother’s design is the sine wave we call Aum/Amen, the Word that is God, which creates, preserves and transforms worlds. The sine wave that Aum is contains peaks and valleys, peaks and valleys. That phases of experiencing and realizing should be followed by phases of assimilating and re-integrating in alternating fashion fits with the Mother’s overall design of eternal spiritual evolution, in my opinion.


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Where My Passion Lies – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Where My Passion Lies

Writing as a communicator and commentator on Ascension, Disclosure, the Reval, etc. is a dance.

I work with the channeled messages that come out, putting the significant passages into the First Contact wiki and, when I see a new trend, as I’m adding the latest item in, I take out a large number of quotes and write about the trend.

I bring something in; I take something out. It was a dance and this was my daily routine.

But for a while now, I’ve been without access to the wiki. Isaac, Linda’s partner, and Greg Reiser have kindly been migrating it and updating the back.  (Thank you guys so much.)

And I’ve gotten to observe how I am without access to both my treasure box of gold doubloons and my daily routine of working with the data.

In terms of adaptations, I’ve had to devise one workaround after another, predominantly using the “search” box on the site.  Then I began to use the Library to locate articles that would probably have the quote in them that I needed.  Then earlier versions of the databases that I have on my computer.

Something more important than just discovering more things about the site and data also happened: The pause obliged me to turn inwards. I’ve had to reach much deeper into  myself than otherwise because I couldn’t rely on external sources.

As a result, I’ve gotten back in touch with the way we used to work back in the glory days of the Growth Movement. I’m looking forward to going deeper into awareness, as a result of this turn of events.

I add this database pause to the many events that suggest or show the intervention of the celestials – some of which they’ve acknowledged. Before discussing them, please know that I welcome and encourage celestial intervention.

Archangel Michael acknowledged that he preferred my having an operation for prostate cancer to using Rick Simpson Oil because surgery obliged me to slow down and rest.  I suspect this touch of arthritis on my knee is also designed to slow me down.

Other aches and pains, I think, are there to tell me to start exercising – gently.  The move to this apartment was to get me settled before the curtain rises.

I had no reading in December and he acknowledged that he did that because he wanted me to rely on myself.  On and on I could go listing things that reveal celestial co-creative partnership.

We don’t notice these things unless we really watch what occurs in our lives. It helps to be able to confirm my guesses with the celestials through my personal readings; not everyone can do that, I realize.  But perhaps my confirming them will at least show that they do work with us all in these ways.

So now the database was down and, while it was, I got much deeper in touch with myself than otherwise (having nowhere else to turn), learned any number of workarounds on the site, and had a deeper look at how the resources on the site are organized – all kinds of benefits resulted.

And now it’s back and my love affair with ideas and patterns in behavior and inner spaces continues.  I get great joy from my daily routine of research and writing. Having it interrupted was enough to show me where my passion lies.


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The One and the All – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


Art : I Am That – by Ananda Vdovic


The One and the All

There are words that are spoken that open up new panoramas. When putting together a book of pivotal messages, I was struck by a few words in the following passage from Archangel Michael:

“Divine Father, Divine Mother, in that conjoining, in that place of ultimate love, and the bringing forth of All, to which you will all return, is the blending of energies that is not either/or, but what you think of as the One and the All.”

God has been described as Everything/Nothing. Now the One and the All….

The Mother is the All, the Everything. (1) The Father is the One, the No-thing.

What a perfect way to describe the situation – the One and the All. From that distinction, all else flows. Life at the very highest levels is being described here. 

The One is … everything. In that everything, a world of matter is born. Matter/mater/Mother. The Mother is all that is material. The Father is what the material returns to in the end – which to it appears to be nothingness.

He makes requests of us as we heal from a wilful, male-dominated order. He wants us to blend our views of the Divine Father and Mother, come out of 3D consciousness (either/or) with Them, and embrace the Two of Them. Reposted from Sept. 2016.

Archangel Michael: When people talk about, and yes, sweet friends, I am talking about many of you who are lightholders, loveworkers, you have tended to think of the Divine Feminine – and I am splitting hairs here, but it is important – that this has been more the nurturing, yes, the birther, the bringer, the caretaker energy, but you have not thought of the gusto of will of the Divine Mother that has tended to be more in the Divine Masculine – not Divine Father – Divine Masculine arena. So I do not want you to think of such stringent delineation.

Now, to make it even more confusing, Divine Father, Divine Mother, in that conjoining, in that place of ultimate love, and the bringing forth of All, to which you will all return, is the blending of energies that is not either/or, but what you think of as the One and the All. And that [stringent delineation?] was the distinction that I was hoping to eliminate in terms of Masculine, Feminine, Father, Mother.

It is important as you become Nova Beings, which is already well, well underway, that you realize in your core being, in your subatomic particles, in your organs, in your central column, in your spiritual DNA, however you wish to construe this, that you have that blend of the Divine Father, the Divine Mother, the Divine Masculine, the Divine Feminine.

There has been a separation of these elements, these qualities, these aspects because of the preponderance of the skewed masculine, the skewed will upon the planet. So of course there has been in the rebalancing more attention brought to the knowable Divine Mother, (2) the implementation and the anchoring of the Divine Feminine coming from the Mother.   But in the return to not only who you are, but to all, do not try and segment that Divine Father, that Divine Mother. Embrace that totality within you.

You may not know it all. You may not understand it all. My beloveds, you don’t have to. You have need to allow it to grow, to expand, to express, to learn and continue on. There are many gifts, many presents that are being unfolded so do not limit your understanding. Now, has that muddied the water even further, my friend? (3)

No, it clarified a great many things, Lord.

Where does this generation get off being so lucky as to have the matter explained as clearly as this?

Notice again however: Another challenge to spiritual orthodoxy. Don’t rigidly compartmentalize the Mother and Father, Michael says.

Our conventional spirituality would need to bend to accommodate this new tendency. Probably unconsciously, we’ve been distinguishing between the two in rather rigid terms – Phenomenal/Transcendental, Stillness/Movement, Silence/Sound, the Void/the Material World, Source/Creator-Preserver-Transformer – This/That, what Michael would call “either/or” terms.

Now Michael asks us to relax the rigidity of our view and allow the Two to blend.  Just embrace them.

I need the reminder. I welcome the molding.


(1) For an examination of the nature of the Mother, see “On the Nature of the Divine Mother or Holy Spirit” at

(2) Only the Divine Mother is Knowable – audible, visible, sensible. The Divine Father (the One) is Unknowable. She is Him in form; He is Her beyond form.  In form, she is All and Everything. Beyond form, He is said to be One and Nothing. One and all; everything and nothing.

(3) “Transcript ~ Archangel Michael: Understand the Divine Gift of Will, AHWAA, September 22, 2016,” at



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If the Natural Self is the Default – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Art by Anna Dittmann at Kai Fine Art

Art by Anna Dittmann @ Kai Fine Art


If the Natural Self is the Default

If the Natural Self is the default, the residuum, what’s left when all illusion falls away, then it follows that I should be able to return to it by simply letting go, letting go, letting go.Whatever I succeed in letting go of has to be temporary. That which is eternal, I cannot let go of. It remains.

That which remains after all else is let go of has to be the Natural Self.

It isn’t a matter of getting somewhere. The Natural Self is where we come from.

All the rest is clothing on the Self. The Natural Self is naked of materiality.

In meditation recently, I’ve simply been telling myself to stop. Everything impermanent will stop (minus automatic body functions); everything eternal will keep on going. Quickest way to drop anything but the eternal.

The approach I’m following at this moment (I will use any that produce results) was followed long ago by the writers of the Vedas.

Eliminate the alternatives and what remains has to be the Self. “Neti, neti.” Not this, not this. The via negativa (path of negation).

A man saw a treasure in a field.

I glimpsed the Natural Self among the crowd of my thoughts and feelings.

He covered it up…

Illusion rushed back in again…

He sold all that he had….

I now want to let go (1) of everything temporary.

And bought the field.


(1) Mentally, emotionally only; no need any more to become a renunciate.

Besides, it isn’t meant that lightworkers in this generation become renunciates. We must remain in the focal range of the wider population if we’re to lead them in building Nova Earth.


Art by Anna Dittmann at Kai Fine Art

Art by Anna Dittmann @ Kai Fine Art

One Plus One is One – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


One Plus One is One

I used to be able to separate awareness from love years ago, but nowadays, when I tune into my awareness, love arises with it.

Noticing this came about in the course of looking more deeply into my core issue of self-importance/entitlement, so as not to be swept away by the Reval.

When I went to expand my awareness, I experienced the flow of love. But I hadn’t called upon love. I’d called upon awareness.

I then realized that love and awareness travel together – provided we can vibrationally recognize and welcome them to begin with.

I’d known awareness before, but much of my learning about love has been much more recent. I hadn’t associated the two before. It just never occurred to me.

But how could awareness be everything and love be everything and awareness not be love? Everything plus everything is everything, is it not? One plus One is One.

A very simple consideration of the matter suggests that the situation couldn’t be any other way.


Perhaps two years ago, I saw that awareness was not neutral but dissolutive. All I needed to do was to rest in awareness of a vasana and its elements for it to disappear.

Now I see that awareness and love are one.

Some people say we should raise our core issues to awareness; other people say we should love them. As matters stand at the moment, with awareness and love being one, both sides are shown to be right.

Seeing this was for me the first incident of the day that was startling. The second came on the bus and was so novel to me that it surprised me.

For the first time in memory, I sat facing a man whom I smiled at without having anything going on with me or any conditioned reaction. I was completely empty – at that moment – of reactivity. I was surprised at what it felt like. I almost wanted to stand up and shout “Hooray!”

Until that time, I’d look on someone else ready to flinch or turn aside. Always defensive, always protecting myself. My wife called it my “scared-wolf look.” And that was pretty accurate.

I marveled at feeling totally in balance for the moment, absolutely neutral in response but loving in initiative. It might soon disappear and I’d be my ordinary somewhat-isolated self again, but it was eye-opening while it lasted.

Each one of these mini-breakthroughs is like a milestone on the path up the mountain, telling me we’re getting somewhere.


3D Mystery Unravelled in 5D – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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3D Mystery Unravelled in 5D

When I “look,” what do I “see”?I “see” that we’ll still inhabit a physical form but we’ll all be filled with love, bliss, and peace. The space that results will probably be the most important contributing factor to the world working.

I understand that our bodies will be lightbodies and that we’ll return to our desired ages and never need to die again to alter our bodies. (1)

Hindus call this state moksha or liberation from the need to be reborn. Ascension to the Fifth Dimension is that very moksha, also known as Sahaja Samadhi. (2)

The end of our fear of death will contribute mightily to the world working.

The non-existence of disease will contribute as well.

We’ll be able to create whatever we need or want by thought. We’ll have no need for money, all of which will also contribute.

The world will work naturally the higher and higher we go up the Ascension ladder, culminating in Sahaja, some distance into the Fifth.

We usually approach the condundrum of how the world can be made to work by thinking Third-Dimensionally. Taking what we have now, how can we use it to make the world work?

But our density and the negativity of our shared belief systems guarantees that how to make the world work approached from this angle will remain a mystery.

It certainly didn’t look like our world (Earth) would ever work in the Third Dimension. We were being led by the New World Order to World War III.

However, the world works naturally in the higher dimensions – the heaven of the Christian Fathers, “where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt, and where thieves do not break through nor steal.”

We’re cleansing ourselves of 3D consciousness and reaching out to 5D consciousness. When we’re in that state of consciousness, the world will work naturally.

We lightworkers can wait for Ascension or we can lead the way in brushclearing and deepening, as we’ve been doing for some years.


An idea of where we’re headed is all I have to contribute. The rest – the financial work – I’m making up (or being inspired to do so) as I go along. I love the way the est Network described “path” because it fits for me here: The path starts at the trailing edge of our leading foot. That’s so true. I’ll be making my path up with each step.

In the upset clearing process, (3) we know we’re headed in the right direction if we feel increasing release or relaxation.

Likewise, in working within the new paradigms of business and spirituality, we know we’re going in the right direction if we feel ourselves relaxing into increasing love, bliss, and peace.

If we’re not, we’re going in the wrong direction, from a New-Age business perspective. Our service should produce joy. That’s the assignment the celestials hope we’ll agree to, as I understand it.


We’ll be opening up a new reality that contains, from my previews of it, everything we ever dreamed of.

How will we know that new reality? In the beginning, we’ll know it by its internal effects. (4) Don’t we assess everything first by its internal effects or personal impact on us – how we feel?

We buy a new fast car for the way we feel in it, don’t we? That expensive coat? That trip to Fiji? (5)

Likewise here, the new reality will first announce itself to us internally – as increasing quotients of love, joy, bliss, peace, happiness.

Life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness was what the American Union was all about, right? Well, think of it this way: The new reality will first make itself known to us as happiness. Those who cultivate it will have it; those who put obstacles in its way will have missed their chance.

It’s my hunch that the joy we feel in contributing to the unfoldment of the Mother’s Plan will be unlike anything we’ve ever felt from a possession or purchase.

Tossed around on the waves of the ocean, I choose to anchor to the Mother. So far, I don’t see how, doing that, I can possibly go wrong.

But only a lightworker would appreciate my even saying that. I can only have this conversation right now with you and a small band of others.

So thank you, lightworkers, for being the loving group of like-minded and open-hearted servants of the Divine Mother that you are.

Without your encouragement, I wouldn’t have the heart or courage to do what I do.  With your encouragement, I have the courage to push through fears, take on more, and look even farther down the road.


(1) We actually don’t die anyways. Our physical bodies die, but not who we are – the spark inside the other bodies.

But in this Ascension, we ascend with our physical bodies, transformed into the merkaba, lightbody, or crystalline form.

On the subject of returning to our desired age, anyone familiar with the literature of life after death would know that, on the astral planes, people revert to their favorite age as well.  See New Maps of Heaven at, for examples.

(2) Just as Father, Son and Holy Ghost = Brahman, Atman, and Shakti is the key to linking the religions in a cross-cultural spirituality, so is Ascension = Sahaja Samadhi the link between Ascension and enlightenment studies.

(3)  See “How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” at

(4) Everything that happened to me around the taking of my new apartment can be seen as the new reality becoming knowable by its external effects.

(5) We buy it for that magic moment – that thrill of bliss and peace that comes from owning it and driving it for the first time. All that expense for a moment of bliss that we remember for a lifetime!

I want, not a moment of bliss, but a lifetime of it and for that I’m willing to risk being out of touch with an old reality.


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What is “Divine Authority”? – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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What is “Divine Authority”?

The Divine Mother urged us to take up our divine authority on An Hour with an Angel recently.

“Build what is divinely beautiful. I give you my divine authority to do so. I will guide you. I will help you. But I entrust this to you as well. …

“We are helping you. That gateway is open and you are being flooded and you are being assisted and you will be assisted every step of the way.” (1)

If you’re like me, you’re wanting to understand what “divine authority” might be.

Past experience has shown me that what I might call “divine love,” for instance, is far and away beyond even the highest experiences I’ve had of ordinary love. Jesus called ordinary love “the weak faint image of real Love that is all that you can experience as a human.” (2)

A more recent experience of the Natural Self has shown me that “divine peace” was far and away beyond any peace I’d ever experienced.

Before comparing that to divine authority, let me add that our experiences of ordinary love and peace go on within a state of unconscious awareness.  When we have a transformational realization, we enter, for a time, into a higher space of conscious awareness.

In that space, love and peace are universal, total, eternal. Unfortunately, short of Sahaja Samadhi, we can’t hold on to the space.

But once we’ve ascended, we’ll live in it always and naturally.

Now back to divine authority.

We try to understand divine authority by thinking of ordinary authority and starting there.  But we have terrible examples of ordinary authority all over the place, from the highest offices in the land to the most dangerous.

Just as there was no way I could know divine love by extrapolating from ordinary love, and the same for peace, so I think there’ll be no way for me to know divine authority by extrapolating from ordinary authority.

However, if I was able to show up all the time as my Natural Self – and I’m not – I think that that would be the same as being in my divine authority.

The Natural Self, the Christ, the Atman has divine authority to create, in the accounts of many Christians. (3)

And the Mother also gave us divine authority, for good measure. The unfoldment of her plan is to build a planet of love where her children can come to enjoy love in form.

In the process, we’ll have built a world that works for everyone.

So the finger pointing at the moon this lifetime is pointing at us re-claiming our Natural Self, coming from it, and contributing to the unfoldment of the Mother’s Plan by building Nova Earth. In this endeavor we have our own and the Mother’s “divine authority.”


(1) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” at

(2) “Jesus via John Smallman: Forgetting Love Is Not Possible,” March 22, 2015, at I’ve also called it “transformative” and “torrential” love.

“All you can experience as a human” – Jesus may be defining “human” as Third-Dimensional and real love as Fifth-Dimensional (or Seventh-Dimensional, really) or he may be defining it as dimensional, in which case the level of love he’d be talking about would be transcendental, far, far deeper than the transformative love I experienced.

(3) The Christ is said to have created the world, the Christ being the Word.

In other accounts, primarily Hindu, the Word – Amen/Aum – is said to be the Divine Mother, which in Christianity is called the Holy Spirit – spiritus sanctii, Holy Breath.  The breath mimics Aum.  Both breath and Aum are sine waves.  For a much more detailed explanation, see On the Nature of the Divine Mother or Holy Spirit

When I’ve asked the Divine Mother on An Hour with an Angel if she is Aum, the Word of God, she’s told me that that is only an aspect of herself.


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Relaxation as a Context for Life – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia



Relaxation as a Context for Life

I know I’ve mentioned this before, but the importance of relaxation just keeps being brought home to me.

I have a feeling that the need to learn how to relax may be more general than just me. But I don’t know.

The way life works, as I learned from my vision on Feb. 13, 1987, (1) is it follows an arc, yes – from God to God – but the arc itself, on closer inspection, is seen to be a coil or a spiral, like the nautilus, left.

Why a spiral? Because we keep returning to or coming back to or revisiting the same situations, lifetime after lifetime, until we learn the lesson at the heart of them.

For me, one of those lessons I keep returning to is not to be an overproducer, but to learn to relax – before I crash and burn.

Resistance, Stress

Merely thinking about relaxation raises an almost-instantaneous and instinctual resistance in me. What is it?

What resists is the constructed self that set its face against relaxation. In my case, a wounded child resists from a vasana, or core issue, in which my father repeatedly accused me of being a lazy, no-good, good-for-nothing.

Perceived idleness brought down on me the full weight of authority (the back of my father’s hand).

I probably didn’t want to do what he was asking and was dragging my feet.

Now the twig is bent. How will the tree incline?

The lazy, no-good good-for-nothing coped and adapted to become the overproducer, the Type A personality, the go-getter.

He followed the Protestant work ethic. Idleness in that view was sinfulness, indicating a lack of moral fiber. He felt deep down, if he were perfectly honest, that all his hard work would one day be rewarded. That overproducer is one aspect of my life, one voice in my head.

Another aspect of my life is the monk and awareness writer. For him, “idleness” equates to stillness, silence, and meditation. He has no problem with it. Relaxation, even idleness, are not his sworn enemies.

One Mask Stuck

But they are for the overproducer.  And the mask he constructed as a result of all this just happened to stick. (2)

Every article and book he adds to the pile is veiled defiance of his father. Even his generosity is veiled defiance of his grandfather, who used his money to manipulate and hurt people.

Mine is all an act. It’s all a mask. A mask that stuck.

I need to let go of a lifestyle founded upon stress, living off adrenaline, lacking love and, so, loving conflict and control, push and shove. It’s very male.

It sows the seeds of its own downfall, as the Divine Mother cautioned:

“It is painful for a being that seeks power for themselves or power over another, whether it is a parent over a child, a husband over a wife, a man over an army. It matters not. The yearning [for], the exercise of control never gives joy. The pain simply grows. And so the actions become more grotesque, larger, until the breakdown is and has [been] and will be occurring.” (3)

It took me a long time to see that, while what the Mother is pointing at was true for my Dad, it was also true for me. It came as a great shock, like a plane going through the sound barrier.

My overproduction is all part of that aggressive, pushy, unforgiving way of life. And relaxation is counter-intuitive to it. Nevertheless, time to leave a sinking ship. There’s no future for any of it.


I use the word “relax” because I think it has the fewest prior negative connotations. Most people in society know what it is to relax and enjoy doing it.

But really, we’re letting go into the peace of our Natural Self. It’s far more spiritual, more contextual than simply collapsing in a sofa.

Relaxation is a way of life that honors flow, embraces it, and makes it work. Relaxation is part of higher-dimensional living.

I need to acknowledge that relaxation is neither a sin nor an indulgence nor a sign of weakness.

I need to embrace it not simply as an occasional and temporary state of consciousness, but as an overall context for life.

As context, I am relaxed; I come from being relaxed; being relaxed is my default and my preferred state.


(1) See “Ch. 13 Epilogue” for an account of it, at

(2) Red hot news. As we get older, all the masks that we’ve donned again and again over the years begin to stick. Is there anyone younger listening? It’s called “coralization.” See “Coralization” at

(3) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” at



AAM: Finishing in the Seventh – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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AAM: Finishing in the Seventh

Sometimes I have the opportunity in my personal reading through Linda to ask questions I haven’t had a chance to on Hour with an Angel.

In this excerpt, I follow up on AAM’s mention of “final portals” and “collective bumps” related to Ascension.

Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: You used the phrases, “final portal” and “collective bump” in An Hour with an Angel. Ascension is both gradual and sudden, I think.

Certainly we have seen a lot of what looks like gradual, but probably from your perspective is probably sudden. The various energies that are being sent to the planet, are these descriptions of something that’s more sudden?

Archangel Michael: No, think of it in this way, that you have been … even a hallway has a doorway. There is a starting point and finishing point. So you have been in the Ascension hallway, flying back and forth through that doorway, for some time.

You have been doing this since, oh, even before 2012. But you have increasingly gone further and further down the doorway and the hallway. And as you do of course, the energies get stronger and stronger and stronger.

Your sense of what you have called the floor keeps rising and rising and rising. Your awareness, your sense of joy and bliss, of love and wonder, keeps increasing.

Now you keep going back but most of humanity is actually in the hallway right now. There are still some, and you have witnessed them, outside that initial doorway but they are hanging around and they are waiting. They are off the fence, so to speak.

When you get to the end of that hallway, then what occurs is there is that sudden bump. It’s as if you break through. So that is how it occurs.

Steve: So, “break-through” not to the vestibule, sort of the subplane of the Fifth Dimension but to a higher sub plane right? Where our residence in the Fifth Dimension becomes permanent?

AAM: … and far beyond the Fifth Dimension, my friend.

Steve: So until that time, we’re in the Third and Fourth, so to speak, and then…

AAM: Well, actually in the Fifth and Sixth as well.

Think of the doorway as leaving the old Third. Now you’ve left the old Third and in this hallway is the Fourth, the Fifth, the Sixth and the beginnings of the Seventh. When you go through that final portal you are firmly anchored in the Seventh which means that you have access at will, at delight, to any of the dimensions.

Steve: Access to the Seventh means you have access at will to any of the other dimensions…

AAM: You always have you just don’t know it.

Steve: At that point in the Seventh, we have the degree and quality of love that allows us to see that we can access the others, is that correct?

AAM: Yes. (1)


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.


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Self-Importance and Entitlement – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Self-Importance and Entitlement

Peggy Black and the Team talked abut our “shadow side.” (1)

Prominent in my shadow side is a vein of self-importance and entitlement. It isn’t far below the surface. I can feel it.

I don’t say this as if it’s unique to me. I think we all struggle with both of these conditions.

It just seems important, seemingly to all of us, to feel important, as if our lives mattered, as if we made a difference by being here. I’m not sure I’ve ever met a person who didn’t have this desire operating.

I think the desire to feel important is what drives us to express our opinions on how the President is doing or what the United Nations should do.

We often don’t seem to care as much for facts as we do for our own evaluation of the situation. We seem to want so deeply to be acknowledged, validated, valued.

Instead of experiencing that felt need for self-importance to completion and becoming supple with it instead of coralized, we go through life seeking validation from outside.

But validation from outside is at best a stop gap. If it doesn’t translate into validation from inside, then it won’t be received and assimilated. When we have low self-worth we don’t translate it very well.

The desire for self-importance, for validation from outside is a trap and a swamp. We bury lifetimes in it.

Entitlement is the sidekick of self-importance. Any time I’ve ever “come from it,” it’s cost me.

Entitlement says: “You can’t do that to me. I don’t need to take that from you. I deserve better.”

If I have a seed of entitlement, the Reval will irrigate it into a great tree.  And it won’t be the birds of heaven that come to nest in it. It’ll be a great tree of ego.

If anything scares me, it’s that my sense of entitlement will skyrocket and I’ll become insufferable.

My awareness being lowered, I’ll probably be unaware that I’m being insufferable.

Both self-importance and entitlement are not supported in our society. It’s only the ones who feel them that enjoy how it feels when coming from them.

But we inevitably find, after achieving the “importance” we seek, that it’s a hollow victory; it’s still the way we feel inside that’s uppermost. That’s not changed by “being important,” save to increase our sense of entitlement.

We may come to see, sooner or later, that we’ve built our house upon sand. We’ve bet on the wrong horse again this lifetime. Self-importance and entitlement – like so many other traps of the ego and its constructed and constricting self-image – has few benefits and many costs.

All this is easy to say but how hard it is to root out self-importance and entitlement.

I don’t have the answer. But I’m going to need to, to make it through the next phase of service.


(1) “‘The Team’ via Peggy Black: Transform The Shadow of the Collective,” Feb. 24, 2017, at


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Adamu: The Starseed Contract and Planetary Ascension

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Adamu: The Starseed Contract and Planetary Ascension

book3 300wThe Starseed Contract and Planetary Ascension

My dear friends

I am Adamu of the Monadic Entity of the Pleiadian civilisation speaking to once again through my scribe, Zingdad.

Today I wish to speak directly to the Starseeds of Planet Earth. But, even if you do not think it possible that you, yourself, are a Starseed, I invite you to nonetheless read this release. I think that anyone with an open mind will find value in it!

So, my dear Starseeds, I have so much to share with you in this update. So many points to touch upon in order to reach my final point. And that final point is an invitation to you to remember who you really are so that you might step into your divine creative power. So that you might do as you intended before you were born into this present incarnation of yours and so that you might participate in the creation of a golden new age of humanity.

So there is much to say. The best place to begin is to tell you about the contract all Starseeds signed before coming to Earth. All this information serves to trigger your deep memories of a place far away and a time many lifetimes ago. Of who you were. Of the courage and self-sacrifice that drove you to choose as you did. And of the commitments you made to yourself about how you would act, how you would help, how you would heal yourself, how you would remember… and how you would heal others, as you did.

The Starseed Contract

There are six components to the Starseed contract of which you, as a Starseed, need to be reminded. They are known as the Invitation, the Shattering, the Repair, the Gift Giving, the Return and the Dissolution. I shall discuss these components, one by one.

The Invitation

As a Starseed you arose to self-awareness from the matrix of a planetary civilisation elsewhere in this galaxy, such as upon the Pleiades, for example. After the dawning of your consciousness upon that distant world, you evolved spiritually, raising yourself through the densities of consciousness through numerous incarnations upon your home planet. At some point you would have come to be considered an advanced soul; ready to graduate from incarnation at the density of consciousness upon your home planet to the next higher density of consciousness. And then you would have been offered an invitation; an opportunity to give back to Life a gift commensurate with all that you had received across your lifetimes. This is a rite of passage for all those who evolve along the Service to Other (STO) path. When you have received, you give back at least as much as you have received.

There are many, many ways to give back at this juncture. One of these ways is to commit yourself to a Starseed contract: to agree to leave the comfort and security of your soul-family and spirit-home and to venture out and incarnate amongst a group utterly different to your own. In so doing you commit to first lowering your consciousness to the vibratory frequency of the civilisation you will be visiting. You cannot be born amongst them if you are not of their density, after all. And then you agree to awaken, to return yourself, whilst there amongst them, to your previous state of consciousness. And that is the heart of the Starseed contract: that you will heal yourself to your previous state of awareness whilst there upon that alien planet and whilst living amongst that alien culture. Perhaps you will not now intuitively understand what a vast gift you give in so doing. But you see, since all is One, what you do to yourself, you do to the other also. And if you do this work of self-healing upon a planet, you make available to others upon the planet the same healing path that you have walked. You don’t even need to speak a word of it to a single other. Just healing yourself whilst you are within their planetary consciousness grid is, in itself, a magnificent gift to their civilisation.

Of course it is so that you are a loving, kind, good-hearted being by nature. If you find something worth sharing with others, you will seek to share it. If you can help, you will. If you can serve, you will. If you can teach, you will. If you can offer healing, you will. Such is your basic nature, having evolved to a high level in a STO society. So you will not only heal yourself upon that alien planet, you will almost certainly also find yourself to be some kind of a gift-giver, as you do so.

Starseeds are a profound blessing wherever they go.

And when you have concluded your process of returning yourself to your previous level of consciousness, and your incarnation upon that planet comes to a close, then you may return to your home soul-group, having a triumphant and joyous reunion with them at the higher level of consciousness that you now inhabit.

And so it is that you received an invitation. You were living amongst your soul family upon your home planet. You had reached a high-point in your spiritual evolution. You were ready to move on to the next phase of your soul journey. And as you contemplated your Great Service, you were approached by a Returning Master. I shall tell you more about them in a little while. But a revered being of great wisdom and advancement approached you to let you know that you had been selected. If you were willing. You were found to be of the temperament and advancement to be suitable for the challenges and struggles of a Starseed contract to one of the many evolving planets within this galaxy.

After you agreed to this noble endeavour, a rigorous process of training and preparation began. You were told of the various planets in the galaxy that are in need of Starseeds. Planets whose planetary council had put out a call for contracts. And then you chose the destination for your Great Service!

Earth is, at this time, quite a focal destination. It is the single biggest destination for Pleiadian Starseeds. There are a number of reasons for this. One is the close familial relationship between Pleiadians and Earth Humans. Another is the great need, at this time, upon the Earth. Also there is the fact of the high degree of difficulty and challenge. Earth is, in fact, considered to be the very toughest assignment of all.

And Pleiadians are by nature a brave lot. Some would say foolhardy. We are ever willing to give ourselves to the most challenging endeavours. But most of all we are here in great numbers because of the critical importance to the entire galaxy that Earth’s human population succeeds in the in-situ ascension process that is being attempted here. This has never been done before. And if it succeeds, it will irrevocably alter galactic relations. It will end, once and for all, the interplanetary wars that have raged since the beginning of time.

The reason Earth is so very crucial is complex, but I will explain it as simply as I can in a moment. Right now I wish you to understand that this is a truly crucial mission of literally galactic importance! I cannot imagine a way in which you might give a greater service than a Starseed contract upon planet Earth at this particular juncture.

So many, many Pleiadians are here, right now, serving out their Great Gift.

Before coming here, contractors would have spent time under the tutelage of the aforementioned Returning Masters. These are beings who have already completed their Starseed contract, ascended their consciousness upon their destination planet and returned to teach what they know. You would be prepared, trained and taught by the most respected of all Returning Masters: those that had returned from duty upon Earth. They would have told you what to expect.

They would have impressed upon you the great difficulties inherent in this enterprise. The risk of becoming lost in that reality for many lifetimes. The shock of acculturation from the harmonious Pleiadian culture to the abrasive and aggressive Earth culture. The psychic noise upon the Earth that can drive you to the brink of insanity and disable your inherent spiritual abilities. The challenge of knowing that you are “different” from the Earth humans around, but not knowing why and not remembering your mission. The pain of isolation that most of you would experience as a result of incarnating “alone” amongst a sea of strangers. The pain of always being considered odd, strange and even deranged for simply speaking and acting in a way that is right, good and true for you.

All of this, and so much more, would you have been appraised of in your briefing. And you would also have been told of the incredible wonders of the Earth. The natural beauty and diversity that is beyond parallel, for example.

And then, duly prepared, you, the Starseed contractor, would leave to commence your Great Service.

The Shattering

The most difficult part of the fulfilment of a Starseed contract comes first. In order to lower ones spiritual vibration from the high 4th, 5th or perhaps even 6th density at which you resided prior to the commencement of your contract, to the low 3rddensity at which you must enter your service upon the Earth, you first need to go through a process called The Shattering.

The terms of each Starseed’s shattering are agreed to upfront by the Starseed with their spirit guides and Returning Masters on hand to advise them. In principle one would have to have two experiences. One being a victim experience and the other being a perpetrator experience. But these would have to be sufficiently shocking to the Starseed that they would cause a shattering of their belief in their own goodness and the goodness of others.

In essence, the Starseed’s belief in their own inherent divinity and the inherent divinity of all others is what is shattered. To cease to see yourself as a part of the eternal Oneness and to see oneself instead as a mere object of creation is the end-goal. And with that, of course, to believe that all others around you are similarly just mortal, lost, powerless little creations.

Without this Shattering you cannot lower your consciousness to the deep duality of the 3rd density – the vibratory frequency of Earth. And if you do not lower your frequency, you cannot be born upon the Earth as one of them: as an Earth human. And so it is that you agreed to this. You agreed to, and contracted for, the Shattering.

To say that these experiences are traumatic is an understatement. But this is the only way to overlay a veneer of distrust and disconnect over the soul-deep knowing that resides within the Starseed’s heart that all is love, that all is One, that all bear a spark of the divine within themselves. So the experience must, by its nature, be traumatic.

Being brutalised by others. Raped, tortured, abused. Being burned at the stake as a witch. Being subjected to iterative atrocities as a soldier – or as a civilian caught in a war. Being buried alive. Being rejected by your tribe to starve alone in the wilderness. These kinds of victimising experiences are the first part of the shattering. A part that allows the Starseed to believe that others are evil, wicked, not to be trusted, not worthy of love.

And then, with their faith in others broken, the Starseed will be willing to defend themselves against the other. To lash out at the other in self-defence. And so, usually in a separate lifetime, Starseeds also find themselves perpetrating abuse and cruelty upon others. Using their natural gifts and powers to victimise others in their community. Leading others astray for their own ego gratification. Wreaking havoc. Causing harm. And arriving at the end of that lifetime with sufficient evidence to come to a belief that they themselves are wicked and unworthy of love.

And so The Shattering is concluded. It might take as little as a lifetime or two, but usually a few more. But the point is that Starseeds then find themselves inhabiting the same duality consciousness that everyone else inhabits at the 3rd density upon Earth. Then they are ready for the next phase.

The Repair

At some point, when they are ready to hear it, each Starseed feels a call inside their hearts to Remember. To reach beyond the trauma of the Shattering for the transcendent awarenesses that bring healing. The truth of the Oneness of all. The deeply held ancient teachings of their people. The vibration of their home planet. These things, along with contracted promptings and reminders (such as this very transmission, of course!) all assist Starseeds to actively engage their own healing.

And so the Repair begins. It is slow, patient work. There are no short-cuts and no quick fixes. But I will say that the core of the process is self-love. Self-love which allows the Starseed to find their heart-connection again. To reach beyond the layer of hurt inflicted during the Shattering to their deepest, most ancient knowing.

I will do this process a profound disservice if I pretend that this is not both complicated and difficult. Healing yourself in a place of such dire confusion as the duality sub-reality is far from easy. Finding your heart connection in a place of such psychic noise is a mammoth task.

But no Starseed was ever promised that it would be easy. Quite the opposite. It is a challenge worthy of the bravest of souls. And even the bravest are tested to their limits. Even the wisest and the most spiritually connected can get lost in this place. Sometimes wandering for tens, hundreds or even thousands of lifetimes in a state of deep amnesia and spiritual distress before they can be assisted to remember. It happens. But, whatever the case, those who stay the course all eventually do awaken, heal themselves right to their previous vibratory level and return Home.

The Gift Giving

Before we can speak of The Return, I must first address The Gift Giving.

You see, healing yourself is, in itself, already a wondrous gift. When you do, you work a pathway in consciousness that then becomes easier for others to follow. By healing yourself, you heal others without even trying. And, as previously mentioned, most of you will, by default, also offer all kinds of wonderful and loving gifts to those who co-habit your reality just because that is the kind of being you are.

So it is so that, when healed, when ready to return, it will be easy to argue that you will already have given your greatest gift to the Earth and its inhabitants. But for many of you this will not be enough. Many of you will step across the threshold, passing out of that life and then, soon after, find yourself disappointed with yourself. Many of you will say something like, “Oh, no, there was something really important that I wanted to do while I was still alive on Earth. I could have done it. I was there. I had everything I needed to do it… but I didn’t.

Many of you will feel strongly enough about this that you will ask to return to incarnation. Some will return to that same incarnation, others will begin a new incarnation and yet others will have some alternative experience such as being a “walk-in” for example.

But I don’t wish to get bogged down in such details, as interesting as many of you will find them. The point is that I am inviting you to already become aware of this issue so that you can think about it now. As you raise your consciousness and heal yourself, give some time, now and again, to the thought: what one thing would you LOVE to do for this world… what message do you have to deliver to this world… what gift can you leave behind that will leave you feeling satisfied and complete when you walk away from here?

When The Repair and The Gift Giving is complete, The Return begins…

The Return

With the Return, the doors to the galaxy (and beyond) are thrown open to you. After successfully returning from a Starseed contract, especially a difficult contract deep in the densities of forgetting such as upon Earth, you have endless options as to where you will go next.

You have, no doubt, heard of the Ascended Masters? Well, you will join their ranks! And as such you are deemed to be a useful and desirable co-creator in any one of a vast array of places in the galaxy, performing any one of a vast array of roles. Just one of which is to play the role of Returning Master back upon your home planet: teaching, advising and guiding the next generation of prospective candidate Starseeds.

Many Ascended Masters choose to remain involved with their adopted planetary culture… in this case choosing to remain active as guides and teachers for souls incarnated here upon Earth.

But, given what the returning Starseed has been through, given the deep self-knowledge, the profound compassion and wisdom they will, by definition, have attained, they are free to explore innumerable alternate options. Some like to take a sabbatical period in which they simply travel the galaxy as an emeritus Starseed at large. Visiting inhabited planets, as their heart calls them to do. Bringing their gifts and their wisdom wherever they are called. And then, usually, finding a situation that suits their particular interests and abilities… a place to call home for the next step in their evolution on the journey to Oneness.

The Dissolution

But not every single Starseed completes their contract. Most do. But there is always a number who, for various reasons, do not.

As much as every Starseed is coached and prepared prior to their mission, I don’t think a single Starseed ever has completed their mission without many times crying out for assistance saying, “I didn’t know how hard this would be!” It is simply so that no amount of pre-mission coaching can fully prepare a soul for the shocks and rigours of, first, the Shattering and then the long lifetimes of deep isolation that come from being amongst those who are not of your own soul family.

For this reason, it is only fair that Starseeds must be able to exit their contract. It must be possible for the Starseed to say, “This is too much, I cannot go through with it!” And indeed, there is provision made for such a situation.

Into the life-map of every incarnation of every Starseed, a number of Exit Events are engineered. This matter is dealt with in some depth by my esteemed colleague, Master 8, a being who watches over all soul contracts in this reality. He speaks of this, also through Zingdad, in Book 1 of The Ascension Papers.

[Zingdad Note: You are invited to download this book for free from my website. Here Adamu is referring to the sub-heading “Understanding Death” in Chapter 8 of Book 1 of The Ascension Papers.]

While I do advise you to read that material to gain a fuller understanding, what I will offer you for now is the simple awareness that each life contains pre-planned moments in which you are removed from the flow of your life, taken to stand before your masters and guides, reminded of what you signed up for, reminded of the importance of what you are doing, and then asked to affirm that you would like to continue your mission.

If you agree to continue, you are returned to that life-stream at a suitable moment, perhaps some time before the exit event, and this time you pass the exit event without being extracted. Which means that you will have no memory of the extraction. You will continue your mission without interference.

If you dissent and choose for the dissolution of your Starseed contract, then the Exit Event is fully enacted. That incarnation is terminated. To those who knew you in that life, it then appears that you died. Perhaps in some type of accident or some health trauma. You are then given a gentle and loving debrief and returned to incarnation amongst your own people in your native star system that you might return to your equilibrium and spiritual evolution.

This is not seen as failure and there is no ignominy inherent in taking an Exit Event. Much good would anyway have been accomplished by such a Starseed prior to that exit.

To avert confusion, I do wish to make it clear that no Exit Event is ever planned as a suicide. I have no judgement of suicide. But suicide does cause massive trauma to loved ones who remain behind. For this reason Exit Events are not planned in this way. Please do read the above mentioned section of Zingdad’s book if you require further understanding of this very sensitive subject.

The Special Case

And so I have just outlined for you what a Starseed contract looks like. This is, in broad terms, what is to be found in all Starseed contracts, irrespective of where the contractor hails from. Aldebaran, Arcturus, the Pleiadians, Sirius… these and many other star systems regularly send Starseeds out into the galaxy to do their good work. And Starseeds have, across the ages, been incarnated onto a vast range of other planets. Earth is but one of many destinations that have been served. And, upon the Earth, yours is but the latest of a succession of civilisations to engage in its own ascension of consciousness and to therefore receive a contingent of Starseeds.

So I wish you, first of all, to understand that this is an ancient and widespread practice. And then I wish you, secondly, to understand that what occurs now upon the Earth is also completely unique, very special and utterly crucial to the welfare and advancement of consciousness of the entire galaxy. And here is where I shall pick up the narrative in my next transmission.

In my next update I will speak to the uniqueness of the situation upon Planet Earth. I will tell you how the Earth’s ascension is different from any other. And I will tell you why a successful ascension is utterly crucial to the well-being of the whole galaxy. It’s all quite an interesting story!

But it will have to wait for next time. In the meantime, if you wish to read the previous releases in this series, you are invited to do so at and if you wish to be updated whenever I release a new transmission through Zingdad, you can sign up for our newsletter at

And with that I wish you a very fond farewell, until next time.

I am Adamu of the Monadic entity of the Pleiadian civilisation and I have been speaking to you, as always, through Zingdad.

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AAM on Truncated Experiences – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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AAM on Truncated Experiences

In this excerpt of my March 10 reading with him through Linda Dillon, Archangel Michael gave a full discussion of why there’s a need to truncate experiences at this point in time.

He also discussed how the rules relating to enlightenment have changed since centuries ago.

Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: Now, when an experience is truncated how am I to look upon it? That you wish me to write about it as far as I have experienced it? That we’re illustrating things in bite-size chunks so as not to overload people? That you don’t want us to be fully ascended because we will stop serving the Mother in this particular regard if we do? How am I to look at the truncating of an experience?

Archangel Michael: What you have seen is that you have been given bite-sized pieces of energy, of energy bumps, of input of what you can digest and handle and truly bring to fruition. If you are in the process of expansion, you don’t go from Grade 3 to a PhD in a week.

And so there are pivotal markers along the way of important seminal information. You call it information, but it is energy. It is attunements. It is upgrades. It is expansion. It is wisdom. It is all of these things, all wrapped up in Love.

If you say, at the very beginning, “You are worthy. You are whole. You are capable of creating Nova Earth” and the person is lying on the floor bleeding because they have been used and abused by their parents who have been beating them since the day they are born, they are not going to believe you.

There is a process of expansion and acceptance and learning and coming to truly value and love oneself and thereby others. So you have been learning the process as you go.

And the spiritual level of maturity to accept the process… Because we know that there have been many tantrums along the way.

Now those tantrums do not upset us but we simply see them as markers about where someone is in their willingness and ability to process the old, to let go of the old and to welcome the expansion of the new.

And if those old Vasanas, those old core issues, those old feelings of lack are not healed, then there has not been the readiness for the next step. So that is why it is being truncated.

Steve: I come at it from a different angle and say, “it’s enlightenment itself that is going to heal all the old wounds, etc. etc.” but that’s not necessarily true, is it?

AAM: No. And it is not the paradigm or the pattern that has been in unfoldment for this collective and this planet. Don’t forget. What you are doing is setting the pattern for so many.

So if you say this to the Mother – and you have – “Give us [full] enlightenment tomorrow” and then the domino effect of course is enlightenment throughout the Omniverse, then we are back to Square One and we just start over again.

Steve: Wait a minute, I didn’t understand that; what you just said. If I say, “Give me enlightenment tomorrow”. Of course, I would probably say give it to me today!

AAM: Yes, you would!

Steve: Say I become suddenly patient, then it reverberates throughout the universe and we are back to Square One. What did I miss?

AAM: Then your ultimate enlightenment is the reabsorption into the Mother…

Steve: Yes… Back to Square One! I see. And the whole plan just gets shelved, so to speak, for me. Okay, alright, I got it. So there is no escaping this special time. This is not like somebody seeking enlightenment in the 17th century?

AAM: It is entirely different.

Steve: Could you talk about that a bit because I think readers would want to hear what you have to say on the difference between the old quest for enlightenment and what purposes enlightenment serves at this moment.

AAM: Think of it in this way. In the 8th century, in the 2nd century, in the 17th century, in every environment what you have been carrying is also the paradigm of that time and place and culture etc.

In the 17th century, and even until really quite recently, the belief was, based on those very entrenched paradigms of control and penance and worthiness, that you had to really work at it, work at it, work at it, earn it and that it was hard.

And the level of commitment was total.

And often that meant in many ways, a divorcing or an absenting of oneself from society, from structures, from everything but your path.

Now what you have done is you have evolved. Do not forget there have been many lifetimes in between and many visits home, I would say.

You have reached the point where you are realizing, and we are asking you by the way, that we don’t want you to feel burdened and working, working, working, but rather in the joy, in the love, in the bliss, claiming, embodying your birthright.

In the 17th century, it was about escape. Right now it is about being present.

So what you are working on, or towards, or inhabiting, is very different and therefore the rules of engagement have shifted and evolved.

Steve: And again, this is all happening at the archangelic level, is it – this shifting of the rules or application of the rules, is that correct?

AAM: Yes, that is correct.  (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.)


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AAM: Synchronicity Among Reval, Disclosure and Ascension – Part 1/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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AAM: Synchronicity Among Reval, Disclosure and Ascension – Part 1/2

In this excerpt from my reading with him through Linda Dillon, on March 10, 2017, Archangel Michael looks at the tie-in between the Reval, Disclosure, and Ascension.

He reviews the range of response to be expected from lightworkers and their nearest colleagues.

Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: Is there is temporal tie-in or synchronicity of (you have answered this partially, in the past) among the Reval, Disclosure, and Ascension?

Archangel Michael: Yes.

Steve: Is there anything you want to say either privately to me or publicly about that?

AAM: From the very beginning I have endeavored, as much as an Archangel can endeavor (I am playing with you), to emphasize that what you have called the Reval has been about spiritual revaluation. That vision I have needed and will continue to need to bring to everybody’s attention, time and time and time again.

This is simply not about a temporal or a physical manifestation because one has committed to be a Lightworker. In fact the level of entitlement amongst many is appalling and I say that very strongly and very clearly.

It is not because you are the chosen people. It is because there is a need and an agreement and a soul agreement in the fulfilment of the Mother’s Plan that when the spiritual re-evaluation of enough people, and the commitment to truly change, takes place, then the physical manifestation of those resources come forth.

As we have said in the past, we do not make funds available to create dictators or for buying weapons of mass destruction or war.

Steve: Or châteaus in the south of France.

AAM: That is correct. That would be an abomination of the Mother’s Plan.

Now I am not talking about ease. In fact we have just spoken of the need for balance in every aspect of one’s life. So I’m not suggesting to you that you are given resources so that you can work 24 /7 on a project, or what you previously thought of as your job or work.

Because everything is an integrated whole and work and play and family and the entire list is of a whole. So humanity and those who are recipients of resources have need to be at a level of spiritual maturity to use these things wisely.

They are not just the recipients of a lottery. They are the guardians, the stewards of the practicalities to create institutions and societies that are kind and loving and, might I say, elevated; that are in alignment with the Mother’s Love.

Now there are those that have no knowledge, no association, no belief system that is in alignment with what you feel, or believe is the Lightworker/Loveholder community. That is not to say that they are not mission- and purpose-driven in the same way.

But their level of spiritual maturity in their pathways also has to be at a level where they can claim divine authority. Not to be the new cabal or illuminati or usurpers of power, but to create a balance upon this planet and, in our words, a world that works for everyone.

This delineation and even the opinions behind it, of have and have not, have need to be eradicated. So the level of maturity has need to be present.

And we suggest that you have done stellar work, and I mean you, the collective and the Lightworker community, have done stellar work in doing this. (1)

Tomorrow he looks at lightworker entitlement and arrogance and confirms that Disclosure will be a group event.

(Concluded in Part 2, tomorrow.)


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.


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The Spectrum of Realized Knowledge – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Spectrum of Realized Knowledge

Intellectual knowledge, experiential knowledge, and realized knowledge all fall into a spectrum within any one dimension. And between dimensions, I think.

Restricting myself to realized knowledge here, it runs the gamut from a flash of recognition, an “Aha!” or Eureka moment all the way to infinity.

I was going to say “all the way to Sahaja Samadhi,” but that’s only entry to the Fifth Dimension. Realization goes on a virtually-infinite distance past that, until we complete our journey from God to God.

In the last four years or so, with you as my witness, I’ve had moments of realization of higher-dimensional love, bliss, and peace. Actually months of realization of love and bliss, but only a moment of peace, so to speak.

Don’t forget that I’m a student of awareness so these – what we think of as – feeling states are important to me.

My enlightenment will come as a realization, probably, that I am love, bliss, and peace. It won’t come as the sight of my chosen ideal (Ramakrishna, Michael) or a Light brighter than a thousand suns.

The purpose of life, I find it good to remind myself, is that God should meet God in the moment of our Self-Realization. We realize who we are and who we are is God.

For God, I’m told, it’s a moment of pure delight. And for that moment, was everything we see and don’t see created.

The final act in this divine play or leela is one of realization. We could call it remembrance or recognition or awakening. They’d be different names, but we’d be pointing at the same thing.

As I see it, there are two spectra on which realization is arranged. One is within a dimension. The other is over all dimensions and spaces.

Within the Third and Fourth, the being is hampered by the experience of travelling in a dense physical body. Compared to it, the etheric body is softer than the down at the base of a feather. (1)

In this dimension, there’s the experience of disease, age, want, need, etc. Arthritis sets in. Hearts give way. Exactly when we’ve weaned ourselves from so many distractions, we begin to slow down. (2)

In such a dense medium, it was very difficult to experience a realization so deeply that it would catapult one from one dimension to the next. It’s said to be easier now.

The other spectrum of realization is among dimensions.

I think that the only thing that will change from now till the conclusion of our journey is that we’ll get deeper and deeper and deeper realizations of who we are.

A realization that brings one spiritual awakening (fourth-chakra enlightenment) may not be as deeply felt as one that results in the opening of the Third Eye (sixth-chakra enlightenment). That one may not be as deeply felt as the two higher ones after it (Brahmajnana, seventh-chakra enlightenment and Sahaja Samadhi, a permanent heart opening, moksha, liberation).

But this spectrum of realization only sees one liberated from the Third/Fourth Dimension. It only opens the door to the Fifth. There are seven more after that to open and explore. And then there’s the Transcendental. And that’s just what we know about. The door to all of them is a deeper and deeper realization.

In my view, the extent to which we open to any one realization determines the depth of our experience of it, the depth of its blossoming inside us, the extent of the explosion, so to speak.

Nowadays, we seem to be in a gradual uplifting of vibrations, through the many energy showers bathing the planet. (3) The outcome is said to be assured and the journey is getting more exciting and easier to accept and respond to.

Whatever our experience of realization was yesterday, it seems greater today, as if we’re being progressively opened up at a pace left much to our determining.


(1) I experienced it in an out-of-body experience in 1977. I guess I could also say that I realized it – that I was the spirit and not the body – but it was a very mild realization. The experience took place more on the experiential level, the delight of knowing that I was the spirit, not the body, and meeting the real me.

(2) Shankara remarked on this (paraphrased from memory) – that the individual was too busy marrying and having a family to practice spirituality in early adulthood. By the time the children leave, the individual is beginning to see their powers wane and cannot practice spirituality very strongly. Rare is the person who takes up spirituality early in life.

Operating in this fashion lifetime after lifetime, he said, we make little progress in any one lifetime in the overall task of life – to find out who we are.

(3) The Tsunami of Love from the Mother/Father One, the Tsunami of One from the archangels and ascended masters, and Porlana C from the galactics and intergalactics.


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All Roads Lead to Home – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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All Roads Lead to Home

A few days ago, I said that mine was the awareness path and so I probably would not be seeing a form of God or a transcendent Light.

Rather my awareness would deepen in a transformative way.

However, I remarked, all roads lead to Home.

I’d like to expand on that remark.

Sri Ramakrishna, an avatar who lived in Calcutta in the mid-Nineteenth Century, explained that all genuine paths lead to God:

“Let each man follow his own path. If he sincerely and ardently wishes to know God, … he will surely realize Him. “(1)

God Himself, he taught, arranged the various paths to take into account our different levels of knowledge and different temperaments:

“God Himself has provided different forms of worship. He who is the Lord of the Universe has arranged all these forms to suit different men in different stages of knowledge.

“The mother cooks different dishes to suit the stomachs of her different children. Suppose she has five children. If there is a fish to cook, she prepares different dishes from it — pilau, pickled fish, fried fish, and so on — to suit their different tastes and powers of digestion.” (2)

He reassured us that, if we transparently seek God, we can confidently take up a new path. We needn’t worry about offending Him through imperfect efforts:

“Suppose there is an error in worshipping the clay image; doesn’t God know that through it He alone is being evoked? He will be pleased with that worship.” (3)

My corollary to that view is that, just as the Divine Mother cooks different dishes for her devotees, so how they see or realize her will differ.

The reason I raised the matter was that, when my time came to see or know the Self, I experienced the space of it. Yes, my attention was arrested by the placid face of a man. But it wasn’t the face that caused the deepening of awareness. It was recognizing the space “around” him or in which he was ensconced or that was associated with him.

And the predominant characteristic of that space was peace.

If we sang devotional songs to the Mother at our altar, with a symbolic picture of her, chances are she’d grant our wish and, in a transformative way, we’d “see” her form.

If we pray to and meditate on the Sri Yantra or the Flower of Life, we may see sacred-geometrical forms, revealing great truths about the universe, perhaps.

The natural outcome of the particular spiritual practice I engage in is a deepening experience of awareness or consciousness, at some point as the basic substratum of everything and no different than love.


The experience I had and that I’m referring to here Hindus would call “spiritual awakening” and Buddhists would call “stream-entering” – an event associated with the kundalini reaching the fourth chakra.

That doesn’t mean that, after that initial revelatory experience, followers of the awareness path might not see a form of God, or the formless God, etc. I said at the time that I’d had other spiritual experiences that day, which I’d rather not talk about because they were not part of my path and I didn’t know what to make of them.

I actually still don’t feel comfortable talking about them. But the point I want to make is that, after the revelatory experience, things may happen which are not “on our path.” I found myself in circumstances which were strange and unfamiliar to me as a student of awareness.

So don’t be surprised if you have a different experience than I. Don’t let it confuse you. I assert that we get the experience that is – not the destination but – a waystation on the path we’ve been travelling.


(1) Nikhilananda, Swami, trans. Vivekananda: The Yogas and Other Works. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1953, 30.

(2) Nikhilananda, Swami, trans., The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 81.

(3) Ibid., 80.



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Opening Up to Miracles – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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Opening Up to Miracles

In trying to step up to the plate and meet the celestials and galactics at a place where I think I can be of use to them, I come across the denying self again, that nagging voice that denies my ability, resolve, etc. “You can’t do that. Who do you think you are? Get off your high horse.” Etc.

When I listen to it, my forward motion becomes like walking through molasses.

I have to say that it’s tangible demonstrations of celestial power that most impress me and help me build confidence. Ultimately confidence will strengthen me enough not to listen to the denying self.

There’s a reason I do. There’s a payoff: I get to continue playing small and playing it safe.

I realize that not everyone has the same access to the celestials. Hence it seems all the more important for me to share about my own.

You know about the whole episode of me deciding to move and then finding myself on a very pleasurable roller coaster as the celestials got me the perfect, next location. THAT was tangible proof. Proof coming my way day after day.

I watched us get through one barrier after another, as easily as slicing through butter.

Getting through these seemingly-impassable and impossible obstacles does build my feeling of confidence in surrendering to the celestials as our partners. Then again, if I don’t, I won’t have a game to play. Why on Earth would I turn down this opportunity? Only if I listen to the denying self.

I’m working on it. Doing push-ups in the area of dropping any limiting beliefs I still have, letting the denying self be without following it, and opening up to miracles.


Later the next morning, I noticed, when I woke up, that my emotional floor had risen. At this level of vibration, I did not go down as deeply into what we’d think of as negative emotions.

I had a conversation with myself, at one point wondering how much of what I write is inspired and how much “comes from me.” When I came to look at the “me” side, I watched the ego arise and noticed that the feelings I then felt were the same as those I felt with the denying self.

I saw then that the ego was the denying self. It was considered solely with being safe and secure – with surviving. Anything that threatened my survival – in any way – I panned. Or I discouraged any choices that led me into situations of potential risk.

The ego is the consciousness convinced that it’s no more than the body, whose survival is key in life. It assumes the role of guardian to see that anything perceived as a threat is dealt with.

As we await events that will thrust us onto a much larger stage – for some even a global stage – we can expect the ego or denying self to feel endangered at times and go a little crazy.

The way it’ll express itself, I predict, is through the mechanism of our core issues or vasanas.



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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 3/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 3/3

(Concluded from Part 2, yesterday.)

The gift of the galactics’ life-force energy, Porlana C, is allegedly providing a significant boost to us on our road towards Ascension.

In order to get information on it out quickly, I use a question-and-answer format.

A bibliography follows the body of the article.

What relationship has the flood of this new energy to Ascension?

Ashira: We are sending this to assist you as your family, as your comrades, as your colleagues, as your friends to assist you in this journey. (ASH)

Grener: You have whispered, shouted, yelled, and prayed for the completion of your ascension process, which we are all witnessing and supporting however we might.

And because you have been infused, first by the Mother’s Tsunami of Love, which continues on and we receive as well by the way, and then the Tsunami of One from the masters and the archangels, now you are ready.

The infusion of this energy is, in many ways, to help you, assist you to make that final jump, that quantum leap through that permanent portal of Ascension. (GR)

Why was this wave of energy sent last to us?

Galea: It is by no means the last wave of energy that will be sent to human beings, to Gaians or to this planet, but it’s certainly the most recent.

You had need to know what the divine energy, the divine feminine, the Mother/Father/Unified One – that energy of Love – felt like. And in that penetration through the Mother’s Blue Diamond, through the Tsunami of Love, it was like an initial washing-away and an infusion of such magnitude that in many situations you didn’t really know what hit you. And in many ways for some, it was a literal baptism, an immersion into an energy field that you had not ever previously experienced.

Then you have been penetrated by the masters, by the archangels, by the seraphim, by the angelic realm in the Tsunami of One. And that has given you another sensation and experience, upgrade, raising in frequency, solidifying the frequencies that you were holding so that you became familiar with that.

Now you are being penetrated by we who are your Star family – literally your Star family – and in that, this is a frequency that has every potential to become individually and collectively your “new normal.” (GAL 2)

It is an energy that has not heretofore been shared or made available to you because you were not ready, and you were not of a construction or of a light quotient, either individually or collectively, that could truly incorporate the level of this energy without harm. It would have been too intrusive and your body cells, your atoms, were not organised in such a way as to be able to smoothly incorporate this energy. (ASH)

Is there a deeper significance to “sheer energy”?

Divine Mother: I did not birth you as angel, starseed, intergalactic, earthkeeper, healer, teacher, or warrior. I birthed you as sheer energy – clear, brilliant and without form. (DM)

Why do you do this work?

Galea: Not to interfere with what it means to be human, because what it means to be human is not living in pain. So we are doing it because we love you and we want to help you be at a vibration – not that is blowing your circuits, which is what happens when you are fully in the Mother’s energy; you can’t hold that consistently as yet; you are getting there! – but to simply increase it so that you don’t feel that you’re in this revolving door. (GAL 2)

This is a very valuable gift you are giving us.

Ashira: This is a gift of monumental proportions. (ASH)

Grener: It is the most precious gift, as your star family, as galactics and intergalactics, that we can give you. So often you say, “I want my replicator. I want my healing chamber. I want free energy.” But our preface – and we have already seeded so many of those ideas on your planet anyway – but our preface to our full arrival is this gift of our life-force, our love-force. (GR)

Spiritual Hierarchy and Galactic Federation: Every day, Spirit is giving us a new gift. This gift symbolizes the new energies and sacred vibrations from Heaven. Heaven’s divine message is for us to graciously take in these new vibrations. They are enabling us to accept our hidden divinities and learn to accept all that is permitting us to truly feel this in every aspect that is a growing part of our essences. It is these new energies that are a simple key to our spirit’s growth. Humanity has not been so blessed until this time. (SHGF)


AG Arcturian Group, Jan. 5, 2017, at

ASH “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

DM The Divine Mother in Linda Dillon, The New You. Emerging into the Brilliance of Humanity’s Heart Consciousness. Linda Dillon: 2013, p. 47.

GAL 1 “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

GAL 2 “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,” February 20, 2017, at

GR “Grener of Ashira: We Come in Peace,” March 5, 2017 at

LIE “Suzanne Lie and Shawnna Donop: Conversation With The Arcturians,” January 20, 2017, at

SG St. Germaine on An Hour with an Angel, Jan. 12, 2017, at

SHGF SHGF through Sheldan Nidle, Mar. 1, 2017, at

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 2/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 2/3

(Continued from Part 1, yesterday.)

The gift of the galactics’ life-force energy, Porlana C, is allegedly providing a significant boost to us on our road towards Ascension.

In order to get information on it out quickly, I use a question-and-answer format.

A bibliography follows the body of the article.

What will its overall impact on us be?

Grener: What happens is that sense of reticence, that sense of not wishing to engage with other species is diminishing, because that energy is becoming part and parcel …

It is awakening parts of your DNA that have never been awakened before…activated but not awakened and there is a difference. So, we are activating that part of your starseed self like never before. (GR)

Galea: There is a very clear integration that is going on, so there are talents, abilities, memories, understandings that are coming back very rapidly, not necessarily to even be acted upon, but that there is a knowingness that is growing. Yes. (GAL 2)

Ashira: The energy that we are identifying to you as Porlana C is of a very electromagnetic nature – this is how we operate, this is what we do. And so, in a personal sense when you are doing your individual work – which we, by the way, do on a regular basis, all of us who are on board ship – you fill yourself with this energy because it is sheer energy, it is sheer life force, and it is an energy of such a nature, of an octave, that you are able now to incorporate it so there will be no dissembling of some essential functioning of your body.

Many who are healers, or in the healing professions, have been subtly aware of this energy, but now will begin to more readily incorporate this into their being. (GAL 1)

It is necessary for you beloved lightworkers/loveholders – family – to hold the energy of calm, of discernment, and to attach fully and completely to what you are creating in the moment, tomorrow, next week, next year and a thousand years hence. And the purpose of that Porlana C is to give you the plug-in, the flow of the extra energy so that you may do that. (GAL 2)

St. Germaine: Increasingly what is not of love is like a grain of sand within your shoe, a pebble of sand within your shoe, which you can’t wait too get rid of, to which I say congratulations! (SG )

Arcturian Group: Many of you are in the process of integrating higher dimensional energies which can leave you feeling depleted and confused as physical and emotional issues connected with the clearing process rise to the surface.

Everyone is feeling the effects of the new and higher frequencies of Light flowing to earth at this time. Even those with no interest in such things cannot avoid its effects. These dear ones who do not understand the spiritual nature of what is taking place at this time interpret their experiences according to their belief system, usually believing that they have a physical, emotional, or mental problem. (AG)

Will this be a permanent fixture here on Earth?

Galea: Yes and no. Your frequencies – and yes, we have heard your request for that discussion and it will be forthcoming…

Your frequency and vibration is increasing, so is it a baseline that is a new baseline for the planet? The answer is yes. Is it a constant? Yes. But will it continue to increase? Yes. (GAL 2)

What are the barriers or outstanding issues that might interfere or prevent or delay holding this energy as the “new normal”?

Galea: Let me be clear when I am saying this, because never do we wish to give the impression – let alone the actuality – that we are supplanting or interfering with what it means to be human, with what it means to be Gaian.

Understand, ascension – the unfoldment of the Mother’s Plan – is the rebirth, the re-anchoring of love upon this planet. And what that means is that you are holding a vibratory rate – think of it as a transmission rate, megahertz rate, radio-wave rate – that can consistently hold that vibration of love.

Now in the chaos – and I am not talking ‘creative chaos,’ I am not talking simply mayhem – it does not happen that you can consistently hold the love. And you have seen this in and of yourself – you float in, you float out, you float in, you float out. You have our greatest compassion, sympathy and empathy because that is enormously uncomfortable.

We have witnessed that, thousands and thousands of years ago, and it was so abhorrent that we did whatever we could to never go there again. It is like having a viral infection – like a herpes or an AIDS infection – that comes and goes and comes and goes, and it makes you sick and it wears you down, and it is exhausting, so that you feel one day that you are on top of the world, quite literally, and the next day you are in bed sick as a dog. It is a terrible way!

And we admire you, we support you, because your fortitude in continuing on with this variation in frequency and energy has been enormously exhausting, debilitating, not only for many of you – particularly those of you who are lightworkers – but for the entire planet. It is very difficult for you collectively and individually to plan, to continue on in your unfoldment when you don’t know whether you’re going to be knocked sideways by this virus called “hate-disruption-chaos.”

So the purpose of this frequency adjustment, the Porlana C, is like an immunisation – although your immunisations are not something that we would ever do! But it is like an infusion so that you are resistant to this aberrant behaviour, to what you and we have called “discordant behaviour.” (GAL 2)

(Concluded in Part 3, tomorrow.)


AG Arcturian Group, Jan. 5, 2017, at

ASH “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

DM The Divine Mother in Linda Dillon, The New You. Emerging into the Brilliance of Humanity’s Heart Consciousness. Linda Dillon: 2013, p. 47.

GAL 1 “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

GAL 2 “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,” February 20, 2017, at

GR “Grener of Ashira: We Come in Peace,” March 5, 2017 at

LIE “Suzanne Lie and Shawnna Donop: Conversation With The Arcturians,” January 20, 2017, at

SG St. Germaine on An Hour with an Angel, Jan. 12, 2017, at

SHGF SHGF through Sheldan Nidle, Mar. 1, 2017, at

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 1/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 1/3

The gift of the galactics’ life-force energy, Porlana C, is allegedly providing a significant boost to us on our road towards Ascension.

In order to get information on it out quickly, I use a question-and-answer format.

A bibliography follows the body of the article.

Life feels challenging these days.

The Arcturians: Things are getting pretty challenging these days for a lot of our Ascending ones. …

What is actually occurring, especially for those who are the leaders is that the leaders are being called into active duty NOW. The reason for that is because there’s a lot higher-frequency Light in the area through which Gaia is travelling within this NOW.  (LIE)

What is this higher-frequency Light?

St. Germaine: What is current is the Mother’s Tsunami of Love. What is current is the Mother’s Tsunami of One. What is current is your star brothers and sisters literally beaming into you Porlana C energy.    (SG)

Grener: Because of our agreement at the Intergalactic Council, we are flooding your planet with Porlana C.   (GR)

Ashira:  These electromagnetic pulses that are being identified and noticed – that is putting it mildly – upon your planet [i.e., Porlana C] are impulses that are being sent by us – yes, the Unified Forces – but it is also being done in tandem and in cooperation with many of the Fleets.

And it is a benevolent, non-intrusive – yes, we do use that word very specifically according to the regulations, I guess you would say, of the Intergalactic Council who also by the way sends their greetings….

It is a non-intrusive energy that we send to you. And it has not been felt previously – and I mean to everyone upon your planet. (ASH)

Ashira: We are not interfering, let us be clear about that. But this is something that the Mother – and through Her, the Father – have given acknowledgement and permission to share with you. It is the energy that we use to create, but it is also the energy that sustains much of our very being, not in totality but shall I say for you it is like the fuel of food. Now, it is not that we don’t eat food, but the life force is Porlana C.  (ASH)

Ashira: This energy is what you can think of and what we would call by two terms: “sheer energy” which the Council of Love has spoken of for decades; but also, the energy specifically in our scientific terms is called “Porlana C”. That is the term for this energy, and it is important for all beings upon the planet to understand the gift that is being sent and rendered unto you.

It is a gift of love, and that is why we will often use the term “sheer energy.” It is the energy that we use that you can think of as a ‘life-source’ energy, a ‘soul-source’ energy, a fully interdimensional energy that is a significant upgrade to assist you in the full assumption of your lightbodies and of the quotient of light required to complete your ascension.  (ASH)

Can you tell us more about it please?

Galea: Think of Porlana C as an energy that is utilised throughout the omniverse, the universe, and certainly by all Star families who have raised [up] to an expanded sense of being. Think of it as universal life force; think of it as universal kundalini.

Very often what you have done, each of you in your own journeys, is you have learned to work with your kundalini, with that essential life force that exists within all beings. And you have pulled that from the base of your spine and you rise it up and you direct it, depending on your level of efficacy in this matter, to your 3rd eye, to your 4th eye, to your crown, to your heart, to your organs, it matters not.

So you are not used to working with kundalini energy that comes down through your crown. But that is what is happening. Now it is also penetrating your very pores; it is also coming through the feet of your body.

So we have this energy that is surrounding you and surrounding your entire planet, and is being absorbed like a sponge by many, consciously and unconsciously. (GAL)

How can we compare it to the other energies that are washing the planet?

Archangel Michael: Think of it in this way. There are various frequencies that act as life force energies for various species at various levels of consciousness or evolution.

So you may think of the energy that Porlana C is. It was harnessed by the Intergalactics long ago and is used in a variety of ways, but basically what you can think of as essential life force energy of a vibratory nature, of a frequency that is much higher than the quotient of life force energy that has been available to human beings up to this point.

Now if you think of the type of levels of energies that have been made available to the planet as a range, you can think of, say, the previous standard of life force energy that human beings were operating on, say for the discussion’s purposes, if you think of it as 0 to 1000… Human beings have been operating at about 400- 500. We are putting numbers on the energy simply for purposes of understanding. This is not technical…

So when the Mother has sent her Tsunami of Love that has been a 1000. And think of it in this way: It has been like a lightning bolt into each of you as an ignition factor.

Then you have had the Tsunami of One which has been an energy influx into all of you (all of this is continuing by the way) that has been from our realm and the realm of your Ascended Masters, etc., and many others, and that has been slightly lower, say about 850.

What sustains you? What brings you up to a level where you can truly be in a vibratory match and frequency with your star family? It’s the Porlana C. This is the level of frequency that they operate at and occasionally through healing modalities have been available to human beings, but not on a regular basis.

Now if you can think of it as something the size of the Hubble telescope literally being sent to you continually from your star family and that is ranging 750 to 800. That is the juice that is going to get you moving.

What I am saying is, if you take it from 0 to 1000, the Mother is at 1000, the Ascended Masters and the Tsunami of One is at about 800-850 and the Porlana C is about 750 to 800.

This is the flow of the energy that we’ll get you as the constant flow. So you have had ignition. You have had reinforcement and now you have the steady flow of a frequency that will streamline your ability to move forward. (AAM)

How can we envision it?

Ashira: If you wish to envision this energy that we so graciously, generously and humbly share with you, send to you, you may think of it as a very fluorescent blue. In fact, it is the blue that is part and parcel of your halion chakra, and so it is not simply electro blue or electric blue.

It is the Porlana C blue which, if you have seen a gas stove or a gas flame, it is similar to that but a lot more of the violet built in. The Violet Flame of St. Germaine is akin/related to this Porlana C, but there are significant scientific variations in the quotients, etc. (ASH)

It’s ours for the taking?

Galea: That is what we mean – it is yours for the taking! It is in the very air you are breathing, but if you wish to in some ways slow yourself down, speed yourself up and pluck it out of the air… because there is an infinite supply. We have massive transmitters sending it to your planet, so if you want to access it in a greater quantity, by all means do! (GAL 2)

How does Porlana C travel?

Galea: The Porlana C is moving in a clockwise, circular motion, faster than the speed of light really, completely around, creating what you can think of as a vortex, as a whirlwind – a tornado! – of energy surrounding your planet continually.

In that, the same as all beings absorb air – not only because you breathe but your skin, your pores, the energy that your plant life, your oceans give off – they are receiving it, you are receiving it, everybody is receiving it in this way – all kingdoms, all humans. Then there are some that are plucking it out of the air and saying, “I want more!” (GAL 2)

How do we absorb it?

Galea: Think of it this way. If you are a sponge and you have squeezed yourself out, and you have squeezed yourself out of what you have thought of as negativity, as vasanas, as obstacles, as debris – it matters not how you term it – and then from the squeezed-sponge position you say, “Now I wish to absorb,” and you are filling yourself by choice with the Porlana C – what this is doing is giving you the energy, the life force energy, the love force energy to proceed at a faster pace, at a higher frequency, in an expanded sense of consciousness and the fulfilment of your mission. (GAL 2)

If you wish to intensify your personal receipt of our gift to you of this sheer energy, Porlana C, what you would do is open your crown and to feel as if you have literally, that your central corridor from your crown to your root – and yes, you can continue into Gaia for she is like a sponge in this matter – to simply see that you have been cracked wide open and your entire chakras, your meridians, your central column, is being filled with this blue fluorescent energy. (ASH)

Is there a safe absorption rate?

Grener: Yes, there is an absorption rate that is in alignment with what human beings, generally and specifically, can manage and handle. And some of you say, “Please, turn it up, turn it up.” For most of you, and I speak to those across this planet, I say, “We are not turning it down.”   (GR)

Tomorrow we look at the impact of Porlana C on us.

(Continued in Part 2, tomorrow.)


AAM     Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2017.

AG         Arcturian Group, Jan. 5, 2017, at

ASH     “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

DM       The Divine Mother in Linda Dillon, The New You. Emerging into the Brilliance of Humanity’s Heart Consciousness. Linda Dillon: 2013, p. 47.

GAL 1   “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

GAL 2  “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,”  February 20, 2017, at

GR       “Grener of Ashira: We Come in Peace,” March 5, 2017 at

LIE      “Suzanne Lie and Shawnna Donop: Conversation With The Arcturians,” January 20, 2017, at

SG       St. Germaine on An Hour with an Angel, Jan. 12, 2017, at

SHGF  SHGF through Sheldan Nidle, Mar. 1, 2017, at


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Note in a Bottle: Steve, Keep Focusing on the Heart – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Note in a Bottle: Steve, Keep Focusing on the Heart

I hypothesize that: When tension goes up, awareness goes down.

Moreover, our awareness that our awareness has gone down also diminishes.

I ask us to keep these two notions in mind.

Long ago I was in a situation that so triggered me that I couldn’t see or hear a man shouting at me from a few feet in front of me.

My mother died in a housefire. When a fire broke out in a planetarium, I didn’t see or hear the man shouting at me to sit down until I awoke from my fear-paralyzed awareness. I’d left my seat, with no recollection of having done so.

When tension skyrocketed, I lost all awareness except of the felt need to flee the building.

That’s an extreme case, but I’ve also noticed that I’ve lost awareness (say, of bliss) and I didn’t see the process of decrease occur. And tension was the cause of it.

Losing awareness is also losing the awareness that we’re losing awareness. The ship goes down with all hands. And no one remembers.


Why am I broaching the subject?

Well, when the big day arrives (the Reval), I’m almost certain that, besides the flood of abundance, which will be enough for all of us to handle, we’ll also have to handle a flood of new financial and security concerns.

That’ll mean tension will go up and awareness will go down. And the awareness that our awareness went down will also go down. There’ll be nobody minding the (higher-vibrational) store, so to speak. Everything will implode without anyone seeing it. Or remembering.

This is a note in a bottle for Steve, a short while from now.

You’ll need to hold on to every scrap of awareness that you can to weather the emotional storm of the Reval and its aftermath.  After the Reval, having strategies of relaxation will become important.

When tension goes down, awareness goes up. You want to reduce the tension, stress, anxiety level, that will arise in your life. It’ll be important because your responsibilities will also go up, probably providing another source of tension.

How do we lower tension? There are many strategies. Music. Massage. Bodywork. Reduced work hours. Yoga. Meditation. Contemplation. Trips abroad. Reading a hand-held spiritual book. Devotional singing. Sathsang. Repeating the Names of God. Solitude. Hiking in nature.

All these spiritual practices are aimed at relaxing the body, mind, and spirit.

Relaxation will raise awareness by reducing tension.


Everyone still holding on to the protestant work ethic, you won. You won. Time to lay the ethic aside. It worked then. But it probably won’t work in the future we’re building.

Now we need to relax into bliss, even while building a new world. Neat trick? I haven’t figured it out yet. But I can sense it coming down the road. Or maybe I’m being teleprompted.

We need to build a new world coming from love and its form, bliss. That’s definitely the assignment, in my view.

Confronting to say it. Probably confronting to hear it. How am I going to create bliss? I’m nowhere near creating bliss.

My knees are shaking.


So, yes, Steve, another message in a bottle.

Stay in the middle, in the center, in the heart. Other ways of saying it: Remain balanced, detached, equanimous; don’t swing out into the extremes of passion; remain grounded, centered, in the moment. Speak from a loving place if you can, from a neutral place if you can’t. Enough synonyms that you can triangulate?

The spiritual heart is protected from the winds of excited passions.

It’s the only place that’s safe from the towering waves on the ocean’s surface.

The heart is where you’ll find an endless artesian well of love, a secret underground river that will buoy you up as nothing else can. That’s where you’ll find what you’re looking for.

Put all your money on the green square of the spiritual heart beyond the hridayam (aperture).

It’s quiet down here in the depths of the heart.

Light a match and see who you’ll find here.

An ancient spring of love. And God. Good choice!


Steve, pay attention: Keep focusing on the heart. Let the winds outside blow. The heart is the feet of the guru.

Remember Krishna:

“Fools pass blindly by the place of my dwelling
Here in the human form, and of my majesty
They know nothing at all,
Who am their Lord, their soul.” (1)

“There in the ignorant heart … I dwell.” (2)

“I am … known to the wise in their love when they worship with hearts overflowing [torrential tsunami of love?].” (3)

I know you’re right, Krishna.  Almost all of us walk by you again and again, in the heart where you are, never knowing you’re in there. Love is in there. You are Love. You are there as Love – and in a million forms.

Every form is your form. And you are beyond all forms. And you’re known best in the heightened experience of love. In a sense, love carries us to you.


And thank you, Jesus, for the handful of corn (abundance), which I’ll hand back to you next year multiplied.

No, I won’t make popcorn out of it and eat it, even as prasad. (4) I won’t keep it solely for my own pleasure.

No, I won’t park it in a drawer and do nothing with it, to be returned to you intact next year but with no growth (evolution).

I’ll sow it all around me, as the Magdalena counseled, with great abandon, and let the crop grow.  Abundance will breed abundance. (5)

In this calm before the expected storm, I’m building my boat to sail across the turmoil. It’s an ark that I’ll launch on that endless inner ocean of love and bliss, in the heart, when the storm breaks.

Lashed to the mast and leaving the steering to the Divine, I plan to make it to the other side of the revolutionary changes in the very best possible shape.

You won’t hear financial advice from me. But you’ll hear an account of the passage.


(1) Sri Krishna in Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, trans., Bhagavad-Gita. The Song of God. New York and Scarborough: New American Library, 1972; c1944, 81.

(2) Ibid., 87.

(3) Ibid., 87.

(4) A gift from the Divine; usually food offered first to a form of God; sometimes the leavings from the guru’s plate.

(5) By what in economics used to be called the multiplier effect.  Here’s my favorite illustration. A hotel guest paid the owner $100 as a deposit on his room. After he’d gone upstairs, the owner went to the butcher and paid $100 down on his meat bill. The butcher went to the shoemaker and purchased a new $100 pair of shoes. The shoemaker went to the hotel owner and paid him back the $100 loan he’d took from him.  Everybody benefited.

In this same way will abundance bestowed on others multiply itself.


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What a Great Fire – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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What a Great Fire

What a great fire a little spark lighteth.

I’m still feeling the aftereffects of the glimpse of the Natural Self in mid-February. (1)  I still feel myself expanding.

This is the real hydration, not the Reval, the real multiplication of our spiritual currency.

I see that Galea in her transcript talked about Porlana C as the universal kundalini. I certainly saw and felt the kundalini afterwards. Is much of what’s happening to me the result of the swirling vortices of Porlana C energy?


Prior to this glimpse, I had experienced love and bliss. What made the experience of the Natural Self different was that it was predominantly characterized by a deep and abiding peace.

All cares melted away in that deep space.

Love, bliss, and peace. No one needs to sell me on the desirability of attuning one’s vibratory frequency to the Fifth Dimension. I get it.


We’ve had two articles lately that I highly recommend: one by Peggy Black’s The Team, (2) and one by Neptune Communication Officer Galea. (3)

Both of them, combined, helped me to locate where I might be in this swirling sea of energies.

They explain why I felt today almost on the verge of vomiting up all hostility, manipulativeness, resentment, hurtful remarks, deviousness, on and on the list went. Porlana C is bringing everything to the surface. I can vouch for everything coming to the surface in me.

I remembered Michael’s advice to J. to take all his parked issues and relocate them to an iceberg off Antartica (4) and I did exactly that, in my imagination.

I was so ready to be done with all the residue, the detritus, the sewage that I’ve created over the years through my callousness and ignorance.


I’m starting to warm up to visualizations. So I continued with this one, really getting into it.

I took Michael’s sword of truth and cut all remaining attachments from me to the residue I had thrown away. Nothing left to draw that back to me again. This is goodbye.

I then planted four archangels around me, put Michael’s shield and sword in front of me, built a titanium bubble for myself and filled it with St. Germaine’s violet flame.

I placed myself inside – not to wall myself off from you but to allow myself safe haven until I’m ready to come out and risk attracting back what Peggy Black called our “shadow side.”

I have laid it down and let it go. And now I want to fill the space with love and the violet flame and heal in here a while.

In my divine cocreative partnership, I declared that I was ready to be done with all of it.

All the sound and lights were just a way of shifting my vote from no to yes. Sometimes it takes ritual and the beating of many drums to bring about a genuine change of heart, change of mind, and change of practice.

Obviously I’m not incubating in an egg. But this is how it feels for me. This is the emotional truth. I feel like a refugee from my shadow side.

Uncle, uncle. (5) Archangels, help me. I want to wake up from the nightmare. (6)


(1) “First Glimpse of the Natural Self,” Feb. 21, 2017, at

(2) “‘The Team’ via Peggy Black: Transform The Shadow of the Collective,” Feb. 24, 2017, at

(3) “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,” February 20, 2017, at

(4) “Archangel Michael on the Spiritual Significance of Ailments – Part 2/2,” February 27, 2017, at

(5) I give up. I give up.

(6) John Enright, Enlightening Gestalt: Waking Up from the Nightmare.


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