Portable Spiritual Practice – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Crown Chakra Mandala by Heaven on Earth Silks


Portable Spiritual Practice

I’ve always wanted my spiritual sadhana or practice to be portable. So that I can practice wherever I find myself.

So I don’t want to carry a load of books around with me or a directory tree full of information in my laptop or in my brain. I want the whole matter to be simple and manageable.

So I asked myself, of all that you’ve read, what three statements can you arrive at that would provide the essence of spiritual effectiveness for me?

Remembering three key statements would be undoubtedly portable.

What would be the three most useful statements to keep me moving towards my goal?

I may have told you these before. I hope not. They are:

(1) What is most important to do right now?

(2) What do you hunger for?

(3) Choose one and go deeper.

The first two statements wake me up. When I answer them, I get to compare what they point to with what I’m doing. I get to see whether I’m walking around dead or  alive, conscious or unconscious, self-nurturing or self-defeating.

The first one is a practical question. In the service of the Mother, what’s the most important thing for me to do right now? In my sacred partnership? In my friendships? Etc.

The second one is an intensely spiritual one.   What do I hunger for? What must I have, be, or do?

The third statement reminds me to channel my efforts by choosing one and then going deeper than I’m going right now. (For some people, it’ll be higher, rather than deeper.)

If I didn’t feel a need to go deeper, the idea to use these three statements would not arise in my mind. Or would arise and be dismissed.

If I was in a state of transformative or higher-dimensional love at this moment – and I’m not – I’d only be hungering for more love, nothing else. It seems that love is all we ever hunger for.

I know there is a place where total satisfaction is our continuous state of being. I’ve dropped in and then reluctantly had to leave. Feeling that kind of love brings with it total satisfaction – a total lack of wanting – for anything else but more of itself.

After the planetary heart opening, folks will read that last sentence and say, “Well, that’s bloody obvious. Of course. What’s the big deal? Why is he writing about it?”

But now it sounds like mystical mumbo-jumbo. It’s so hard to understand from outside the space and perfectly obvious from inside.

I have a foot in both worlds. I’m wafted away at the remembrance of that state of being and yet my consciousness is firmly anchored in this everyday state. In which do I belong? From which do I come? I can’t give up the one and I won’t give up the other.

It’s a dilemma that only transformative love will resolve.

That’s what I hunger for. That’s what I choose and I will go deeper with it. Right now.

This spiritual practice is portable. Its goal is a permanent heart opening and the free flowing of an inner tsunami of love.

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Archangel Michael on How Men Can Assist in the Resurgence of the Divine Feminine – Steve Beckow


Archangel Michael on How Men Can Assist in the Resurgence of the Divine Feminine

I have four excerpts from my Nov. 15, 2017 reading which I’d like to combine in today’s post.

They’re on how men can assist the resurgence of the Divine Feminine, the planetary heart opening, the Reval and the Chinese Elders, and what protection means.

From Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Nov. 17, 2017.)

On How Men can Assist in the Resurgence of the Divine Feminine

Steve Beckow: Can you talk to me personally, but also to readers generally about how men can best serve women in this time of the resurgence of the Divine Feminine.

Archangel Michael: The most important step is to keep your sense of humor and I say that literally and to step back to allow yourself to be the participant observer.

Think of it. Not that we are suggesting that we want you in any way shape or form to adopt a parental role. That is over. But think of it in this way. When you have had a child, you let them stretch their wings knowing sometimes they were going to make mistakes. They were going to do things that you totally did not understand and they were going to do things that made your heart sing.

So allow that to happen. There needs to be a massive amount in all undertakings, male and female, of latitude. And the male paradigm has been to correct and control. You need to throw that out.

Then the most important thing you can do is to start beginning, and continuing because you are well underway, (and most of whom I talk to in this instance are well underway but it is still a good practice) embrace your own Divine Feminine self. Nurture your own power of creation. You are carrying the baby of Nova Earth in your belly as much as the females.

Then, spend time addressing what we can call your old male paradigm, in bringing forth the balanced male paradigm so that you not only spiritually or esoterically, but as a human man, are someone that women can trust, engage with, truly talk to, work with and create with.

That is it.

Massive Planetary Heart Opening

Steve Beckow: Now, the Mother announced in the summer that we would be having a massive heart opening on the planet. How is that coming? Is that a gradual process or a sudden process?

Archangel Michael: It is both and you have been in a gradual process since she has actually talked about this. And then it will be like a turning of a switch.

Steve: Is that going to happen this year?

AAM: Yes, it is projected for this year. So, yes, she is very clear, and when we say that you know what we mean. It is part of her Plan that it occur momentarily. …

Steve: Wow, we are going to have a busy Christmas season!

AAM: That is the Plan.

The Reval and the Chinese Elders

Steve Beckow: Is the decision to initiate the Reval dependent simply on the Chinese elders, on nothing else and when they want to push that button?

Archangel Michael: Understand that we continue and you continue to be working with what we would call the greed/control/abuse factor of the humans. So what happens and what cannot happen (not that this is an impediment to, as you put it, pushing the button) but this is a grave concern from our perspective.

There is a tendency of many, let us put it that way, “I’ve got the money. I am safe. I can do what I want and to hell with the rest” and of course that is not the nature of this lesson. Now, for some it is absolutely going to be that way and we do not interfere with that free will choice and decision so that will contribute somewhat to the chaos. But in terms of the practicalities, everything lined up and waiting, and be very clear, this is not dependent upon political dominoes or pieces at this point in time.

So are you simply waiting for the Chinese elders in their wisdom and their long view to say, “Yes, it is now?” That is correct and that is all that remains to be done.

Steve: So now, we won’t reach a point next year where were still waiting, is that correct?

AAM: That is correct.

Protection Means No Need to Fear

Archangel Michael: This is something that many human beings do not understand and that you will share and write about over time and in the near time. When we declare that, whether it is a guardian angel or a guide (because they are interchangeable), an Archangel, a Seraphim, the Mother herself but particularly when I say, when we say or a guardian angel says that they are protecting you, what does this really mean?

It means that there is no need for fear, that this very old core issue/false grid can truly be thrown into the trash heap or the recycle bin to be given back to the light. Few people really believe this and it is curious because there is seldom a situation in which we do not begin and end by saying this.

So it is a basic wobbly leg in human/divine relationships because the relationship is starting with this aspect, based on old human experience, but it is based on this aspect of “I don’t really trust you so you better prove yourself and show me” rather than proceeding not only in the love but in the mantle of protection that is around you always.

So I am giving you this as food for thought, not so much even for your sacred self but as food for thought for how you discuss things with those who are our faithful readers.

And the desire for many, and when I say many I mean billions, of Gaians to simply release this hesitancy to trust because it is also, of course, as you well know a hesitancy to trust oneself, to trust that in fact what you feel about yourself is trustworthy.



Archangel Michael: What Happened to Civilization in 1200 BC? – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Archangel Michael: What Happened to Civilization in 1200 BC?

As an historian by training, I have an abiding interest in historical matters. One mystery has long intrigued me and I asked Archangel Michael about it in my last reading through Linda Dillon, Nov. 15, 2017.

Right around 1200 BC, many civilizations fell, were eroded, or suffered some other obstacle to their progress.

Various theories have been advanced – natural disaster, invasion of the “sea people,” etc.

But what actually happened? Archangel Michael says it had to do with the withdrawal of our star family from active participation in our societies.  They felt it was time for us to manage our own affairs.

We promptly turned on each other and started a series of never-ending wars of conquest that lasts to this day.

From a personal reading with Archangel Michael and Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Nov. 15, 2017. Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: There is a mystery that I’m hoping you can help me solve and that’s that something happened in 1200 BC to numerous civilizations and they experienced at least a hiccup in the case of Egypt but also fell in the case of the Hittites and some of their neighbors. What happened in 1200 BC, Lord?

Archangel Michael: There was a great deal that happened in that area that you would term 1200 BC. First of all, during that time many [galactics] returned home (1) and we do not just mean to the Sacred One (2) but also many returned to the ships (3) and there was a cleavage, a breaking of much of the partnership and co-creative partnerships between your star brothers and many civilizations.

There was also a similar time, a rise of what you can think of as darkness, what we would term as a resurgence. Yes, you tend to think of these fear factors as recent. They are not. They are ancient and they are original.

How did we humans do in the absence of our star brothers and sisters?

There was a strong component and a re-anchoring of many of the false grids and the paradigms of control and abuse. Freedom was severely suppressed.

In the suppression and control, what happens, if you are suppressing creation and creativity, you are suppressing the ability of being individually and collectively, to truly come forth in what is possible.

So you had a massive rise in the upswing of creativity, of what you can think of as one of those efforts to create Nova Earth in partnership with many of your star family and the divine.

And then you had the resurgence of the human paradigms of lack, limitation etc. You know the list.

And then [you had] the placing in positions of authority and control, not creativity, [but] control-authority-abuse those who really engaged in those paradigms. That’s what happened.

So what you see is civilizations fade away – civilizations that have been in flourishing mode, in blossoming mode.

And then you have seen the rise of those who say, “No, no, no, this is getting out of control. We do not have the lid on that pressure cooker. We are not able to contain this.”

And so it is that duality – war – has gone on for very a long time. Now, do civilizations rise and fade? Note that I am saying rise and fade. In that fading, think of it as seasonal, there is the rise and the bringing forth of the new. So it is the ebb and flow as well.

But never was it intended, in this ebb and flow of seasons of tides, that people be squashed and that is what has happened in human history. It has not been in organic ebb and flow. It has been the rise, the squash, the rise, the squash.

Now what you are saying is that there is a fading of what you can think of as, not just as Western civilization, but a fading so that the new of the Earth community and Gaian community can come to the forefront.

Steve: Why did a large number of guiding forces from the ships suddenly leave in 1200?

AAM: They were no longer welcome and they no longer saw that their creativity and guidance, input and sense of community were welcome.

Steve: Twilight of the Gods

AAM: That is correct.

Steve: I’ll be darned. But there’s no written evidence of this, I’m sure, right?

AAM: No.

Steve: All right, but the decline wasn’t due to the “sea peoples”?

AAM: No.

Steve: And the heavy stones at Hattusa and in Egypt and in Babylonia, were they lifted in place by extraterrestrial strategies or devices?

AAM: All of this was done by your star brothers. That is part of what we had this channel do. (4) These are markers. These are basically ancient landing markers that are being revitalized with the Cities of Light.


(1) Transitioned; died.

(2) Going back for a rest to Mother/Father One, what Linda calls the Thirteenth Octave.

(3) So he is speaking of our star brothers and sisters, embodied on Earth. They were no longer wanted and so they withdrew.

(4) Linda went to Great Britain and re-activated a number of “markers” – the “henges” – in different places.


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A Magnificent Symphony – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


A Magnificent Symphony


Happy Thanksgiving to our American readers. Good work to all lightworkers!

We give thanks to everyone participating in Ascension.

We lightworkers are like an orchestra.  We’re playing a symphony called “Ascension.”

Different lightworkers on different instruments are playing different parts of the music.

Meanwhile, the mood of all the players is rising up and down together. Their coordinated gestures, though different, are bringing it all to a crescendo.

That’s exactly what we’re doing. We lightworkers are creating the music and responding to the music we create. And all of what we do, under the conductor’s sure hand, (1) is moving us towards the crescendo.

I’d like to talk about two aspects of the music at this present moment.

What follows may be guesswork, meant to stimulate discussion, but it also works to bring this reality into being.

We create by thought in the higher realms. What we in everyday consciousness think, with string intent and sacred purpose, is, apparently, created on the higher realms.

Where we miss the boat is that we don’t often consciously draw the created reality down to us. That’s the missing piece, for me.

Through the use of the universal laws – attraction and repulsion and balance, above and below – we can actually draw that created reality to us. And should be practicing doing so, I imagine.

This is the model of reality unfolding that I’m using.


I see two phases of Ascension going ahead simultaneously at the moment. This is like the music going forward while the pitch is rising.

The pitch rising is our gradual and, from time to time, sudden Ascension. That rising aspect of the music is going on in the background untouched by the events I’m going to describe here.

The Mother’s Tsunami, Porlana C, the Violet Flame/I AM Presence, etc. are causing our moods to elevate and drawing our consciousnesses upwards.

We can allow that simply to unfold, if we wish, only opening to receive it. Or we can participate in studying an praising it and that will be our lightwork and the piece we play in the orchestra.

Then there are two other parts of the Ascension music which concern us.

One is the dismantling of the old and the other is the building of the new.

The dismantling of the old has been going on in the background for years. Evidence has been collected and so on.

I call it “Accountability,” probably after the usage of the Company of Heaven. You can call it the demise of the Illuminati, the fall of the cabal, the dismantling of the old power structure, the release of the children of Israel from out of bondage in Egypt. It matters not what you call it.

It’s the demolition, not of people (and this is important), but of certain disabling ideas, behavior, and their products that have been with us since our earliest history.


Back in 1973-4, working as a cultural historian at the National Museum of Man in Canada, I defined culture as an organization of ideas, manifest in act and artifact though consisting of neither, by which humans understand their environment and take purposeful action.

Culture consists of ideas, which humans then translate into behavior. They then translate behavior into artifacts – tools, instruments, books, paintings, etc.

It’s the culture we’re dismantling, not the bearers of that culture – the culture of violence, sexual predation, and oligarchy.  And certain lightworkers in the orchestra are playing that part of the music.

Let these be the percussion instruments – the drums, cymbals, bells, etc.  And the cabal is hearing the beat of their distant drums.

The second part of the orchestra can be compared to the stringed instruments.

This second part is building the new. In particular, it’s building Nova Earth. And certain lightworkers are playing this part of the music.

I have to tell you that I am firmly in the second section.

I used to play in the percussions. I sat for eight years as a refugee adjudicator, weeding out torturers and other human-rights abusers from the refugees.

After that I railed against the cabal through OpEdNews and later through this blog. I used to call it “banging on the anvil.” (2)

But that has disappeared for me. In the latest postings on Accountability, I’ve experienced little inner response. Working on it, I was dragging my feet and swimming up current.

But thinking about building Nova Earth? Oh, yah. When do we get started? Well, we start now because I just woke up, once again, to my sacred purpose.

My sacred purpose is to work on building Nova Earth. And I know it because it resonates with me. I hunger to get at it.

I’ve been in a real funk lately and I now see it’s because I was working on something that was not part of my sacred purpose – at least, not any more.

So I’m over here, in the strings, this symphony.


The music the dismantlers of the old are playing is an end to gender and other forms of inequality, an end to violence, an end to immorality, a return to decency. And that’s just the beginning. But it sets the tone.

Another part of the symphony is an end to poverty, world-wide, and to all its results – starvation, thirst, disease, homelessness, etc.

And other pieces just keep flowing as the symphony moves towards crescendo. (3)

If we could see things from a lofty perspective (and I don’t claim to be able to), I imagine it would resemble an intricate dance.

That dance in the past has led to cacophony and disaster. Whole continents fell into the sea. Nations disappeared from the face of the Earth, etc. (4)

But, as I understand it, this time we’re going to get it right and so we can settle back in our seats and simply listen to the celestial music. It’s going to be a magnificent symphony.


(1) Whoever that conductor is for you. For me, it’s Michael.

(2) If I have it right, New England blacksmiths would bang on the anvil if the redcoats (the British) were sighted.

(3) Sahaja Samadhi, liberation from this reality of birth and death, or Ascension.

(4) Like the Hittites.


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What is the Phase of Ascension Called Accountability? – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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What is the Phase of Ascension Called Accountability?

Folks who want to sit out the phase of Ascension called “Accountability” are invited to do so. Read no further.

It may not be your mission. It is a part of mine.

We’re in the phase of Ascension which, prior to 2012, commentators would have called “Accountability.”

It occurs to me that some readers may not remember those times and may not be familiar with this phase or the way this blog – no longer the 2012 Scenario, but the Golden Age of Gaia – is handling it. (1)

Only later (2011) did I meet up with Archangel Michael.  He’s toned me down over the years. But I still feel the ardor flare, as Tanga has pointed out. (2)

“Accountability” refers to the phase of Ascension which is concerned with several things.

It’s concerned with putting an end to the elite’s (cabal’s, deep state’s) hold on the planet so that as many people as possible can ascend, including any “recalcitrants”  who’ve stopped undermining global society and world peace.

It’s concerned with putting an end to their intention to cause a World War III, in which most of Earth’s population would be destroyed.

It’s concerned with regime change where the deep state is in control of governments. You see Saudi Arabia and Zimbabwe happening as we speak.

It’s concerned with having the truth about everything be known.

What is that truth? In part it’s that Gaia is a living organism – an archangel inhabits that form. She’s ascending in consciousness and will no longer have a habitable Third-Dimensional form.  She’ll be like Venus, habitable on a higher dimension but not on this one. (3)

The truth is that Gaia has allowed humanity long enough to make war upon itself – and her. All wars must now end.

Those who remain recalcitrant will not be going with her to a higher-dimensional state of consciousness. They wouldn’t be able to survive in the refined vibrations if they did. They will “die” and be “re-assigned” to another planet.  (4)

Gaia nearly succumbed to the pollution of her body, most threateningly through depleted uranium, which almost caused her to abandon her form.

Who saved the planet? Our extraterrestrial relatives and friends. The ones who left in 1200 BC, at which point humanity descended into a dark age that hasn’t lifted since. (5) Well, now they’ve returned to help us get back on our feet again.

They’ve come from planets that birthed our civilizations, like the Pleiades, Sirius, Andromeda, and Arcturus, to name a few.

Their presence here has been hidden by the cabal, not by them.  Their arrival here has been known as the phase of Ascension called “Disclosure.”

But they are present in numbers, keeping a respectable distance from the planet and cloaked.

The cabal that rules now is not much different from the cabals that ruled ancient Assyria, Babylonia, or Egypt.

Or Nazi Germany, Fascist Italy, and Stalinist Russia.

Our own deep state is undoubtedly now the number one foe of world peace and humanity’s evolution. But humanity’s direction is now unstoppable, as the Accountability phase will demonstrate.

I love what Winston Churchill said, that the efforts of the British people in their finest hour would bring them in time to “the sunlit uplands” of civilization. That’s humanity’s direction now.

In this Accountability phase, you can see that over 1100 sealed indictments have been issued and that some leading politicians like Hillary Clinton and John McCain are wearing orthopedic boots to disguise the GPS arrest bracelets they’re wearing.  The Podestas are under arrest.

These are part of the so-called “mass arrests” that we’ve been expecting since I first learned of Ascension in late 2008.

You can also see that remarkable regime change is happening.

Donald Trump. Vladmir Putin, and Xi Jinping seem to be cooperating on an international level in what Trump has called “draining the swamp.”

I’m not following events religiously so I may make a few mistakes. I’m more interested in the overarching or evolutionary aspects – how all this fits into our Ascension, where it ties in with the Reval. What it’s relationship to reconstruction is.

I know many readers are curious about the Reval. I don’t think this is a flashbang – an event intended to distract.

I think it must happen that those at a command level of the deep state – and, yes, that includes Hillary and Bill Clinton and all the Bushes – are removed from power.

Detain the leadership and the troops will have no orders to follow.

I think this is the housecleaning that must take place to make the world safe for reconstruction.

I’ll find some past articles on Accountability to repost if I can.

Watch for it:

  • Truth-telling
  • Arrests
  • Regime change


(1) We began in 2009 as a cabal-fighting blog – exposing 9/11, depleted uranium, and all the other crimes of the deep state. The best example of that is “I Accuse” at  http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/04/29/i-accuse-2008/

(2) See “Thank You, Tanga,” 

(3) Archangel Michael: The 3D Earth has done her cosmetic change. It is not there [after Ascension].

Steve: It is not there.

AAM: The same way you, dear heart – as the embodiment of a singularly third-dimensional being – are no longer present. [Because I’ll be in 5D and not in 3D.]  At that moment, you both, and all jumped.

S: All right. So is there anything left in 3D?

AAM: No, it is all transmuted, transformed, elevated. …

S: So there is no 3D Earth after that date?

AAM: That is correct. … She does not want to duplicate herself and to continue to be the carrier of that energy.

S: Uh-hunh. Unlike, say, Venus?

AAM: Yes, there has been a division there [i.e., on Venus], but that is not how Earth is choosing to do this.

S: I’ll be darned. I haven’t heard that before, and I’m just trying to digest it.  There won’t be a 3D Earth. The people who say “no” will go to the astral planes, the people who say “yes” will continue on with Earth.

AAM: That is correct.

S:  That is very much an eye opener for me. Thank you. (Steve Beckow, “Reading with Archangel Michael, August 1, 2011” through Linda Dillon, at http://stevebeckow.com/2011/08/reading-with-archangel-michael-august-2-2011-part-1/.)

Steve Beckow: What will happen to this Earth, 3D Earth, that they cannot stay? Is that what you meant, Lord?

AAM: Yes, that is what I mean. Understand, 3D Earth, it is not existing.  (Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, Reading with Steve Beckow, Aug. 17, 2012.)

(4)  Steve Beckow: What about – for the people who say “no”? Will they remain on this 3D Earth, or will they find themselves somewhere else?

Archangel Michael: They will find themselves elsewhere.

S: And will they find themselves elsewhere as babies, or as they are now?

AAM: They will return home. They will return out of body.

S: To the astral planes?

AAM: Yes. And they will be counseled and then reassigned as they choose. (Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, Reading with Steve Beckow, Aug. 17, 2012.)

(5) See “Archangel Michael: What Happened to Civilization in 1200 BC?,” 


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Sanat: You Cannot Live in Just One Area – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Sanat: You Cannot Live in Just One Area

I’ve really come to love Sanat Kumara in the course of working on this book on the Universal Laws. (I’m getting my Law Degree.)

It’s because of passages like this short conference call from way back in 2004, where he really gets across his qualities of … well, humanness … open-heartedness, and humor.

“Balance of Give and Receive,” May 12, 2004, at http://counciloflove.com/2004/05/balance-of-give-and-receive/.

I am Sanat Kumara, old friend, Keeper of the Law on Earth and beyond. The law of the universe is balanced, and you cannot enter into partnership with your intergalactic friend or each other without this [balance].

Many of you have skirted the law during this life. You are prepared to give and give and give but turn away from receiving.

Now I ask you, what shall I do? Shall I arrest you? I think not.

I am here to remind you of the two sides of your being and how you cannot live in [just] one area. You cannot live in spirit and be in a physical body. You must do both.

You cannot live in only a part of yourself. You cannot love another without cherishing yourself.

What you create within will be what is. That is why you have worked with Gabrielle in this past year to relinquish your lack of worthiness that you may know that you are prepared to go forward.

My request of you lawbreakers is simple. I wish for you to eliminate this phrase, “but” from your very soul, your essence.

It was not our invention. It was yours. Relinquish it. I will remind you daily with my golden flame to let go of this limitation.

This sense of limitation is causing upheaval throughout the universe. Please do it not only for yourselves but for many.

Allow this creation to take place. There are no exceptions, such as the dispensation you believe you have [been] given. Now in the spirit of partnership, I ask you to receive.

Sanat’s tongue-in-cheek reading of the Law to us actually had a deep impact on me and I’ll describe that in Part 2, tomorrow.


The Universal Law of Attachment and Detachment as I See It – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Universal Law of Attachment and Detachment as I See It

May I offer my interpretation of the Universal Law of Attachment and Detachment?

This is the opinion of a novice student, seeking to get his Law Degree, way down the road. This is my first “college essay.”

We’re born into this physical world to develop discrimination, discernment. The Buddha in his article on the Law of Attachment and Detachment (1) describes the fluidity that a person can develop by knowing (discerning) when to attach and when to detach. The process of creation requires both. It becomes a dance.

In a sense he’s describing what we could think of as our soul motion, our soul stirring, our soul working or operating. That is a much senior version to the one I’ll be giving you here.


In my version, our return Home, as the Mother calls it, will involve us finally surrendering all that marks us as individuals back to the Father, the Transcendent Void.

St. Paul described this moment when he said: “Then shall the Son [the Self] also himself be subject unto him, that God may be all in all.” (2)

The Self surrenders individuation and merges back into the One.

All of life was created for this moment of reunion, the end of the journey from God to God.

As long as we remember that, then where the Law of Attachment and Detachment comes in is that it teaches us what to detach from and what to attach to in order to reach the end of our journey Home.

As we learn to discriminate, we find that even “we” – our egos and constructed selves – are unreal. Our ultimate surrender will be to surrender all that’s unreal to the only thing that’s Real, God. We’re faced with thoughts of utter extinction. Primal fears arise.

Nonetheless, whatever we really are is what will be left over from that final surrender to the One.

We are the default, the residuum, according to the maxim: Whatever is impermanent, whatever is changing is not Real.

To discern what or who to surrender to, we need discrimination. For me, the Law of Attachment and Detachment describes the development of that discrimination.


Can I put the matter another way?

For a long time, I’ve held that the basic spiritual movement is to turn from the world to God.

If I was asked to elaborate, I’d say that the basic spiritual movement is, as I believe Hindus would put it, to discriminate between the Real and the unreal, to detach from the unreal, and to attach to the Real.

In other words, to turn from the world to God.

Physical life gives us the lessons we need to learn how to discriminate between the Real and the unreal, so that when the moment of ultimate surrender comes, we know what to surrender to. We know what is Real amidst all the unreal, what Zen calls the Ten Thousand Things.

I came alive in the early Seventies. for many years after, my inner life remained a jumble of vasana-born messages, conclusions, and decisions, an elaborate mask, and a range of games I’d be playing and scripts I’d be living. I’d appear to myself now as Byzantine. I’d be embarrassed.

Through a long life of experiences, my discrimination has advanced a wee bit. I’ve advanced the purpose of physical life – to develop discrimination – a step or two.

But more important than that, I’ve learned to attach to the Divine – you could also say, to the Love. It turns out to be the same in everyone and everything.

I bow before the Divine Love that you are. That I am as well. That it turns out we both are.



(1) The Buddha, “Universal Law of Attachment and Detachment” in Linda Dillon, The New You: Emerging into then Brilliance of Humanity’s Heart Consciousness. Port St. Lucie: 2013.

(2) I Corinthians 15:24 and 28.


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Inside the Mother’s Locker – Part 2/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Orchid Goddess art by Carol Cavalaris


Inside the Mother’s Locker – Part 2/2


(Concluded from Part 1.)

It’s been exceptionally hard for me to move from the negative territory of complaining, fault-finding, and diminishing – chosen in childhood – to positive territory – what Winston Churchill called “the sunlit uplands.”

It’s been hard enough to see how pervasive that attitude was. It resided at such a subtle level that it was like water to the fish. Then to see the extent of the problem and generate the will to fix it.

Imagine tackling a population that has been traumatized by genocide (like Rwanda) or civil war (like the Congo).  We’ll have our work cut out for us even trying to reach some of the traumatized survivors.

For me who is not traumatized, I see gratitude as one way of crossing that divide from negative into positive territory. Blessing others is another way. Loving, caring, sharing are all ways.

The machinery operates through a deep, incipient programming that bent the twig when I was young and inclined the tree. As psychologists might say, early learnings were persistent.

I’m using reprogramming to overcome my persistent, mostly-negative, prior conditioning. I reprogram in the beginning by practicing being grateful, blessing, loving, caring, sharing every day. Later it won’t be necessary.

Sanat said that neither he nor Sananda nor Maitreya nor Jesus wanted to be our gurus. They want us to be our own gurus, our own pathfinders. I get that.


I think we think of the universal laws as confining, rigid, and compartmentalized. I don’t see them that way at all.

When one learns to drive a car, things can be mechanical: Make sure the car is in neutral, we think; put key in ignition, turn to right, put foot on gas pedal and pump.

But within a very short time that procedure becomes what we call “second nature.”

It was the same when we learned to ride a bike. And it’s the same with the laws. We start out learning them one by one, but, when we get the feel of them, they become second nature.

I’m just a novice. I’m not trying to puff myself. But I see where all of this may be leading.


I am staring at this moment at the Higher Self that I saw in a vision some months ago. Only I am inside the suit of armor that he was wearing. I am seeing the interior view.

(Passage of time.)

The universal laws are there to show me that I AM that Self. (2)

An integrated and flowing person – grateful, blessing, sharing, loving.

Thank you, Raj.  I validate the usefulness of an in-depth study of the Universal Law. May I have my Bachelor of Law degree please? You can send it to me here, inside the Mother’s locker.


(1). This experience was reassuring and calming but it was not a major event or enlightenment. The depth of an experience seems to depend on a combination of how deeply we can let the experience in and whether our guides think it in our best interests or those of our mission for us to have the more senior experiences  of enlightenment now.


Orchid Goddess art by Carol Cavalaris



Inside the Mother’s Locker – Part 1/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

African Portrait by Claudy Khan

Inside the Mother’s Locker – Part 1/2


There’s a scene in Men in Black where K opens a train-station locker and sees inside a whole tribe of small people who worship K as the Lightgiver, now returned.

They have a whole round of life centered around K-worship. They venerate a video coupon and a watch that he left behind on his last visit.

In a sense, that’s our relationship with our bodies, if we follow what Sanat Kumara says.

According to him, we have an orchestration of cells down to the subatomic level, each of which has the sacred purpose of serving us and assisting us to fulfill our mission.

He says it in in the course of explaining the Law of Sacred Purpose.

“We want to explain your Law of Purpose. Everything throughout the universe has purpose.

“And you can break it down and you can put it under a microscope but every atom, every subatomic particle, everything has purpose.

“And that is something to a great extent – not by you, my beloved lightworkers, but by the general population – that has been forgotten. So it is my job and yours to remind them. …

“Understand what I say, that the Law of Sacred Purpose is the same for the atoms that compose a table, a planet, the hair on your head or the lack thereof, your blood, your skin, your heart, your mind, and your entire being.

“So you are an integrated person, a human, that has many of these fibers and particles coming together in divine purpose to serve you, to assist you in the fulfillment of who you are, of what your promise is, of what your heart’s desire is, and what you choose to do.” (1)

That’s a lot to digest.


Every atomic, every subatomic particle has purpose.  We’ve just had explained a matter so fundamental to any causal study of life that I reeled from the impact of it when I read it – speaking as a cross-cultural spiritual student.

If everything has purpose, is that the force that determines an organism’s future direction? Is that the attractive force that holds a colony or community together?  What relation has purpose to love? On and on the questions emerge from that one statement.

The heart of his message is this:

“You are an integrated person, a human, that has many of these fibers and particles coming together in divine purpose to serve you, to assist you in the fulfillment of who you are, of what your promise is, of what your heart’s desire is, and what you choose to do.”

Staying simply with the physical level for a moment, the fibers and particles of my body have come together in divine purpose to serve me and help me fulfill my mission.

I haven’t expressed my gratitude to that little tribe in the train-station locker that venerates me – my body. I give it only scraps of attention and yet it does its job, day in and day out.

I express my gratitude to all my loving and cooperating elements, that have sustained me and brought me life all these years.

(Concluded in Part 2, below.)


(1) “Transcript: Sanat Kumara Discusses the Sacred Law of Purpose, August 13, 2013, Part 1/2,” August 17, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/08/17/transcript-sanat-kumara-discusses-the-sacred-law-of-purpose-august-13-2013-part-12/.

African Portrait by Claudy Khan


Archangel Michael on the Transcendental – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Art: Angie Braun @ Tutt’Art


Archangel Michael on the Transcendental

The subject of the world beyond the Twelve Dimensions is not one that I can actually ask the Company of Heaven about in An Hour with an Angel. 

One group of galactics that I asked about it on the air would not let me post their transcribed answer.

And the Divine Mother wants me to stay within certain limits – easy to understand and interesting to the mass of readers.

But here I had the chance to ask Archangel Michael about it in a private setting. What he said has simply whetted my appetite to know more.

Thanks to Linda for our reading and Dana for our transcript.

From Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 18, 2017.

Steve Beckow: I used to think of the Transcendental as identical with the void, with Parabrahman, the Godhead, and it was the destination, what the Mother calls Home. And once you enter the Transcendental you are Home and that was it.

But more and more I’m getting the sense that there is differentiation in the Transcendental, that there may even be dimensions of some sort. I feel less and less secure in my knowledge of what lies beyond the 12 dimensions. Can you help me understand little more about what does lie beyond the 12 dimensions please?

Archangel Michael: What lies beyond the 12 dimensions is the entire universe. I do not say that casually. Your question is deep and profound and important.

Dimensional reality upon the planet of Earth and elsewhere by the way, is a framework within which has been created by the Mother and the Father to some extent, in order to have a workable experience of being in that fluidity of form and outer form in some ways.

Your question about the transcendental; it is not so much defined (this is our starting point) by dimensional reality. It is not that the dimensionality is not present, but it is not rigid. Now that is contradictory to what we have been telling you in so far as there is a fluidity that humans have forgotten, between the 12 dimensions, within which you operate.

Think of it as outside, that all of this, what you can fathom of dimensional reality, is present. But does it have the same level of importance of structure that you have become used to and is defined as the human experience?

There is far greater fluidity and it is not that that is a particularly overriding knowingness, beingness. When you’re in what you have referred to as the transcendental state, which is blissful beloved, and you have touched upon it at times…

Steve: What in ecstasy or exultation? But not the experience of bliss I had in late 2015. That was about seventh or 10th dimensional right?

AAM: That is correct. But understand if you think of the transcendental, in many ways it is reflecting (because it is beckoning at the same time) into these various dimensions what is possible; what the true experience of what you have termed “wholeness”.

In that soup of transcendental experience there is the knowing and the experience, the sense of being in complete unification with the Mother. So it does feel, and is, like home. So do not eliminate that but think of it in a practical way.

If you were to journey far away, as you have, from Vancouver and you are returning and you are landing at the airport you’re seeing the ocean and the mountains and the familiar neighborhoods because your taxi now, you will think, “Oh, thank goodness I’m home!” And it will feel, not to diminish, it will feel blissful, it will feel joyful and you will know in every sense of that word, you will know that you are headed home because you know your internal GPS will say, “Now I can really go home!”.

Steve: In the vision in 1987, the small golden star, after the first enlightenment, rushed home and plunged into the big golden sun and was seen no more. But this is obviously not the way it is, right? Because we come out from the Transcendental back into the dimensions on reassignment, do we not?

AAM: If you so choose. Because when you are in the small “h” home, there is a sense of the truth and the might and the power not only of your beautiful self, but also of the Mother and the Universe of the One and there is a sense of such empowerment in the positive meaning of that word, that you see and you know, not only what is possible but what the potential is.

And so very often you take that and you take it not as just an assignment. You take it in jubilation that you can again serve the Mother and you can bring that potential back and do something else.

So often human beings think of the return to the Twelve Dimensions as a punishment. “Oh, I must have karma. I must’ve done something wrong. Here I am stuck again” and that is not so. What you have chosen to do is to bring the potentiality of that love in form which was the plan of the Mother.

It was for her Angels and sheer energy to have an experience of love in form. So you say, “Oh my goodness! I know I can help and I know I can do this” and you come back.

Now there are some who will stay in that, what you think of as, the Transcendental for a very long time. And that is allowed. Because what they are deciding is that they are truly at in the transit to the final return, to the final reincorporation.

Which to truly confuse you, will in fact again…. It is like the energy being refueled and it is like in some ways reconstituting the Mother but she does not have need of reconstitution so that energy very often will explode back into the universe in an entirely different form.

Steve: And when you say that energy will explode back into the universe, are you talking about individuation in an entirely different form?

AAM: It is individuation in an entirely different form. It can be a planet. It can be a mountain range or an ocean, yes.

Think of this: When that should happen and you are reborn as a planet or as an ocean, it is because you are of, not just physically big, but of a magnitude that you can hold that much energy. It is a blessing. It is a big profound blessing. It is not as some think that that energy has become an inanimate object, quite the contrary.

Steve: Well, if it hasn’t become an inanimate object, what has it become Lord?

AAM: A living existing collection of energy that is there for a sacred purpose.

Steve: Does it have an active life of its own?

AAM: Oh, yes.

Steve: And we don’t know anything about that, do we?

AAM: No, you do not. And so now I have truly teased you!

Steve: Yes, indeed you have, thank you!


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The Value of Affirmations – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Archangel Michael on the Use of the Universal Laws – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Archangel Michael on the Use of the Universal Laws

I’ve been invoking and studying the universal laws and wanted to know from Archangel Michael if I was using them correctly. His answer is informative.

Thanks to Linda for our reading and Dana for our transcript.

From Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 18, 2017.

Steve Beckow: Is my invocation of universal law having an effect? Am I doing well in that area?

Archangel Michael: No dear heart, it is a waste of time! (Laughing)

Steve: Thank you very much! Goodbye!

AAM: It is good, it is right, it is just, it is balanced that you asked this very question and let us be clear with thee. Is this a sacred undertaking? It is not just a ritual, it is not just an application, and it is not just an invocation.

It is the embodiment (and this is where you are going) of the laws collectively and individually that you are working with. You have come to understand the magnitude and scope of truly embracing these laws and bringing them to the forefront.

In some ways, and we know the difficulty, we don’t fully experience but we know and understand the difficulty of being in a human form and your spiritual quest that you have been on has been profound.

There are moments when you invoke the law or when you talk to others about the law, you think, “this formula, this mechanism, this adherence to the law; perhaps it is too simple. Perhaps it is too complex.”

It is neither. It is the explanation, not only the definition, not only the rule, but the explanation giving, (yes, perhaps in its simplest form, that matters not, we tend to admire “straightforward”) it is given to you so that there is finally that voice screaming in the darkness at night that we hear far too often.

This is how it works. And, beloved one, it does work and when you are invoking the law you are not merely [?] (and I say this in a way of commending thee) you are absolutely on track. You are invoking the law but what you are doing (because you have reached this point) is not simply, “I invoke the law of change,” etc.

You invoke it and you are pulling it down and you are allowing it to enter into the tapestry within and the tapestry without, even into your all of your physical, etc., bodies. It is as if you are wearing that shroud.

So you are proceeding to be the embodiment and this has been part of your journey and is part of your journey and part of the conundrum: It is not the law in and of itself that presents the confusion, nor the lack of clarity. It is the how to. “Am I doing it and am I doing it in the fullness?”

Now I can tell you and reassure you that you are doing it correctly, but that the sense of truly being in alignment and utilizing the laws will grow and this is part of what you are doing. You’ve often asked about conjoint efforts, undertakings, joint missions with Kathleen and this [promoting use of the universal laws] most certainly is one of them.

Steve: And when you say “this,” could I just ask you to be very clear… “This”

AAM: This, the embodiment, the translation, the teaching, the sharing of universal laws.


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The Nature of the Soul or Self – Part 2/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Nature of the Soul or Self – Part 2/2

(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.)

We heard the Divine Mother call the penultimate Reality – the soul – “the essence of One.” (1) On another occasion, she told us:

“You did not start out in form. You simply started out as a spark of light, of love, and then the adventure began.” (2)

Archangel Michael through Ronna Herman has told us quite a bit about this “spark of light” over the years. He uses language similar to the Mother’s.

“You are a point of Light,” he says, “a vibrant Spark of the Divine.”  (3)

On another occasion he advised us to “view all that is presently in your life as transitory except the Love/Light and Spiritual Fire within your Sacred Heart and Soul.”  (4)

He offers the metaphor of the seed atom (Adam, Aton, Atman):

“The Soul could be described as a small Seed Atom of pulsating Life Force energy which resides within the Sacred Heart….

“The Soul may be only a small Spark of Life within the heart area in those who are still ensnared in the illusion of the lower dimensions; however, as it blooms and blossoms into its full dynamic power, it expands.” (5)

Elsewhere he calls it “the White Fire, Sacred Seed Atom – your own personal Divine Facet of our Father/Mother God” and “a SUN CHILD of our Father/Mother God.” (6)

He gives us our divine history. What difference is there in saying the “essence of One” and in saying: “At a cosmic or Omniversal level, you are ‘Spirit’ – a facet or a Seed Atom of Divine Essence sent forth from the heart core of the Supreme Creator.” They sound the same to me.

At that level, we’re fully conscious of our true identity, he explains.

“At that level, you are fully conscious of who you are and of your connection with the Supreme Creator; you are aware of and know your ‘I AM’ identity.” (7)

Others agree with these definitions. Fran Zapeda’s Pallas Athena, for instance, calls us “a pristine ball of brilliant light endowed with all the knowledge and beauty of the universes just waiting below the surface to be uncovered.” (8)

And Blossom Goodchild’s Galactic Federation of Light call us a “divine light,” nothing other than love.

[Galactic Federation of Light] Let us … describe the soul self BEFORE EVER entering into the human form. …



So there’s general agreement that the penultimate Reality called the Self or soul is a Spark of Light and Love, Spiritual or White Fire, “a facet or a Seed Atom of Divine Essence sent forth from the heart core of the Supreme Creator.” (7)


Not surprisingly, once we know the Divine Light of the soul in any way, concentration on it will lead to deeper and deeper knowledge of it, until the discrete Light becomes the Light beyond creation.

This process is what Jesus was describing in parable when he said that the man who had found the treasure buried in a field sold all that he had and bought the field.

The person who’s seen the Light that the Self is drops all other desires (sells all he has) than the one desire to know it completely. Concentrating on that Light, he at last realizes its Oneness with the Father (he has bought the field).

Ramana Maharshi described the process that Jesus points to this way:

“The Heart is self-luminous. … If the mind is turned in towards the source of light, objective knowledge ceases and Self alone shines forth as the Heart.” (10)

Ramana Maharshi says that the Self or soul resides on the other side of the heart aperture or hridayam, just right of the breastbone.

I follow Sri Ramana in believing that the Self is the heart (11) and that it shines and sends forth love when the hridayam is opened.

Realize it and “you [will] realize that you are the dreamer as well as the dream.” (12) Surrender to the Light beyond it and we become the unbounded Ocean of Love.

This step is the last we’ll ever take. Until we re-emerge.


(1) “Transcript: Universal Mother Mary Discusses the Law of Change, September 3, 2013, Part 1/2,” September 6, 2013, through Linda Dillon, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/09/06/transcript-universal-mother-mary-discusses-the-law-of-change-september-3-2013-part-12/.

(2) “You are angels in form, and you have been birthed even prior to that as the essence of One. So you return to that while keeping your magnificent form.” (“The Divine Mother Explains Ascension, October 5, 2017, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/10/05/the-divine-mother-explains-ascension/.)

(3) “Archangel Michael – ‘Hold Steady, Beloveds,’” transmitted through Ronna Herman, Feb. 28, 2013, at http://www.ronnastar.com/messages-aam/latest.html

(4) “Archangel Michael – Traversing the Upward Passageway into the Future, through Ronna Herman, April 1, 2013, ibid.

(5) “Archangel Michael – The Essence of Who You Are,” through Ronna Herman, April 30, 2013, ibid.

(6) “Archangel Michael – ‘Hold Steady, Beloveds,’” through Ronna Herman, Feb. 28, 2013, ibid.

(7) “Archangel Michael – The Essence of Who You Are,” through Ronna Herman, April 30, 2013, ibid.

(8) “And that, my friends, is the secret of the ages. Don’t you feel it as palpable as I feel it? Allow yourselves to feel it and know it, my dear warriors of Love and Truth and Peace. Claim your birthright and march forward into enduring enlightenment communing with Source once again.” (“Pallas Athena: You are a Pristine Ball of Brilliant Light,” channeled by Fran Zepeda, July 1, 2013 at http://www.franhealing.com/Current-Channeled.)

(9) “The Galactic Federation of Light channeled by Blossom Goodchild,” July 14, 2013 at http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/index.html?page=BG184july14.html.

(7) “Archangel Michael – The Essence of Who You Are,” through Ronna Herman, April 30, 2013, ibid.

(10) Sri Ramana Maharshi, Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi. Three Volumes in One. Tiruvannamalai: Sri Ramanashram, 2010, 96.

(11) “The Self is the Heart.” (Loc. cit.)

“Atman [Self] is in the heart and is the Heart itself.” (Ibid., 57.)

(12) “Archangel Michael – ‘Hold Steady, Beloveds,’” through Ronna Herman, Feb. 28, 2013, ibid.


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Archangel Michael on Our Bodies and the Integrated Self – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Archangel Michael on Our Bodies and the Integrated Self


In this next excerpt from an Oct. 18, 2017 reading, we start out by looking at various notions of our bodies – the Hindu notion of panchakosas or five sheaths; the Spiritualist notion of astral bodies, mental bodies, etc.

For that matter, our notions as lightholders that we’re a physical body, a lightbody (Merkaba), etc. There are many views of our various bodies. How do they all fit together?

They don’t, Archangel Michael says. They just represent what we can understand at the moment. The truth is that our bodies are more fluid and integrated than what we’re comprehending.

Metaphors like the Babushka doll have some overall usefulness to help us get to a much more accurate view of things, like stepping stones.

He invites us to experience ourselves, rather than simply think about ourselves. I know what he means from as far back as Cold Mountain days.

And you know me anyways. First intellectual knowledge. Then experiential knowledge. Then realized knowledge. So my ears perked up.

I find it remarkable that the night before my reading I couldn’t think of what I was going to ask him and yet the reading itself has yielded so much material. It was clear to me by the way he was speaking that he meant it not only for me, but for lightworkers.

This part of the reading was so rich for me that I added my comments between the lines. There’s just so much to say about the points he raises.

Thanks to Linda for our reading and Dana for our transcript.

From Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 18, 2017.

Steve Beckow: Hindus speak of Panchakosas – five sheaths. Spiritualists talk of the astral body, mental body, causal body, buddhic body, etc. And you speak of a mental and an emotional body. I’ve never heard anybody else as far as I’m aware, use those exact terms [mental and emotional body] in that way before. And I’ve wrestled with it myself.

[“Mental body” for me, who was raised in British Spiritualism, means the Fifth-Dimensional body, the body associated with the Mental Plane of the afterlife. Michael uses it to mean something completely different. I think his use of it is pretty close to our everyday notion of “the mind.” And I do live in the mind. No doubt about it.]

Can you tell me in your view, what are the bodies we assume as we progress through the dimensions? I can’t say they’re hierarchical anymore, because they’re not. But as we evolve.

Archangel Michael: As you progress, think of it in this way. It is a further delineation, definition and integration – but we will get to that part – of who you are. So in this, let us make it very simple.

There are not sheaths, as one would think of it, between your bodies. You know that.

[As experiential and realized knowledge, yes. Not as intellectual knowledge. I.e., in the experiences provided by Cold Mountain Institute, Zen, est, enlightenment intensives – yes; in the knowledge provided by science – no. But I’m definitely interested.]

Just as the dimensions are fluid so that you can move through them, so the layers of your body are also fluid.

[I think that what he says here is designed to be “gotten” not only by the mind but even more as an immediate experience. Experience the fluidity of the layers of the body, he appears to be asking.]

Now with the development, shall we say, of illusion, the awareness of these various layers – and we are not decrying any of the explanations that are given because they have helped billions of people to understand that they are so much more than simply their physical self – but in reality there is a fluidity between all of your bodies.

[Not fixed, but fluid. Experience fluidity. Realize fluidity is the invitation.]

And when the Plan of the Mother is unfolding, that seal that is around your enormous body, your Seal of Solomon, will in fact be dissolved. It will no longer be necessary.

But let us go back particularly to a discussion around the mental and emotional bodies.

Now part of this construct has been born and is reinforced by the separation – think what I am saying; it is supposed to be fluid – but there has been separation of the humans insofar as this, “I feel this, but I think that,” goes.

Now you, beloved one, and we have talked of this, have a tendency to live – your home base has been – your mental body.

[Not in the Fifth-Dimensional mental body on the Mental Plane of the afterlife but in what we commonly consider “the mind.”

Remember that as far as I’m concerned as a cross-cultural spiritual scholar, I can only get these matters satisfactorily verified by beings such as Archangel Michael or the Divine Mother.]

You have taken great pride and comfort in having this, almost a refuge.

But what you have seen over the past several years is that that fluidity between your emotional body and your mental body, that imaginary layer, that sheath, has dissipated and you are living more in your emotional body – but not so far as either/or.

[All very true.]

You have been experiencing the fluidity between these various bodies and at times it causes you great consternation because you don’t know which way to lean, rather than finding the balance between the two: That it is not either/or.

I am not living in my emotional body and I am not living in my mental body. I am finding the supreme balance in all of this.

I have to put a bookmark in here and interrupt.

Do you notice how we’re back to the same point again in the reading: Balance, balance, balance. I am not just this; I am not just that. I am all of it.

I hold within my own collective consciousness the memory of all of it. I’ve experienced all of it. And I bless it all.

Equilibrium, equanimity, serenity, calmness, balance is what’s being emphasized over and over again in this reading.

Another theme is that what he says here can’t just reside with us as intellectual knowledge. It has to progress to experiential and then realized knowledge to really have an impact on us.

In this case, he wants us to adjust our vision from our bodies being fixed, to our bodies being fluid. … But even that statement isn’t the whole truth. It’s just as much as we can comprehend at the moment.

Archangel Michael: Now, I do not wish to diminish the value of the variations of these layers that you have for your mental body and your emotional body but let’s talk about the mental body. It has extraordinary value because in that – and this is going to become even trickier – are many of your DNA triggers, capacitors, influences.

You have the ability for truly expansive mental clarity, exploration, explosion, discovery etc. That [comes] when you are really utilizing that area of your being to truly bring forth what you, in your soul design, mission, and purpose – which is but a reflection of your soul design – are here to do.

So even when you were deciding to come, you were saying – in your own plan and your plan with all of us – “I really want a strong mental-layer body and capacity.”

At the same time, you don’t want to be restrictive of the other bodies because alone – you know that spells isolation and separation. It means you won’t have access to the fullness of who you are.

[This statement resonated with me.]

So no being ever comes forth into form without all of the bodies being present. And part of your journey is learning about the balance and the fluidity between these various bodies.

[I am amazed. Looking at matters this way is entirely new to me.]

And as you come to understand them, you can more consciously access them to build them but also access them to simply give you the support or the expansion that you need.

Steve: But am I like a babushka doll? Am I a body inside another body inside another body?

[Is there some design to it all?]

AAM: That is the way that the humans can construe it in order to understand it, but it is all One. For where you are right now, that [reflects] how you are thinking about yourself and it is a useful construct that you are the babushka doll [for now].

Steve: Should I let go of the notion of the Panchakosas and astral bodies, mental bodies, and causal bodies?

AAM: What we would like you to do is embrace the entire being called Steve.

Steve: Well, just looking at that for a moment, there is a Higher Self, Universal Self and an I Am Presence. How do we understand how all this fits together?

AAM: By not being fully anchored in just your mental body. Emotionally, causally, you know that you are so much more. You know this to be true.

[Yes, I know it to be true.]

So stop this feeling that you need to define each layer or access each layer. Know that this is an integrated self.

[OK! I got it! Integrated, fluid. Thank you! To be experienced and realized.]

Steve: Well, from my past experience, I know that one’s experience of that integrated self will dispel all conflicting thoughts I’m having about it just as one experience of transformative love utterly undermined every thought I’d ever had about love up to that moment.

Is it the case here as well that, once I experience it, all will be clear?

AAM: That is correct.

Steve: Okay, I can wait for that.

AAM: And while you are seeking definition, which is not forbidden by any stretch, but while you are seeking it, it is helpful to others because there is a great deal of misunderstanding about this [integrated self] and, again, about the fluidity of the bodies.

Steve: It has to be helpful, Lord.  I wouldn’t be writing on it if it was just of interest to me so I’m glad to hear that it’s of value to others.


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The Nature of the Soul or Self – Part 1/2 -Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Moments of Ballet. Painting by Chinese artist Stephen Pan


I wrote earlier how grateful I was to the Divine Mother for having confirmed that angels are first born a soul, the same soul we all are, and then become angels.  (1)

Nowhere else could I get that information. It certainly isn’t available among terrestrial sages. It could only come from someone who knows and that someone is the Mother.

What is this soul, this Self that we hear so much about?

In this article and the next, I’ll be mentioning the views of terrestrial sages only sparingly. You can read more about their views here:  “The Self/The Atman” at http://goldengaiadb.com/index.php?title=S#The_Self.2FThe_Atman

Instead I’ll be looking at what the Company of Heaven has to say about the nature of the Self.

It was in fact a quote from the Divine Mother that piqued my interest and had me make a note to look into the subject of the Self, according to the Company of Heaven. She said:

“You did not start out in form. You simply started out as a spark of light, of love, and then the adventure began.” (3)

A statement like that from her is a baseline for me.

The soul, the Self is the penultimate Reality.  When we contemplate the soul, we’re at the last stage of individuated or relative consciousness, the most refined state possible before we lose our consciousness of being seemingly-separated from God.

St. Paul is describing this return of the soul to God, not on the last day of mortality because that would be the last day before Ascension, but of a destination much further down the road, which the Mother usually calls “returning Home.”

“Then cometh the end, when he shall have delivered up the kingdom to God, even the Father; when he shall have put down all rule and all authority and power. …

“And when all things shall be subdued unto [God the Father], then shall the Son also himself be subject unto him, that God may be all in all.” (4)

The end is the end of individuation, of personal existence (but we re-emerge so don’t worry), as we merge back into the One. The rule and authority and power is that of the individual self; in its densest state, the ego.

When all desires have been left behind and everything the individual is, does, or has has been given back to God, including the individual’s bodies at all levels, the bubble of separative consciousness bursts, mergence takes place, and God becomes All in all again.

Tomorrow, let’s look at what the Company of Heaven has to say about this Self, this soul, this prodigal Child of God. Jesus called it the pearl of great price, the great Fish among fish, and the treasure buried in a field.

(Continued in Part 2, tomorrow.)


(1) “You are angels in form, and you have been birthed even prior to that as the essence of One. So you return to that while keeping your magnificent form.” (“The Divine Mother Explains Ascension,” October 5, 2017, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/10/05/the-divine-mother-explains-ascension/.)

(2) Someone may ask, why not beginning and ending with the One, the Holy Father?

The Holy Father (the One, the Absolute, the Transcendental) is still and silent. No one has talked to him or ever will. The only one we can talk to, and the one who will guide us to the Holy Father in her own time, is the Divine Mother, creator, preserver, and transformer of worlds

(3) “Transcript: Universal Mother Mary Discusses the Law of Change, September 3, 2013, Part 1/2,” September 6, 2013, through Linda Dillon, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/09/06/transcript-universal-mother-mary-discusses-the-law-of-change-september-3-2013-part-12/.

(4) I Corinthians 15:24 and 28.


Moments of Ballet. Painting by Chinese artist Stephen Pan


Everything in Balance – Part 5/5 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Everything in Balance – Part 5/5

We conclude our excerpts from a personal reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, from Oct. 18, 2017.

In this excerpt we discuss a readers question as to what safeguards are in place to see that currency exchangers don’t use their money for violent ends.

Thanks to Linda for our reading and to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: Now someone wondered why some currency holders who are not lightworkers wouldn’t use their money to buy guns and go after the cabal.  Can you answer his question, Lord?

Archangel Michael: There is a process that is already underway and, yes, we will tell you what this process is. You see, there is a method to our process!

Let us tell you some of it, the parts you will understand! (Laughing)

In their current situation, they may well think, “If I had $1 million tomorrow I would hire an army of mercenaries, myself included, and I would pick up guns and all kinds of armaments and I would go and I would clean house.”

Now, the first assumption, and it is an erroneous assumption, is that they actually know what it is that they are talking about and who they are talking about. The potential for innocent slaughter, mayhem and grievous injury to self is far too much to allow that to happen, number one.

Number two. … Many of these who are, shall we say, outside the lightworker community feel that they have earned, they deserve and they are entitled to this money.

They do not see it as necessarily something that is divinely orchestrated. Their vision is, “God is blessing me because I am one of the chosen few.” That is not the attitude that we wish to encourage. You know exactly what I’m talking about.

So simultaneous to the, shall we say, extended waiting period that you have been going through, we have not simply been sitting and watching the poker game.

This is why the Mother has renewed her Tsunami of Love and is infusing all of these people, whether they realize it or not, with her clarity, and purity and grace, etc.

And the star family has been working energetically with the Porlana C. There has been a myriad of frequency adjustments that are taking place. Now some are conscious, some are not.

But let us go back to the one who wishes to be a murderer and a killer. When they receive their bounty, as it were, there will be a realization of, “I am free! I can take care of my family and myself and every dream I have ever had.” So that is on the one side.

And then competing with that knowing and feeling is, “Oh, yes and I should go out and do my duty and murder all these people.” Which do you think is going to override?

It is the joy of taking care of one’s family, one’s situations, one’s community, and one’s relative who is dying of leukemia and leaving five kids.

The feeling of “I want to create greater mayhem in my life; I want to pick up a gun and kill, just when I’ve been blessed,” is going to dissipate, and might we say, disappear. We are working on that attitudinal, what we call a frequency or vibrational, adjustment. That will not happen.

It will not be permitted to happen because much of the violence, particularly in the last year or two upon the planet, has been to wake people up. There have been many, many martyrs, the most recent being those in Las Vegas who by soul contract, have chosen to be victims of atrocity in order to wake people up. Not to pick up guns but to awaken compassion and balance and common sense within their being.

There is much more to the reading. We discussed the nature of the Transcendental. We began the discussion of how the Company of Heaven describes the many bodies that we have.  And we discussed the value of working with the universal laws.

But let’s save those for another occasion.

Available to all, for the asking: The same co-creative partnership with the celestials.


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The End of History: Letting Go of Time – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The End of History: Letting Go of Time

How ironic it is that political scientist Francis Fukuyama spoke some time ago about “the end of history” and we here of this generation are presiding over exactly that.

As far as I’m aware, Ascension marks the end of history. There’s no time in the higher dimensions, to the best of my knowledge.

I saw earlier today that any experience of higher dimensionality I’ve ever had has had a quality of timelessness. Or it may be more accurate to say that, in all of them, I lost all track of time. I didn’t notice time and time was not a consideration.

It isn’t that I haven’t been demonstrably outside of time. I have.

During the 1987 vision, when I realized that the car I was driving had not moved an inch in the eight seconds of the vision experience, I had tangible proof that I’d been outside of time.

Nothing like time occurred to me during the six months that I was in transformative love or the three months I was in bliss. Or in peace, mastery, or abundance (as states of consciousness). I never once thought to see if I was inside or outside time. In those states, I had no attention on time.


For me, time is appearing more and more like a constructed state. At the same time I have a schedule to keep so I remain immersed in time.

It’s as if we’re all going back and forth through the Stargate. (1)

On one side of it, time ceases to exist for us. Immersed in love, peace, and bliss, there’s nothing left for us to do but enjoy each other’s company.

On the other side of it lies the remembrance of time, the scheduling of our lives, and the forgetting of transformative love, bliss, and satisfaction. That leads to density and drama and emotionality. And that leads to a loss of balance. (2)

When we come back to this everyday, denser side of Third/Fourth Dimensionality, we don our mask again. We “make up” our personality, reconstruct our constructed self, “put on our face.” And in all that distraction and deception, we easily lose touch with transformative love.


I wouldn’t trade a timeless second in the higher dimensions for anything the world of density has to offer.

I hear the words in my head: Come out of the sluggishness of density.  Come out of vasanas and conditioning. As Kathleen said to me the other day, and it shocked me into awakeness again, hold the balance. Exactly.

Hold the balance, whatever balance means for you, the calm amid the storm. That calmness is natural (sahaja), native to the Fifth Dimension.

Fertilize the soil. Grow your garden. Provide an environment that welcomes higher dimensionality.

One taste of it and we never forget it.  We just spend our days trying to find someone we can share it with.


(1) Stargate, 1994. Kurt Russell, James Spader, at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6dFh77jMlMw

(2) A loss of balance starts our minds becoming active rather than still and prevents our being able to detect and see, or uncover if you prefer, our true nature, our natural Self.


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Everything in Balance – Part 4/5 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


Everything in Balance – Part 4/5

We continue with excerpts from a personal reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, from Oct. 18, 2017.

In this excerpt we discuss how to go about creating a Universal Basic Income for Canada. I look to others to do the same for their own countries.

Thanks to Linda for our reading and to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: I’m planning to give $100,000 to every Canadian but if I’m going to do this kind of thing once with a country, I want to get the amounts right.  Is that an adequate amount to gift or should it be more like $200,000?

Archangel Michael: No. Understand. Yes, of course you are blessing people and you are giving what we would call emergency relief but that does not mean that there isn’t a learning curve for many and it doesn’t matter whether it is Canada or Somalia. There is a learning curve.

Now many are more than adequate financial managers but many are not. Now we are not suggesting that you would even wish or even dream of controlling such a gift, but think of it in this way.

For the ones who considers themselves – and they may well be – brilliant financial managers they may take that money and simply invest it in their stock portfolio. Now that is neither good nor bad but it doesn’t make it active money, if you know what we mean. So there is that issue but you cannot control that.

But then there is the other end of the spectrum and everything in between, where someone just takes the money and wastes it. So they do not have a cushion or a roof over their head and they go out and buy a Mercedes-Benz. Now you can’t control that either.

So this is not about control. This is a spectrum of which we are talking about. People are learning about a new system, a new balance and so you have to meet them where they are living . So there is a huge educational process or aspect.

And we are not suggesting this [educational aspect] is your project because it is not but there is another being whose job it is to teach people the stewardship, the management of resources. There is an assumption that human beings know how to manage and that is simply not true.

Steve: How would I go about this [Universal Basic Income], Lord? Would I just write Prime Minister Trudeau and say, “This is what I would like to do”?

AAM: Yes, that is your starting point. …

Steve: Once I create a company, do I have to let go of the vision from that point on?

AAM: How do you mean, sweet one?

Steve: Well, I create a company and I say that the job is to fund leprosy agencies all over the world and they take on water purification in Thailand instead. Once I create the company do I have to let go of its vision or is that…

AAM: They are not living up to their mandate. If you say that your job is to work with female gender mutilation and you find out that … what they are doing is off track.

Then there has need to be a mechanism and this comes to one of your seven trusted advisors in the way of annual monitoring or a report about how the success is going because encouragement and further inspiration comes from that feedback loop.

It is a male, human tendency to say, “You didn’t do what I am telling you so I’m going to pull the plug.” What you would find in this situation is not pulling the plug, so much as redirect, redirect, and redirect.

Steve: Now the seven trusted advisors, in my mind what I saw was the seven heads of the various companies but it sounds like you’re talking about a sort of a smaller group of dedicated advisors, is that correct?

AAM: That is correct.

Steve: Then, if I want to do a second instance of this, should I go to a third country, not the United States but another country.

AAM: We would suggest you go to Iceland.

(Concluded in Part 5, tomorrow.)



Everything in Balance – Part 3/5 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Everything in Balance – Part 3/5

We continue with excerpts from a personal reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, from Oct. 18, 2017.

In this excerpt, we discuss how to say “no” to some proposals without falling into a conflict of interest.

Thanks to Linda for our reading and to Dana for our transcript.

Archangel Michael: What you are doing is you are entrusting [my financial advisers] to act with, and on, your behalf.

So, for example, when one comes forward and says I have this project and I have done my due diligence. I have done my, shall we say, my cultural assessment and there are things that have need to be adjusted but this area is ready to go.

Now your concern – I won’t call it worry – your concern would be, “Oh, I am not sure. I am not sure. I better have an assessment done.” Not necessarily. In your body, in your heart, in your gut, in your mind, if you feel that this is a “yes,” then simply go for it. So in this way what you are doing is sharing that authority.

Steve Beckow: Let me stop you there, Lord, if you don’t mind. As long as my decision is a “yes, I will go with this project,” there’s no cause for concern. But I worry that if the decision is a “no” and it’s based upon my consulting my insides, I leave myself open to the charge from people that I’m just funding what I like and not what I don’t like.

So I lean towards having a defined process for the “no’s” so that people can be satisfied that they’ve been given a fair hearing, fair consideration. Do you know what I am saying?

AAM: You are afraid of being judged.

Steve: Yes, well, not I per se but the Michelangelo Fund, yes. I fear the charge that the people that are making the decisions are just doing it on the basis of how they feel.

AAM: It is not and you have misunderstood me then.

Steve: Oh, I know, you didn’t say do it on the basis of how you feel. I know that but it’s the perception I have to worry about, legally. It’s the perception of a conflict of interest that triggers downstream events. Lack of impartiality is also a perception. In human law, it’s not necessarily the act that triggers the legal investigation. It’s doing things that give rise to the perception of a conflict of interest or lack of impartiality.

AAM: But you are also erecting potentialities of conflict of interest or disagreement just by thinking of it.

Now, this is important. When you have this sense of “no,” then between you and your trusted advisor and perhaps a third trusted advisor within this cadre, sit down – and I’m not talking months or years – sit down and examine where does this “no” come from?

If it is coming from a deep realization that this could be a hornet’s nest (1) then there is a decision to be made of whether the transformation of that organization [under consideration] is worth the effort or whether they need to be put aside to do their work a little further and then come back to you.

Now this is something that you’re going to find often happens. You’re going to say, not flat-out “No,” but “No, not right now.”

Because think of this: Your immediate “yes’s” are those that are grounded in the plethora of organizational checkboxes, if you would, that have need to be met in order to say “Yes, let’s go.”

If there is a percentage of “No’s” and lack of readiness, (not compliance) but readiness (and there is a difference) then there needs to be a “You have some work to do. We suggest you work on A, B, C and D and come back to us when you have.” (2)

There is no shortage, absolutely none, of areas [in the world] that need to be addressed. And so what you are doing with your, “No, not now” is you don’t want to begin any foundation or any project [yourself], let me be very clear about this, where there is so much groundwork to be done. (3)

Not initially, because what happens then is you become bogged down, overwhelmed and feel as if the task at hand becomes insurmountable. So think of it in this way, both for you, for your team, for the organization and for the planet, you need a few wins under your belt. (4)

When you feel that there is a potential conflict of interest, then bring it to your trusted team of seven, for a vote. Stand back, declare yourself, recuse yourself and let them take the direction. In this way you avoid that pitfall of feeling that you are putting yourself, exposing yourself to these kinds of charges.


(1) Say, the organization is known to be a front for the cabal.

(2) All very helpful to a guy with minimal business background.

(3) He and Gabrielle have said that we should take small steps at first so as not to overwhelm myself. Do the things right now that can be easily done. Get our feet wet. Work out the kinks. And then get bigger.

(4) Get grounded first. Get some experience under your belt.


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Everything in Balance – Part 2/5 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Divine Light art by Pradeesh K – Emerging Indian Artist


Everything in Balance – Part 2/5

We continue with Archangel Michael’s comments in a personal reading with me through Linda Dillon on Oct. 18, 2017.

I want you to see the fabric of our relationship. The closeness that exists between us is available to you too. Not perhaps through readings but through an inner relationship that will develop the more love we give to it.

After the Reval, we financial wayshowers may be looking for a place to turn to, in addition to our guides of course. The archangels are showing us that they’re prepared to work with us.

Yes, I can speak to Michael through Linda, and thereby we get to know about the celestials’ willingness and ways. But some day I may not be able to speak to him. And this will be the only record of this kind of partnership. So I think there’s value in sharing it while we have it.

I can’t tell you how helpful and reassuring these conversations are for me.  Thanks to Dana for our transcript and to Linda for our reading.

Archangel Michael: You are doing well. Now it does not mean that you put on blinkers or that you put your head into the sand in denial of what is transpiring. But what you are doing, sweet one, is you are filtering it and this is important for every single light worker to do.

You are filtering it through, and with (sometimes using the filter, sometimes using the magnifying glass) of what it means, what this unfoldment means in the bigger, broader depth of understanding of what you would frame as spiritual truth and principles. (1)

That is absolutely necessary.

Steve Beckow: Please help me understand the philosophical principles underlying the universal laws. That’s the gold ring as far as I’m concerned.

AAM: It is the gold ring and yes, of course I will help you. In fact, all of us will help you, including Sanat Kumara. You know that he is the planetary logos and so there is a great deal at his feet at the moment. [Chuckles.] So yes, we will all pitch in, sweet Angel.

Where do you wish to begin for there is much to cover? …

Steve: Well, if we could start with post-Reval…  I’d like to have time to write so I’m trying to create the Michelangelo Fund so that it allows that.

I’m planning to use it to fund foundations and existing networks rather than projects and people. (2) Projects and people would have me busy from morning till night and I’m hoping that this other strategy won’t.

But I don’t want to set things up so that I’m a bottleneck in throughput; in other words, I don’t want there to be a lot of money building up behind me but I haven’t found enough outlets for that money.

So could you talk to me a bit about that? What am I missing here or what am I failing to see in all of this?

AAM: What you are doing, sweet one, is you are going into your feelings of lack and limitation and you are seeing yourself with what you are feeling or thinking is responsibility. You are seeing yourself as insufficient.

Now, you are not, nor do you choose to be, what you have termed a bottleneck, a logjam. We have suggested to you on several occasions that you will surround yourself with a very small cadre of people and these are people whom in the physical realm you … we … are choosing wisely. I like to think that we are choosing wisely!

Steve: And if I’m not choosing wisely you will stop me, right?

AAM: Yes, and the [employment] choices for this cadre are based on both heart and intellect decisions. Not simply because they are a good person and you like them. But also because they have the talent, abilities and experience to address the sector, the area that they are being entrusted with. That [should be] the area of their expertise.

Now these people [are] seven as we have said. (3) There is an importance in this [number] because it is manageable. It is not because it is simply eighth-dimensional or a sacred balance; it is also manageable. What you are doing with these people is sharing; not handing over [to them], but empowering them.

Now what does this empowerment mean? It means, sweet angel, that you’re actually, literally giving them your trust. This is hard for you. Do not think all the challenges are said and done because you’ve had a payday. That is not the case.

Steve: I think I’m beginning to get a sense of that!

AAM: Yes, you are.

In the next post in this series, we discuss Universal Basic Income,.


(1) What the Divine Plan is, who the Mother is, who Gaia is, what Earth’s role is in the universal Ascension also unfolding, who the Company of Heaven is, what Ascension is part of – the Twelve Dimensions and the Transcendental – where the universal laws fit, etc.

(2) The Hope Chest will be separate from the Michaelangelo Fund (although the Michaelangelo Fund will set it up and get it operational). It will fund projects and people.

(3) Seven feels right to me too.

He actually increased the number over time from five to seven and assisted me (as you’ll see in a future installment) as well by distinguishing between seven advisers and the heads of the organizations (Michaelangelo Fund, Golden Age of Gaia, Hope Chest, etc.).  Previously I thought the five had to include the heads of organizations and that felt tight.

These new developments bring the total number to around twelve and that also feels right.


Divine Light art by Pradeesh K – Emerging Indian Artist


There’s Memory Loss and There’s Memory Loss – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


There’s Memory Loss and There’s Memory Loss

In the course of an installment of Heavenly Blessings, host Suzi Maresca asked Sanat Kumara:

“I was going to ask if it would be accurate to say that there’s less of me – or what I would call my awareness – that dwells here in this dimension, presumably somewhere in the 4th, resulting in a sort of memory loss?

“I’ve had conversations that I don’t even remember and it feels like I’m on autopilot to do most of the daily requirements for life as we know it. So I do look forward to having full awareness restored at some point. Can you offer any idea of what needs to take place before that happens?” (1)

Good question, Suzi. If it gets much worse for me … well, I can’t imagine it getting much worse.

Almost everyone I know is afflicted with some degree of memory loss. What’s with it?

Suzanne Lie’s Arcturians attributed it in part to staying in the Now and advised us to go to our multidimensional selves rather than our Third-Dimensional memories.


“Yes, that is an initial adjustment, which you will now be able to work through by channeling the energy – in this case your thoughts—through your crown and directly from your brain.

“In other words, the next time you forget something, instead of searching your physical brain, go directly to the ‘external hard drive’ of your Multidimensional mind.” (2)

Sanat Kumara gave a similar explanation in answer to Suzi’s question and assured us that short-term memory loss was only temporary.

Sanat Kumara: So what is happening is your awareness, conscious, unconscious, subconscious, and what we would call spiritual heart consciousness, is expanding. So it is as if the floodgates are truly opening and in that, because there is such a breadth, there are things that you will not recall because you have not brought the wholeness of your attention, either to that action or to that conversation, because there was a larger part of you elsewhere doing something that you deemed more important.

Suzi Maresca: Right.

SK: Now, is this a permanent state of affairs? No.

SM: Oh good.

SK: The memory will become sharper. But I must tell you, there are times when beings have said to me “Well, Sanat Kumara, do you not remember we had this conversation, it was about 1,000 years ago on CeeCeeCee?” [Laughter] And I must tell you, dear heart, I haven’t the foggiest.

Now, as they remind me, it comes back. I do remember the imprint of the being that is speaking to me, their lustrous beauty, and to me that’s all that counts, unless it was actually anchoring a new planet, or anchoring a higher state of being. Sometimes, the details do escape you. (3)

In one reading with me, Archangel Michael explained my own memory loss, which was happening as far back as 2012:

“And so it is not just the eradication of memory, it is the putting of memory or events ― if I can put it that way ― into their proper perspective.

“Now, I do not mean that your memory is eradicated permanently. But what you are doing right now … and by the way what each of you either have or will experience is a period where all the attention and all the focus of your being is exactly where it has need to be, which is on you, which is on who you are, your essence ― not just your form, for that is incidental; beautiful, precious, but incidental ― and the focus becomes you and the One and the place of being.

“And in that place of being is the love, is the place of connection, where the events, the intricacies, the back-and-forthing basically disappears.

“Now, does it disappear permanently? No. You will have that restoration and that understanding, but for the moment you are exactly where you need to be.” (4)

In later readings, I received his assurance that my memory’s power would return.

Steve Beckow: As I move into that higher-dimensional way of being, will my memory begin to function again?

Archangel Michael: Yes, it will. (5)


Archangel Michael: Your memory, as you call it, will return, adjusted yes, somewhat adjusted because there is a great deal that human beings spend all their time remembering…

Steve Beckow: … that they should forget.

AAM: That is correct. When we say it will be adjusted, that is what we mean.

You may remember very clearly what happened 600 years ago and not remember what you had for breakfast two days ago and that is absolutely fine. (6)

Michael may be referring to a more general memory wipe that happens after Ascension.  This second memory loss won’t be the suppression of the memory itself, but rather a wiping away of individual memories, as Aisha North’s sources suggest.

“For your memory will be wiped clean of all of the duress, and you will not waste another second thinking ‘what if’ or ‘why did I do that’ or ‘why not sooner.’ For then you will begin anew, and you will focus all your energy on creating, not on tearing down or even feeling remorse.

“For that is when you start with a clean slate, and you will have all the colours in the Universe to choose from when you start to make your own first image of the life you are about to start living.” (7)

This broader memory wipe is a necessary element of building Nova Earth, Archangel Michael explains:

“The first element of Nova Earth is the complete eradication of the old. Now, let us suggest to you that much has been done. The last decades, and certainly the last two years, have not been for naught.

“You have let go and cleansed so much, to the point where your generosity has shone not only to us but throughout the galaxies and all over the planet.

“But it is elimination until it is a vague memory, the way it is in so many of the other galaxies.” (8)

Thus, we’ll be going through stages of memory loss. While we’re in Third/Fourth Dimensionality, we’ll have a loss of the ability to remember short-term, for many reasons.

We’ll have it because the flow of information is overwhelming our memories.

As well, we’ll have it because memory loss is designed to help us leave the linear, conceptual Third and enter the flowing, here-and-now Fifth.

It also allows us to relax as much as possible in the face of the chaos around us and to focus more on Ascension than on any drama in our lives.

This type of memory loss we may feel uncomfortable with as long as we’re focused on Third/Fourth Dimensional reality.

However, after Ascension, our memory capability will return but individual Third-Dimensional memories may be eradicated.

Given that we’ll then live in the experience of love, bliss, and joy, I don’t think we’ll feel uncomfortable with this type of memory loss.

I’ve lived in the space of “real” love and bliss for months and can personally vouch that I had very little need of my memory while in it.

Experiencing the divine states I just mentioned leaves a person feeling totally satisfied and not in need of anything save more of the state itself.


(1) “Sanat Kumara Suggests Concrete Ways to use Universal Laws in Our Daily Lives…,” Sept. 13, 2014, athttps://counciloflove.com/2014/09/sanat-kumara-suggests-concrete-ways-to-use-universal-laws-in-our-daily-lives/.

(2) An Unexpected Conversation with the Arcturians. Channeled by Suzanne Lie. May 28, 2015. http://suzanneliephd.blogspot.co.uk/.

They continue:

“Remember, it was your external hard drive that held all that you had entered into your computer. Therefore, when your computer crashed, you could restore everything that you had lost.

“Now your ‘computer’ is so full, that you have had to store your information on the hard drive and in the Cloud, as the capacity of your computer (3D brain) is insufficient to hold all that information and creativity within your mind.”.

(3) “Sanat Kumara Suggests Concrete Ways,” ibid.

(4) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, July 25, 2012.

(5) Archangel Michael in a personal reading, ibid., Jan. 20, 2017.

(6) Archangel Michael in a personal reading, ibid., May 10, 2017.

(7) “Aisha North: The Manuscript of Survival – Part 303,” April 26, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2013/04/aisha-north-the-manuscript-of-survival-part-303/.

(8) “Archangel Michael: You’re Building the New Reality of Gaia,” Jan. 21, 2013, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/building-nova-earth-toward-a-world-that-works-for-everyone/nova-earth-society/archangel-michael-youre-building-the-new-reality-of-gaia/.


Everything in Balance – Part 1/5 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Everything in Balance – Part 1/5

I’ve just had a reading with Archangel Michael through Linda Dillon, a scheduled reading, in which we discussed post-Reval and related matters a fair amount.

The old paradigm is to play our cards close to our chest and not discuss our business strategy. The larger the enterprise, the more secretive we are.

But that doesn’t help very much when we’re doing something as new and unconventional as building Nova Earth.

I discuss my business strategy in these next few posts and disclose the conversations I have behind the scenes with my co-creative partner, Archangel Michael, who is co-creative partner to many, I’m sure.

In the five posts, what you’ll hear are conversations between him and I, some of which he initiates and some of which I do. I don’t usually post the laudatory words he says at the beginning of our exchange, but understanding the depth to which a partnership like this goes is important, I think.

If you see what’s possible and get that you too could be in partnership with the celestials, then we will have done our job because I think one of the purposes of our collaboration is to show other lightworkers that the celestials want to work with us.

On some occasions he’s said to me, dear friend, do you know who you’re talking to?  Yes, I do. I don’t call him “Lord” for nothing. He’s unlimited in what he can do and he’s the one I serve.

Finally, he’s so intimately loving – and he only lets out as much as he thinks you can handle – that working with him is the best part of Ascension.

Serving such a far-sighted, open-hearted, gentle being is a tremendous privilege for me, one that’s open to everyone.

These are Michael’s unsolicited, introductory comments in a private reading Oct. 18, 2017.

Thanks to Dana for our transcript. Linda Dillon is the channel. What would we do without you, Linda?

AAM: Greetings, I am Michael

Steve: Greetings, Lord

AAM: Welcome, beloved friend, brother, ally, steward. Welcome to this precious time.

Yes, we are always together. In some ways we are like Siamese twins! But it is important and it is a gift on both sides, on all sides, that we have this moment in time to converse.

We have had many such moments. And some you may recall and some you do not. It matters not because it is like a family. It is like a sacred partnership. It is like your [sacred] partnership with Kathleen in some ways.

When you live with somebody and they say to you, “Would you like a glass of water? Would you like a cup of coffee? What time are you going to bed?” you do not remember the depth or the enormity of that exchange. It is part of cohabitation and what you sweetly call “life.”

But the fact that there is such intimacy, such knowing in those very questions, in the harmony of existence, in the ebb and flow of every day, is sacred and beautiful. It is an enormous gift. (1)

So I do not come this day to ask you if you would like a cup of coffee…

Steve: At Starbucks!

AAM: Yes! And it is not, by the way, on the forbidden list. (2)

Everything in balance. Everything in moderation. That is how one proceeds in creating Nova Earth and Nova Community. (3)

It is paying attention to what is truly important and that is what you have been doing, by the way. There is no distraction of bringing energy – or the energy of judgment or criticism – to that which is not vitally important.

So, yes, of course I have been fully present in our conversation of yesterday (AHWAA, Oct. 19, 2017). But for example, it is not important whether you have one cup of coffee or two. Now if you’re having 12, that is interfering with your own sacred space but the discussion about that is not really important. (4)

What is important is, “Do I wish other people harm? How do I proceed in the creation of Nova Earth?” So it is putting the attention and the energy exactly where it belongs. (5)

You have been diving deep and discovering and rediscovering and expanding enormously your joy of the spiritual understanding of how things work, how you work, how we work, how the universe works. (6)

The outer shell, if we can call it that, of the daily news (and we do not wish to minimize what is occurring in the physical realm, particularly with Gaia) but that has not been, and is not, the source of your joy and peace.

So what you have done in many ways, and what you are doing in many ways, is bringing yourself back and that is very important, by choice, by free will, by the assumption of your divine authority, to what brings you joy. (7)

So it is not born of a frustration of, “Oh, there is not enough happening” even though it [the world?] is in many ways collapsing around you. It is born more of a joy of seeking what is truly of value and important to you and to your journey. So in this, sweet angel, I commend thee.

Let’s stop there for tloday.

One of my roles, part of my sacred purpose is to serve as Everyman. What he says to me, he says to you as well.

He can be in a gazillion places at once, fully, and yet you can hear how he relates in one place to his “partner.” Anyone can be his partner. Why not you?

What a joy it is to serve such a “Mighty One.”

There’s so much else in the reading that’s very helpful and I know by the way he talks when he wants me to share what he says with readers. So I’ll post more excerpts over the next few days.

Thank you again to Linda, who makes it possible for us to hear these things.


(1) Michael, who only briefly inhabits forms, as both Kathleen and I have witnessed, appears to be projecting his consciousness into our world to “know” our world – trying it on, so to speak.

But we angels who inhabit form have the actual experience. We are angels in form, experiencing “life” in physical bodies, as was the Divine Mother’s plan.

(2) He’s just anticipated a question I was going to ask him about the source of my weight gain. Is it Starbucks Frappacinos?

(3) Here, for a second time, Michael is answering a question on my order paper without me asking it.

Ostensibly answering my unspoken question, in actuality he provides me with the basis of a business philosophy.

I intended to ask him for the philosophy beneath the individual universal laws – that’s what my original question for this reading was – and he’s just volunteered it for me without my asking.

Everything in balance. Everything in moderation.  Those two sentences speak volumes. They hook up to the laws, which are all about balance. They are the essence of the Buddha’s teachings. The balance point is the heart, which is the Self.  That’s all I need to build on. Thank you, Lord. I can take it from here.

(4) It’s true, but not important.

(5) Exactly. Do I wish my actions to cause harm to other people? No. Then some degree of vigilance is required by the nature of the work. But attention needs to remain on what’s important. Another element of a basic business philosophy.

(6) “Putting the Puzzle Together,” 

(7) Research and writing bring me joy. I’ve moderated and redesigned my post-Reval activities, in concert with him, to allow me a reasonable amount of time for writing.



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What are Creation Codes and How do They Work? – Part 3/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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What are Creation Codes and How do They Work? – Part 3/3

(Concluded from Part 2.)

Unified Forces of the Outer Galaxies science officer Serenia discussed the creation codes in 2013.

Her discussion is so relevant that I include it at length here.

From “Albert Einstein and Science Officer Serenia address the universal grid and our collective oneness,” April 2, 2013, at http://counciloflove.com/2013/04/albert-einstein-and-science-officer-serenia-address-the-universal-grid-and-our-collective-oneness/.

When last I have spoken to you, I have talked about our mission, our current mission, and there are several of us, of the fleet — and I mean ships when I say “us” — that are working on the downloading of both scientific and healing… ‘formulas’ is our word, and the only word that you would understand, onto the Earth, into the Earth, into the air, into the water, and thereby into each one of you. And part of what we would like to discuss this day is how this download of these formulas work.

Now, you are correct, dear Geoffrey, when you say you do not know what you do not know. It would be like asking a student of languages to understand the most complex physics formula. The term that we would use to describe our formulas in human terms would be organic physics or biological physics, but they include elements of what you think of as your various bodies — so, your emotional, your physical, your mental, your causal, and so on.

Now, we have said and Michael, our beloved brother, has spoken to you, as has Sanat Kumara, about the unified grid. We are all part of one universal grid. There is no separation. The rifts, the tears, the rents in that grid have long since been repaired — yes, by the mighty ones, the archangels, and we in service to the Mother and to you, and to ourselves as well.

So when we speak of the universal grid and how everything, everything travels upon it, you simply think of a giant fishnet, or an internet, upon which all information travels. Our formulas have symbols and inclusions and compounds that you do not have the science understanding as yet to comprehend. But just because you do not know or are not yet fully familiar, because many of you have been seeing these symbols, in the air, in your eyes, on your forehead, just because you do not understand in a mental capacity, or your science does not understand in a fully mental capacity, the meaning of these symbols and formulas does not mean, for purposes of our conversation, that you do not understand them.

Now, think of one formula, let us say for clean water, because this, on our side and on yours, is a universal theme at the moment. It is front and center in terms of our priority lists and yours as well. Say the formula for water that we bring and transmit energetically, electronically, magnetically, onto the planet of Gaia, into the trees, the people, the Earth, the soil, the rocks, and the water, because we do not simply clean water by focusing on water; there is water in everything, as you well know — that formula could be hundreds of miles long.

Now, think of that formula as an accordion. So we squeeze that accordion together and now the formula can be — and we do it both ways, by the way — can be about, oh, a millimeter thick. All the information is still contained within. Now, sometimes in our ships we transmit the formulas, say, across the length of the Pacific Ocean, and we do not shrink it, and it is like a magnificent symphony just floating down into the water, into the waves, into the marine life of all forms, and into the heart of Gaia.

Then there are other moments when we do that shrinkage, and we will simply drop it into an area that has particular need, or into an individual who has particular need. Dehydration… you do not always understand this, but we would suggest that most — and we are talking high, very high percentages here; about 90 percent of humanity, and we mean the collective of hybrids, et cetera — are to some extent dehydrated. So, what we do when we are dropping this formula within you, we are not only cleansing, repairing, increasing the vibration in frequency within your being, we are also increasing, and basically what you would think of as hydrating, you. So the formula has many elements within it.

Now, when we speak of the formulas for water, for example, the waters within you are not simply electromagnetic conductors for physicality and for health and well-being, they are also the conductors of your emotional field, the stimulus for inspiration, ideas, mental processes. This is why you have such an expression of being “in the flow.”

Now, also what we want to share with you, just to give you an overview of these attunements, infusions, gifts that we are bringing forth, if you were to think that somehow the hundred miles of formula somehow got chopped up, separated like the links on a bracelet, it does not matter. Because the way we work — and, dear hearts, the reason I am saying this is to show you and to remind you — is how you work. Each element of the formula contains the entire formula. It is embedded and programmed that way. So there is no possibility of interruption or manipulation… or misapplication.

Why am I so emphatic about this? Because we want you to have the same understanding as brothers and sisters of the stars that each of you are, of your own genetic codes and your own divinity. You are also in every particle of your being, in every subatomic particle of your being, in every droplet and speck of water that is within you. The entire formula of your divinity is contained there within. It is anchored in your heart. The knowing and the experience and the truth and the love is anchored as your go-to place within your heart, within where we would say your heart consciousness rests. And that is exactly where it also rests within us, regardless of whether we are fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, eighth dimensional beings. That similarity is consistent throughout this universe. So often you forget this.

Now, yes, the Council of Love has taught you to anchor, to go, to be, to rest, to operate — as do we — from your heart. But it would be a misunderstanding or an incomplete understanding to not realize that your formula is included in every speck of your being, from the skin on the bottom of your foot, to every hair in your head, to your spine, to your organs, to your blood.

So, then you say to me, “Well, Serenia, if this is so…” — and I assure you, dear hearts, it is — “…then why are you sending and adding these formulas, these upgrades, as it were, to humans and to the planet? Because surely if all the divinity is within every particle of my being, so it is with the mountains, the trees, the oceans, the animals.” And I say, yes, it is.

Why we are doing this is to awaken all of this, to restore, to raise up. It is perfect that we are having this discussion at a point where you are awakening and where in many parts of your world it is spring, a time of rejuvenation — yes, even as what some people think of as resurrection. We do not particularly use this term because we believe you are already, as are we, resurrected. But it is an awakening, it is a gentle shake. So it is the revitalization, organic, powerful. And it is not simply for the human beings, although I have spoken of you, because we love you so much, but it is also for the soil.

So in many ways what we are doing is reinserting and reawakening that memory of perfection. So, for example, for soil that has been mutilated and filled with pesticides or poisons or radiation, the formulas heal it and bring it not only to what it may have been originally, but to an even higher vibration. So soil can be soil, but it can also in many ways fulfill its desire to grow things, because that is part and parcel of what soil does. It laughs and plays when the plant life joins with it, when the devas and the fairies go back to dance upon it because it is clean and pristine. It is what we are primarily doing with your air and with your water.


Tree of Transformation by Heaven On Earth Silks


What are Creation Codes and How do They Work? – Part 2/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


What are Creation Codes and How do They Work? – Part 2/3


(Continued from Part 1, yesterday.)

The Arcturians through Jill Amariah Mara point to sacred-geometrical symbols that have been designed to activate our codes:

“We are Arcturians of 6th dimensional consciousness.  We relay to you the meaning and awareness that these graphic symbols can provoke in the viewers being.  Each is coded with a particular pattern that aligns with a specific frequency that is encoded in the potential of each human being.” (1)

They remind us that “the extent to which this design can be decoded depends on the level of consciousness the viewer has obtained.” (2)

Our twelve DNA strands contains the codes for our new lightbodies.

“These [12 DNA] strands are an energetic blue print for the new luminous human being.  As you elevate into a lighter vibratory rate, your strands become activated.  This diagram speaks to the energetic DNA and codes them for activity.” (3)

Celia Fenn describes the kinds of codes she says were activated in 2015. Her discussion is illustrative of how codes may be used in bringing about the stages of our consciousness shift:

“The New Solar Light Codes are being installed, and a New Beginning awaits the Planet.

“This will be followed on the 4th April with a Total Lunar Eclipse and Full Moon, where the Water Element will be the dominant transformational element. The Lunar Codes will be imprinted on the Cosmic Waters and the Waters of Earth to bring forth a ‘New Creation’ and a ‘New Heaven and a New Earth’….

“At the same time, all living beings readjust their inner time keeping mechanisms to allow themselves to connect with the deep changes in seasonal and elemental energy that is taking place. This is even more powerful when there is a New Moon, which is also a Fire Moon (Phoenix), and when that Fire Moon is also in Eclipse, allowing New Planetary Solar Codes to be integrated into the Cycles of Solar Light in the Solar/Solaris system. …

“In the Physical Body, you will be receiving Fire Codes or Solar Light Codes via the Pineal Gland and into the Light Body and the Physical Body. This is an intense Gold and Diamond Light that activates very strongly. You may experience these activations as an intense Joy and Ecstasy, as the Golden and Diamond energies activate on the cellular levels. …

“At this time, the energy of water will be powerfully recoded with the Light Codes of Diamond Creation; the Creation Codes for the New Earth. A New Tree of Life is emerging on the Earth!” (4)

Sanat gives us an illustration of how we might invoke the Law of Give and Receive to activate codes:

“When you are cooking supper, you invoke, as you begin, you invoke the Law of Give and Receive so you are receiving all the blessings, all the codes. …

“So into the food – you think of it as programming water; it is a variation on this – … first you receive all the blessings from Gaia, from the elementals, from the food itself, and the Love is flowing in. So if something has been sitting on the shelf for a day or two, it is reactivated to its full potential.

“So then you are working and the joy of creating that meal is a million-fold greater. And then when you give the food, whether it is to yourself, to your family, to your dog, it is a gift, and the energy, because it is in alignment with this Law that you have invoked at the beginning, so then you are receiving, you are giving, and then you are receiving, then you are giving gratitude, then you are receiving back our gratitude – it is an infinity flow.” (5)

Archangel Michael through Ronna Herman says that the right codes will be activated when our time to act approaches.

“You, the STARSEED, have joined with many groups, large and small, throughout the universe, and you have accepted special assignments which were to be carried out as a group in various locations and at specific times.

“We have mentioned before that you have been encoded with time or event triggers within your Diamond Core God Cell, which have been or will be activated at the designated time or when a specific part of the Grand Plan was to be initiated.” (6)

Thus, the higher-dimensional galactic societies and celestials here to help us embed these ubiquitous creation codes, which are sequences of numbers, into their messages to activate our hidden potentialities, help us with our agreed-upon missions, and bring our new, awakened life into being by the activation of these codes.

They encode their messages with a particular pattern that aligns with a specific frequency that is encoded in the potential of each human being.

Love alone, which is the basis of all that is, is prior to coding.

Our DNA contains the codes for our new lightbodies. When all is in divine timing, these codes will be activated. Other codes activate other potentialities to bring about the shift in consciousness upon this planet that fulfills the Divine Mother’s Plan for the New Age.

In the last part of this series, we let science officer Serenia discuss at length how using these codes, which she calls “formulas,” work.


(1) “Arcturian Transformation Tools,” through Jill Amaria Mara, Sept. 17, 2017, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/09/17/arcturian-transformation-tools/

(2) Loc. cit.

(3) Loc. cit.’

(4) “Celia Fenn: The Phoenix Rising: Equinox and Eclipses March/April 2015,” 

(5) Sanat Kumara Suggests Concrete Ways to use Universal Laws in Our Daily Lives…,” Sept. 13, 2014, at https://counciloflove.com/2014/09/sanat-kumara-suggests-concrete-ways-to-use-universal-laws-in-our-daily-lives/.

(6) “Archangel Michael: Law of the Circle. Law of the Triangle,” October 5, 2010, at https://sbeckow.wordpress.com/2010/10/05/archangel-michael-law-of-the-circle-law-of-the-triangle/.



What are Creation Codes and How do They Work? – Part 1/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


What are Creation Codes and How do They Work? – Part 1/3

As the Federation of Light reminded us through Blossom Goodchild, “everything upon your Planet has coding. Your planet is ‘run’ by codes … should we say.” (1)

What is coding? The Federation explains:

Federation: Codes are a sequence of numbers.

Blossom: I am seeing an image like that at the beginning of The Matrix movie.’

F: Precisely. We would even go as far as to say … that if, by way of explanation … you were to be given some ‘magical glasses’ … you would see your entire air/energy/atmosphere full of these codes … changing all the time, as on a computer screen … for within every breath … a different code is put in place. …

B: So, is it alive?

F: We would say ‘Yes’. Although, it is not of course ‘alive’ as in your human spirit. It does not have a spirit per se … Yet, it has Energy because it … itself … IS Energy. The format of IT … deduces Energy form.

It conducts Energy into particular forms … via codings….

It never stops. If it was to STOP … EVERYTHING would shut down. (2)

The Federation embeds coding within their messages to us, they tell us:

“We have embedded within the words … a sort of coding, which when ‘hit home’ by the souls depth of heart … allows the Purest recognition of the ‘self’ to resonate and understand. Sometimes, oft times, on a level that isn’t yet fully comprehended. …

“Energy … and as you know … ONLY ENERGY exists … and within all Energy there is coding in order to allow something, an object … a feeling … anything/everything to be what it is.” (3)

Sanat Kumara through Linda Dillon agrees with Blossom’s source:

“Everything in Creation is codes, dear heart. …  There are many combinations and permutations of those codes.” (4)

Archangel Gabriel through Shanta Gabriel says that the coding is stored in our “electrical systems”:

“Many people are feeling internal energy moving like electrical charges igniting their internal frequencies as the DNA shifts align your energy fields in new and powerful ways. This is because the vibrational codes are held within your electrical system.” (5)

Does the coding work faster depending on intention and activity?

“If someone … is deep in creation of ‘something new’ … then the coding goes into ‘full steam ahead’ because it is ‘figuring out’ the ‘design code’ for that particular creation for that person.

“We are one step ahead of you Blossom, for you are thinking ‘Isn’t everything already out-there/done/created? Don’t we just bring it into physical creation?’

“And the answer is Yes. EVERYTHING is already, indeed created. Yet … in order for an individual to bring it forth … the code of that particular ‘invention’ … firstly by coded thought … has to then be calculated by the code of the creation … and then adapted to merge with the code of the creator!” (6)

Does love come with a coding?

Federation: LOVE in its Highest Purest original form is not coded. It simply is LOVE.

Blossom: Yet, it is an Energy is it not?

F: Yes. Yet a finer/finest Energy of itself that does not require coding to manifest ‘life/things.’


ALL that comes from it … IS created into existence through thought power. (7)

Archangel Gabriel/Gabrielle through Shanta Gabriel explained that codes for awakening were activated after 2012:

“All of life is experiencing Year One of New Life Awakening on Earth. Throughout these past weeks you have been activated by the new codes for this awakening within the Sacred Geometry emblazoned across the starry realms.” (8)

These sacred numbers form a sacred geometrical design, Gabriel tells us:

“This Sacred Geometry acts as a Divine Matrix permeating the energy fields within and around the Earth and is coded with the Blueprint of Divine Perfection. As you align with this blueprint through the Sacred Geometry within your Light-body field, you may feel the pieces click together within you like an etheric Rubik’s Cube.” (9)

She elaborates on how the codes are activating our awakening process:

“The encoded light particles embedded in the waves of Light moving like a Tsunami of Change over your planet, hold the most Divine Frequencies and are activating the codes of Awakening that you hold within your DNA. Your being is responding in ways you have never experienced as these new levels of Light-encoded energies move though you. …

“The awakening codes are inviting you to see from a higher perspective, to lift your eyes and your awareness to higher understandings. You invite this new level to you with your thoughts and emotions. It takes only a gentle focus for you to come into Divine Understanding.” (10)

(Continued in Part 2, tomorrow.)


(1) “The Federation of Light: September 8, 2016,” channeled by Blossom Goodchild at http://www.blossomgoodchild.com/index.html?page=BG288sept8.html.

(2) “Loc. cit.

(3) Loc. cit.

(4) Sanat Kumara Suggests Concrete Ways to use Universal Laws in Our Daily Lives…,” Sept. 13, 2014, at https://counciloflove.com/2014/09/sanat-kumara-suggests-concrete-ways-to-use-universal-laws-in-our-daily-lives/.

(5) Archangel Gabriel: The Codes for New Life Awakening on Earth, channeled by Shanta Gabriel, August 29, 2013 at http://www.TheGabrielMessages.com

(6) Loc. cit.

(7) Loc. cit.

(8) Archangel Gabriel: The Codes for New Life Awakening on Earth,” Ibid.

(9) Loc. cit.

(10) Loc. cit.



Second Past-Life Vasana – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Bridge of Glory by Nicholas Roerich


Second Past-Life Vasana

Immediately that brought up a vasana. The triggering process is getting that quick and my radar is getting finer and finer.

I saw that I had fierce, unreasoning loyalties – at times. Very selectively. Once I really bond with someone, as I have with my brother for instance, I’m fiercely loyal. (I think many of us are, really, but I don’t know.)

And when I said I had fallen in love with Sanat, a fierce loyalty to Michael came up. Anyone who looks like they might come between me and Michael, I practically snarl at.

This is the same way it was for anyone who came between me and my brother.  My relationship with my brother seems to me to have been  preparation for my relationship with Michael.

But the vasana goes much farther back than this lifetime. I get a resonance or fit with my past life as an army general in ancient times.

This is a second instance of a past-life vasana.  The other was associated with a life as a medieval monk. (1)

The general was fiercely loyal to his father.  Blind, unreasoning loyalty, it feels like, when I really let it out.

That’s remarkable for me because it’s totally different from my experience in this lifetime. Maybe it took this pronounced a swing of the pendulum to counter this fierce loyalty towards my father in that earlier life.

This fierceness I recognize as his, not “mine,” so to speak. It doesn’t belong in this lifetime.

Wow. What a brick wall he was.

I don’t concentrate on past lives, but I can’t ignore this one as I walk the spiritual path of awareness.


Here’s another vasana that went off perhaps a half hour after the first and it was related.

In my musings, I heard myself say:

“If you pit me against anyone, you know I will go with the underdog.”

I was remembering a spat between two friends years ago.

And again I felt this same fierceness, interestingly enough. The two vasanas are linked by the feeling of fierceness.

When I work with a vasana, I entertain all possibilities. So, aside from the explanation of past-life trauma, I also look at the fact that the rising energies are flushing up any unresolved traumatic memories.


If I try to suppress this fierceness, it doesn’t work. It then changes into self-hatred for allowing myself to be subjugated. Again this all fits with past-life history.

In defending the underdog, I’m not defending a principle of divine justice. No, this is a simple, straightforward vasana, that results in the unreasoning, conditioned, automatic behavior of defending the underdog. Sometimes it was suicidal to defend the underdog. Wisdom was subordinated to vasana.

The general belonged to an underdog civilization and “always went with the underdog.”

But I presume the general eventually got over it and would have benefited from the lessons learned. He probably would have developed a compassionate eye for the underdog, rather than being automatic in his response. (2)

Somehow I have to harness this fierceness, meter it out in very small doses or find some other strategy to express it in safe ways. I know I can’t bottle it up – I’m not clear enough with it to do that yet.

I can also invoke the Universal Laws, torch it, ask Michael to take it away – and I do so. Turn down the thermostat. Those days are now over.  Let the pendulum return to the middle.

Michael said quite a while ago we’d begin recalling past lives.

“In terms of these past life memories, you are being reminded of what is important for you.

“Many of you will have these flashes of memory and that is because it is to assist you. So do not stay stuck in that one memory. Look at it. Enjoy it. Incorporate it, simply knowing that you are being given – not just the information but the knowing that is going to serve you as you progress in your own [evolution] and becoming, in your journey back to the One – but also in the anchoring and the co-creation with us, in partnership, of this Nova Earth.” (3)

I presume that’s an ongoing process.

When our past-life aspects come in, I now see that there can be some work involved.  This is the first time I’ve felt I needed to do work to accommodate what felt to me to be a visit from one of mine.


(1) “A Vasana Rooted in Past-Life Memory,” 

(2) We’d call that, decades ago, going from being the effect of something to being its cause, going from being victim to being creator.

(3) “Transcript ~ Archangel Michael: I Come to Touch Your Hearts, AHWAA, October 20, 2016,” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/11/02/archangel-michael-come-touch-hearts/ 


Bridge of Glory by Nicholas Roerich


On Heart Openings – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Artist appreciation


On Heart Openings

I promised the Mother that I’d say more about heart openings, given that she’s predicted one for the planet at a time of her choosing.

Let me do that now.

We have several hearts. The physical heart, the heart chakra, the “high heart,” the spiritual heart, etc.

I’m only speaking about the spiritual heart.

The spirit occupying a physical body from birth to death normally exists with no access to the spiritual heart. The heart aperture which Hindus call the hridayam, which opens into the heart, is normally closed.

So just to be sure: I’m not talking about an attitude of “open-heartedness” or “close-heartedness.”  The normal Earthly, human condition is to have a closed heart aperture.

Those for whom the heart is permanently opened are ascended beings.

Those for whom the heart has opened and then closed again are relatively small in number.

Those for whom the heart has opened and remained open – and they have remained in this dimensional setting – are probably infinitesimal in number. Not infinitesimal in the higher domains. Just here. I can think only of Ramana Maharshi and the avatars (Ramakrishna, Buddha, Shankara, etc.).

When the heart opens – and the Mother has said it may feel like an explosion or implosion – whether immediately or later, we’ll experience a torrent of love that will wipe us clean, for however long the experience lasts.

It’ll leave us in a space where our heart becomes an artesian well, gushing up love which we feel powerless to do anything else with than share with everyone around us. By its nature, love is universal. It makes no distinctions. It cannot be otherwise by the nature of love.


This next section may be review to many. Skip it if you like.

Apparently, by the old system of reckoning, a heart opening would be reckoned to be the first stage of enlightenment on the road to Ascension.  I know the archangels are not following the old system, but let me restate it, if only to provide a standard for comparison.

When the kundalini reaches the fourth or heart chakra, we have a heart opening, an explosive or implosive experience of love bursting its bonds. Hindus call it spiritual awakening; Buddhists call it stream-entering. We’ve entered the stream on our way to the other bank.

When the kundalini reaches the sixth chakra, we have an experience of being one with the Consciousness pervading the whole world – the Divine Mother. Some call the experience cosmic consciousness. Some call it savikalpa samadhi – still mind/trance state while still apprehending form.

When the kundalini reaches the seventh chakra, we have an experience of the Consciousness transcending the world – the Father.  Some call it Brahmajnana or God-Realization.  Some call it (Kevalya) Nirvikalpa Samadhi – still mind/trance state with no apprehension of form.

This is halfway up the mountain.

Next the kundalini opens the heart permanently in an experience called Sahaja Nirvikalpa Samadhi (“Sahaja” means “natural”). This event is mukti or liberation from the life-and-death cycle of Third Dimensionality. This is the end point of Earth’s current Ascension out of the Third and Fourth Dimensions and into the Fifth and higher.


If your everyday experience is simply so-so and you suddenly find yourself in an internal “tsunami of love,” it can frighten the wits out of you.

Did someone slip you a drug? Are you losing it? Where is it leading?

No one slipped you a drug. You’re not losing it. It’s leading only to more and more love and greater and greater depths of it.

The only thing you lose as a result of drowning in the tsunami of love is your fear, your anxiety, and your resentments. The tsunami sweeps them all away, never to return, as long as your experience of the tsunami lasts.

After the culmination of Ascension, it’ll last. From now until then, a heart that opens can again close. If the heart does not close, that’s the signal that you have well and truly completed the journey. We’re all going to that endpoint.

My understanding is that gatekeepers and pillars have agreed only to travel back and forth through the Ascension portal, rather than ascend permanently, until later.


What is the experience of the internal “tsunami of love” like? We use the same word “love” to cover situations ranging from our taste in ice cream to the most sublime of spiritual states. When one person says “love,” other people may hear it at any range from the mundane to the sublime.

The kind of love we experience after a heart opening is not only torrential; it’s the most satisfying experience – along with bliss – that I can think of.

As it happens, we seem to be most stirred, moved, and activated by what happens inside of us – chiefly our feelings, but also our desires. Love turns out to be everything we’ve been seeking in that our internal states are all uniformly satisfying. That’s why loving people seem so happy.

Introduce higher-dimensional love into our field of experience and our interest in all else falls away. It feels so uplifting that we forget about any cares or concerns we had.

It’s more intoxicating than any drink, more satisfying than any drug. It never seems to fail to delight. It’s as Yogananda said: Ever-new. I’ve never grown tired of love or wanted something different. Oh yes, I almost forgot. Things go better with love. Nuff said.

Mother have I done the job? I could only do it by looking at things from my angle.  If anyone else has a view from theirs, send it along.



From Self-Commands to Self-Constructions – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Chenrezig (Tibetan) Avalokiteshvara (Sanskrit)


From Self-Commands to Self-Constructions

With Kathleen’s help, I continue to deconstruct my persona, personality, or constructed self.

Why do that? Because in eliminating the walls and barriers that we erect to protect ourselves from perceived threats and harm, we lose our freedom to respond – our response-ability. We become robots who respond to each incident according to a preconceived program.

And I need to liberate my freedom to respond if I’m to live a life of service rather than one of self-aggrandizement.

Given how hectic and challenging life will be after the Reval, I need to drop as much of my programing as possible now.

Many extroverts will have done the polishing long ago, so far as it relates to social skills. But, because of my vasanas, I have neglected social skills for most of my scholarly life.

So this period of waiting is a blessing for the space it allows me to polish the statue, as Plotinus said. (1)


Each insight brings me a step closer to seeing the entire system.

Tracking back my stuck places to the earliest traumatic incidents, again and again I arrive at the crib where I’m tied to the sides to prevent me from scratching. I had excema.

I’ve already uncovered messages to myself like “”you can’t trust anyone” (conclusion) and “I won’t be tied me down” (decision).

Today, doing dyads with Kathleen (taking two ten-minute turns each, during which we share without interruption), I saw that the crib incident led to the building of a whole defensive system that I can track back to a lifetime as an army general in the times before Christ.

I was the implacable foe of another empire. Here in this lifetime, the restraint in the crib awakened the same sort of aggressive mind set. There is a felt fit, a distinct resonance, between the two memories. (2)

The self-commands that I worked with today are “I’m all alone,” “I have to take care of myself,” and “I have to protect myself.”

I saw that the crib restraints were enough to bend me in the direction of protectiveness.  My parents lost my trust as my protectors and I became my own protector at a very early age.

I became a defensive unit from that moment on, leading to what today I’d describe as grumpiness, disagreeableness, and aggressiveness.

Mine was not a simple decision. Like the best feudal lords, I built a castle with a moat and a portcullis and…

My Dad used to say I had a chip on my shoulder. Our side of the family seemed to specialize in that.  Not in public or work life, but in personal/private life. And certainly when challenged by another.

Just as my Dad used to spend most of his free time in his woodworking shop downstairs, so I used to spend most of my time reading and writing in my room upstairs. That just doubled the sense of isolation that my initial crib program of defenciveness began.

How do we hope to experience love in those self-created circumstances?  Real love is of too high a vibration to break through such density.


If I’m to break free of these self-imposed constraints, I’m going to have to see the whole way of being, the whole system, not just an isolated command.

I used to think that seeing one command was enough, but with a vasana that holds our entire constructed self together, it appears that the whole system needs to be seen and experienced through to completion (whether that takes 5 seconds or five workouts).

It has to be a realization of the nature, makeup, and extent of the entire system to see it disappear. And it’s that gestalt, that realization that I’m courting these days.


The crib incident saw me conclude that my parents had broken trust with me: They were supposed to protect me from harm and, instead, they looked to my infant’s mind as if they were acting like the source of harm.

The adult in me now sees that they were simply trying to keep me from harm. But even accepting their tying me down as necessary comes after a long time of working with the incident. Only then do I know enough about the situation to actually forgive the players.

But without forgiving others and ourselves, as Kathleen has demonstrated in her own life, nothing moves forward. We remain stuck.

It may be that forgiveness is not what’s needed in a certain situation; it may be that we need to apologize to someone else instead.

Whatever is required of us, we’re tearing up the old planks that made up the self-construction that our persona is. This work is vital to being able to serve without being triggered and screwing-up later. It’s also central to our enjoyment of life and to our return to our original “essence of One,” as the Divine Mother called it. (3)

We get back to oneness, in my view, by travelling backwards via the road we came. If we spent each year building fresh layers onto our constructed self, then we now need to take these layers apart, using our awareness to dissolve them.

After all layers are removed, we shine in our native glory. Our original selves – the essence of One – are the default, the residuum of everything.


(1) “Plotinus on “Remaining Here, Ascending Aloft,” 

(2) In a practical sense it doesn’t matter if I’m accurate or not as long as the comparison results in further deconstruction of the behavior pattern. Ultimately, it doesn’t matter if the connection is “made up” or not because I made the whole thing up anyways!

Therapeutic approaches like Gestalt, rule reconstruction, or psychorama draw on imagination as part of the healing process.

Finally, our imagination has the power of creating whatever it is we think about, we’re learning. In the Fifth Dimension, imagination is considered to be “creative thought.”

(2) “The Divine Mother: My Tsunami of Love Will Shift You Permanently,” channeled by Linda Dillon, January 30, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/02/the-divine-mother-my-tsunami-of-love-will-shift-you-permanently/.


Chenrezig (Tibetan) Avalokiteshvara (Sanskrit)


That World is Nova Earth: An Introduction to Ascension – Part 2/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Gaia – Holly Sierra Art


That World is Nova Earth: An Introduction to Ascension – Part 2/2

(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.)

How do we return Home?

We have two options. One is that those of us who choose to do so after Ascension will simply leave off the human experiment and return to our angelic forms.

That’s what’s been promised me, with the added promise of 200 years off – before our next assignment.  Mark that down on your calendar because, apparently, this is our line of work; we’re an Ascension team. (1)

But that’s another story.

Meanwhile, the Mother tells us, we “return to that while keeping [our] magnificent form.” The Mother is creating a new space and a new human form and a new process of Ascension. And we, her legions of angels, are her partners in that creation.

The space that’s being created by our Ascension with our intact physical body is a new space.  The fact that we’re not dying as individuals and ascending from the astral side, like Jesus and Buddha did, is a new Ascension process. We’re pioneers in every way. New space. New bodies. New Ascension process.


The second option after Ascension would be of continuing with the new-human experiment on Nova Earth.

After Ascension, gatekeepers and pillars will probably be relieved of duty and ready to choose between Option 1 and Option 2.

The Mother has just given us, in a nutshell, the trajectory from the One to the essence of the One to angels to humans and has pointed the road back home again.

I’m here till the end. (2) I’m what’s called a pillar.  A pillar pushes the last ones through and then turns out the lights.

Many others of us are what are called gatekeepers. They inspire us and multiply the flow through Ascension – through the pearly gates, so to speak.

Collectively all of us lightworkers – healers, teachers, engineers, etc. – are the leaven in the loaf. We’re the earthly legions of angels who are causing the loaf to rise.

All of us embodied angels doing this are wearing very dense bodies, with their full angelic memory having been put in deep storage and the rest pretty well scrubbed.

Nevertheless, we’re pioneers in the best possible sense, in that we’re exploring the very world we’re simultaneously creating. Many of us are opening new spaces within this new space. In fact all of us are.

Ours is indeed a voyage of discovery to a place where no human has gone before.


Apparently we were here at the creation of the Third-Dimensional world, which at the time was another innovation. And that world existed uncorrupted until the perils of duality overcame it.  (3)

And now here we are again, waiters at the banquet of Ascension from that Third-Dimensional world to a multidimensional paradise. Far from God being punishing, the Mother has rescued us from our own miscreations! We’re prodigal children returning Home and being lovingly received.

Viewed from a different perspective, the Lord hath sent his legions of angels to raise the people up.

Can I speak from my perspective as one of that legion, whose life has been a workshop?

The essence and nectar of my life’s discoveries is that love is the answer to every situation on Earth, every situation in the universe. There’s no other answer in that all other answers – bliss, peace, joy – are simply forms of the very plastic thing we call love.

The Beatles were right: All we need is love.

But it isn’t enough to be islands of love, so to speak. What’s needed for this world to work, what’s needed to build Nova Earth, is that the whole of the planet be in the experience of “real” love, “true” love, “sacred” love – a higher-dimensional love than we here normally experience.

When all of us are permanently and fully immersed in a sea or tsunami or torrent of that form of love, the world will have ascended. And the rising levels of energy we’re simmering in will see that that result is accomplished.  And then the world will work.

It cannot but work. Love will brook no injury.

That world is Nova Earth.


(1) My understanding is that we’ll do this all again in the Seventh Dimension as our Ascension in form into a new space ripples out throughout the universe.

(2) The end or culmination of Ascension is an “ignition” point called Sahaja Samadhi.

(3) The horrors of the Second World War should suggest how bad it got on Planet Earth. And it’s bad again now, for a while.


Gaia – Holly Sierra Art


That World is Nova Earth: An Introduction to Ascension – Part 1/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

Art: Susan Seddon Boulet


That World is Nova Earth: An Introduction to Ascension – Part 1/2

Someone asked me for an introduction to Ascension.

This has become a rather lengthy introduction, a bit more philosophical than many readers may like. Consequently, viewer discretion is advised.

I don’t think I could provide a better introduction than by unfolding a comment the Divine Mother made in Jan. 2014:

“You are angels in form, and you have been birthed even prior to that as the essence of One. So you return to that [i.e., angelic consciousness] while keeping your magnificent form [the transmuted physical body].” (1)

I’ve never heard a more compact statement of what we call “Ascension” than that.

“You are angels in form.” This is a statement we either accept or reject on the basis of whether we deem the information to be credible or not. I deem it to be credible and I accept the statement.

If what the Divine Mother says is correct, then we’re transcendental beings to begin with, never mind the twelve dimensions. That alone should boggle the mind.

No need to go up through the intervening dimensional growth patterns. No need to worry about stages of enlightenment. Just jump out of form and … what? I have no idea.

But think of it. Legions of angels have incarnated. Think of what it would be like if we all suddenly realized the truth of that statement.  Right now it’s simply intellectual knowledge for most of us. We don’t experience it and we haven’t realized the truth of it.

Think of what the world would be like if we all realized that we, collectively, were angels in form, here to do the Mother’s work. That would stop our quarrels, would it not?


Once we’ve digested that, the Mother gives us what for me is a priceless gem.

I’m a student of cross-cultural spirituality. I look to the Mother to give me verification of the most important, the most basic spiritual verities and relationships. And she’s about to describe a really basic relationship here:

“You [angels] have been birthed even prior to that [angelic form] as the essence of One.”

Oh my gosh. The Divine Mother herself has defined the relationship among three primal entities or groups.

The One —-> The essence of One ——-> The angels.

The One gives birth to the essence of One, which essence is the same for all beings, and this undifferentiated essence of the One then branches off to become the various forms – angelic, human, animal, plant, mineral, etc.

I long have had questions on the origin of angels.  Where do they, who are a differentiation in the One, come from?  How do we get from the formless God to them?

Something must be first birthed that is the same for everyone everywhere, a divine spark, a fragment of the One to fit what I saw in my vision in 1987. (2)

It must be universally equal.  Neither angel nor human nor any other form.  The Divine Mother tells us what it is: What is birthed is “the essence of One.”

See the position we’re left in because we have no one universal glossary that says all these things are the same?  We’re left to guess at what the meaning may be.

My best guess is that “the essence of One” is the soul, the Self, the Christ, the Atman. Our original face, our buddha nature, the Son of God.

There cannot be many candidates at that level of existence. It’s not as if we’re going to stumble on a new candidate. But the Mother has confirmed it and its her confirmation that really is the priceless gem for me as the cross-cultural student.


Have we not got enough statements about “the essence of the One” to fill a book?  (3) My favorite is from John Ruusbroec, who calls it the Christ, the Son of God:

“In the abyss of this darkness in which the loving spirit has died to itself, God’s revelation and eternal life have their origin, for in this darkness an incomprehensible light is born and shines forth; this is the Son of God, in whom a person becomes able to see and to contemplate eternal life.” (4)

“It is Christ, the light of truth, who says, ‘See,’ and it is through him that we are able to see, for he is the light of the Father, without which there is no light in heaven or on earth.” (5)

Call it the Christ, the Atman, or the Self, this divine spark, it turns out, is the missing link between angel and formless Father. The Mother verifies it.

We can take what she says and provide the rest:

The One ——-> The essence of One ——-> The Angels ——-> Us.

So the soul is birthed and assumes angelic form and then assumes human form and here we all are.

That’s how we got here. How are we getting back?

(Concluded in Part 2, tomorrow.)


(1) “The Divine Mother: My Tsunami of Love Will Shift You Permanently.”), channeled by Linda Dillon, January 30, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/02/the-divine-mother-my-tsunami-of-love-will-shift-you-permanently/.

(2) For an account of that vision, see “Ch. 13 Epilog” at http://goldenageofgaia.com/spiritual-essays/16244-2/the-purpose-of-life-is-enlightenment/ch-13-epilogue/.

(3) Several books, probably: See http://goldengaiadb.com/index.php?title=S#The_Self.2FThe_Atman and following and http://goldengaiadb.com/index.php?title=The_Nature_of_Life_1#The_Nature_of_the_Soul_or_Self  and following.  Then consult all the sources here, all of which discuss “the essence of the One,” under one name or another: http://goldengaiadb.com/index.php?title=FDL_Bibliography

(4) John Ruusbroec in James A. Wiseman, John Ruusbroec. The Spiritual Espousals and Other Works. New York, etc.: Paulist Press, 1985, 147.

(5) Ibid., 74. I could write a book on these two quotes.


Art: Susan Seddon Boulet