Relaxation as a Context for Life – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia



Relaxation as a Context for Life

I know I’ve mentioned this before, but the importance of relaxation just keeps being brought home to me.

I have a feeling that the need to learn how to relax may be more general than just me. But I don’t know.

The way life works, as I learned from my vision on Feb. 13, 1987, (1) is it follows an arc, yes – from God to God – but the arc itself, on closer inspection, is seen to be a coil or a spiral, like the nautilus, left.

Why a spiral? Because we keep returning to or coming back to or revisiting the same situations, lifetime after lifetime, until we learn the lesson at the heart of them.

For me, one of those lessons I keep returning to is not to be an overproducer, but to learn to relax – before I crash and burn.

Resistance, Stress

Merely thinking about relaxation raises an almost-instantaneous and instinctual resistance in me. What is it?

What resists is the constructed self that set its face against relaxation. In my case, a wounded child resists from a vasana, or core issue, in which my father repeatedly accused me of being a lazy, no-good, good-for-nothing.

Perceived idleness brought down on me the full weight of authority (the back of my father’s hand).

I probably didn’t want to do what he was asking and was dragging my feet.

Now the twig is bent. How will the tree incline?

The lazy, no-good good-for-nothing coped and adapted to become the overproducer, the Type A personality, the go-getter.

He followed the Protestant work ethic. Idleness in that view was sinfulness, indicating a lack of moral fiber. He felt deep down, if he were perfectly honest, that all his hard work would one day be rewarded. That overproducer is one aspect of my life, one voice in my head.

Another aspect of my life is the monk and awareness writer. For him, “idleness” equates to stillness, silence, and meditation. He has no problem with it. Relaxation, even idleness, are not his sworn enemies.

One Mask Stuck

But they are for the overproducer.  And the mask he constructed as a result of all this just happened to stick. (2)

Every article and book he adds to the pile is veiled defiance of his father. Even his generosity is veiled defiance of his grandfather, who used his money to manipulate and hurt people.

Mine is all an act. It’s all a mask. A mask that stuck.

I need to let go of a lifestyle founded upon stress, living off adrenaline, lacking love and, so, loving conflict and control, push and shove. It’s very male.

It sows the seeds of its own downfall, as the Divine Mother cautioned:

“It is painful for a being that seeks power for themselves or power over another, whether it is a parent over a child, a husband over a wife, a man over an army. It matters not. The yearning [for], the exercise of control never gives joy. The pain simply grows. And so the actions become more grotesque, larger, until the breakdown is and has [been] and will be occurring.” (3)

It took me a long time to see that, while what the Mother is pointing at was true for my Dad, it was also true for me. It came as a great shock, like a plane going through the sound barrier.

My overproduction is all part of that aggressive, pushy, unforgiving way of life. And relaxation is counter-intuitive to it. Nevertheless, time to leave a sinking ship. There’s no future for any of it.


I use the word “relax” because I think it has the fewest prior negative connotations. Most people in society know what it is to relax and enjoy doing it.

But really, we’re letting go into the peace of our Natural Self. It’s far more spiritual, more contextual than simply collapsing in a sofa.

Relaxation is a way of life that honors flow, embraces it, and makes it work. Relaxation is part of higher-dimensional living.

I need to acknowledge that relaxation is neither a sin nor an indulgence nor a sign of weakness.

I need to embrace it not simply as an occasional and temporary state of consciousness, but as an overall context for life.

As context, I am relaxed; I come from being relaxed; being relaxed is my default and my preferred state.


(1) See “Ch. 13 Epilogue” for an account of it, at

(2) Red hot news. As we get older, all the masks that we’ve donned again and again over the years begin to stick. Is there anyone younger listening? It’s called “coralization.” See “Coralization” at

(3) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” at



AAM: Finishing in the Seventh – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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AAM: Finishing in the Seventh

Sometimes I have the opportunity in my personal reading through Linda to ask questions I haven’t had a chance to on Hour with an Angel.

In this excerpt, I follow up on AAM’s mention of “final portals” and “collective bumps” related to Ascension.

Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: You used the phrases, “final portal” and “collective bump” in An Hour with an Angel. Ascension is both gradual and sudden, I think.

Certainly we have seen a lot of what looks like gradual, but probably from your perspective is probably sudden. The various energies that are being sent to the planet, are these descriptions of something that’s more sudden?

Archangel Michael: No, think of it in this way, that you have been … even a hallway has a doorway. There is a starting point and finishing point. So you have been in the Ascension hallway, flying back and forth through that doorway, for some time.

You have been doing this since, oh, even before 2012. But you have increasingly gone further and further down the doorway and the hallway. And as you do of course, the energies get stronger and stronger and stronger.

Your sense of what you have called the floor keeps rising and rising and rising. Your awareness, your sense of joy and bliss, of love and wonder, keeps increasing.

Now you keep going back but most of humanity is actually in the hallway right now. There are still some, and you have witnessed them, outside that initial doorway but they are hanging around and they are waiting. They are off the fence, so to speak.

When you get to the end of that hallway, then what occurs is there is that sudden bump. It’s as if you break through. So that is how it occurs.

Steve: So, “break-through” not to the vestibule, sort of the subplane of the Fifth Dimension but to a higher sub plane right? Where our residence in the Fifth Dimension becomes permanent?

AAM: … and far beyond the Fifth Dimension, my friend.

Steve: So until that time, we’re in the Third and Fourth, so to speak, and then…

AAM: Well, actually in the Fifth and Sixth as well.

Think of the doorway as leaving the old Third. Now you’ve left the old Third and in this hallway is the Fourth, the Fifth, the Sixth and the beginnings of the Seventh. When you go through that final portal you are firmly anchored in the Seventh which means that you have access at will, at delight, to any of the dimensions.

Steve: Access to the Seventh means you have access at will to any of the other dimensions…

AAM: You always have you just don’t know it.

Steve: At that point in the Seventh, we have the degree and quality of love that allows us to see that we can access the others, is that correct?

AAM: Yes. (1)


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.


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Self-Importance and Entitlement – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Self-Importance and Entitlement

Peggy Black and the Team talked abut our “shadow side.” (1)

Prominent in my shadow side is a vein of self-importance and entitlement. It isn’t far below the surface. I can feel it.

I don’t say this as if it’s unique to me. I think we all struggle with both of these conditions.

It just seems important, seemingly to all of us, to feel important, as if our lives mattered, as if we made a difference by being here. I’m not sure I’ve ever met a person who didn’t have this desire operating.

I think the desire to feel important is what drives us to express our opinions on how the President is doing or what the United Nations should do.

We often don’t seem to care as much for facts as we do for our own evaluation of the situation. We seem to want so deeply to be acknowledged, validated, valued.

Instead of experiencing that felt need for self-importance to completion and becoming supple with it instead of coralized, we go through life seeking validation from outside.

But validation from outside is at best a stop gap. If it doesn’t translate into validation from inside, then it won’t be received and assimilated. When we have low self-worth we don’t translate it very well.

The desire for self-importance, for validation from outside is a trap and a swamp. We bury lifetimes in it.

Entitlement is the sidekick of self-importance. Any time I’ve ever “come from it,” it’s cost me.

Entitlement says: “You can’t do that to me. I don’t need to take that from you. I deserve better.”

If I have a seed of entitlement, the Reval will irrigate it into a great tree.  And it won’t be the birds of heaven that come to nest in it. It’ll be a great tree of ego.

If anything scares me, it’s that my sense of entitlement will skyrocket and I’ll become insufferable.

My awareness being lowered, I’ll probably be unaware that I’m being insufferable.

Both self-importance and entitlement are not supported in our society. It’s only the ones who feel them that enjoy how it feels when coming from them.

But we inevitably find, after achieving the “importance” we seek, that it’s a hollow victory; it’s still the way we feel inside that’s uppermost. That’s not changed by “being important,” save to increase our sense of entitlement.

We may come to see, sooner or later, that we’ve built our house upon sand. We’ve bet on the wrong horse again this lifetime. Self-importance and entitlement – like so many other traps of the ego and its constructed and constricting self-image – has few benefits and many costs.

All this is easy to say but how hard it is to root out self-importance and entitlement.

I don’t have the answer. But I’m going to need to, to make it through the next phase of service.


(1) “‘The Team’ via Peggy Black: Transform The Shadow of the Collective,” Feb. 24, 2017, at


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Adamu: The Starseed Contract and Planetary Ascension

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Adamu: The Starseed Contract and Planetary Ascension

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My dear friends

I am Adamu of the Monadic Entity of the Pleiadian civilisation speaking to once again through my scribe, Zingdad.

Today I wish to speak directly to the Starseeds of Planet Earth. But, even if you do not think it possible that you, yourself, are a Starseed, I invite you to nonetheless read this release. I think that anyone with an open mind will find value in it!

So, my dear Starseeds, I have so much to share with you in this update. So many points to touch upon in order to reach my final point. And that final point is an invitation to you to remember who you really are so that you might step into your divine creative power. So that you might do as you intended before you were born into this present incarnation of yours and so that you might participate in the creation of a golden new age of humanity.

So there is much to say. The best place to begin is to tell you about the contract all Starseeds signed before coming to Earth. All this information serves to trigger your deep memories of a place far away and a time many lifetimes ago. Of who you were. Of the courage and self-sacrifice that drove you to choose as you did. And of the commitments you made to yourself about how you would act, how you would help, how you would heal yourself, how you would remember… and how you would heal others, as you did.

The Starseed Contract

There are six components to the Starseed contract of which you, as a Starseed, need to be reminded. They are known as the Invitation, the Shattering, the Repair, the Gift Giving, the Return and the Dissolution. I shall discuss these components, one by one.

The Invitation

As a Starseed you arose to self-awareness from the matrix of a planetary civilisation elsewhere in this galaxy, such as upon the Pleiades, for example. After the dawning of your consciousness upon that distant world, you evolved spiritually, raising yourself through the densities of consciousness through numerous incarnations upon your home planet. At some point you would have come to be considered an advanced soul; ready to graduate from incarnation at the density of consciousness upon your home planet to the next higher density of consciousness. And then you would have been offered an invitation; an opportunity to give back to Life a gift commensurate with all that you had received across your lifetimes. This is a rite of passage for all those who evolve along the Service to Other (STO) path. When you have received, you give back at least as much as you have received.

There are many, many ways to give back at this juncture. One of these ways is to commit yourself to a Starseed contract: to agree to leave the comfort and security of your soul-family and spirit-home and to venture out and incarnate amongst a group utterly different to your own. In so doing you commit to first lowering your consciousness to the vibratory frequency of the civilisation you will be visiting. You cannot be born amongst them if you are not of their density, after all. And then you agree to awaken, to return yourself, whilst there amongst them, to your previous state of consciousness. And that is the heart of the Starseed contract: that you will heal yourself to your previous state of awareness whilst there upon that alien planet and whilst living amongst that alien culture. Perhaps you will not now intuitively understand what a vast gift you give in so doing. But you see, since all is One, what you do to yourself, you do to the other also. And if you do this work of self-healing upon a planet, you make available to others upon the planet the same healing path that you have walked. You don’t even need to speak a word of it to a single other. Just healing yourself whilst you are within their planetary consciousness grid is, in itself, a magnificent gift to their civilisation.

Of course it is so that you are a loving, kind, good-hearted being by nature. If you find something worth sharing with others, you will seek to share it. If you can help, you will. If you can serve, you will. If you can teach, you will. If you can offer healing, you will. Such is your basic nature, having evolved to a high level in a STO society. So you will not only heal yourself upon that alien planet, you will almost certainly also find yourself to be some kind of a gift-giver, as you do so.

Starseeds are a profound blessing wherever they go.

And when you have concluded your process of returning yourself to your previous level of consciousness, and your incarnation upon that planet comes to a close, then you may return to your home soul-group, having a triumphant and joyous reunion with them at the higher level of consciousness that you now inhabit.

And so it is that you received an invitation. You were living amongst your soul family upon your home planet. You had reached a high-point in your spiritual evolution. You were ready to move on to the next phase of your soul journey. And as you contemplated your Great Service, you were approached by a Returning Master. I shall tell you more about them in a little while. But a revered being of great wisdom and advancement approached you to let you know that you had been selected. If you were willing. You were found to be of the temperament and advancement to be suitable for the challenges and struggles of a Starseed contract to one of the many evolving planets within this galaxy.

After you agreed to this noble endeavour, a rigorous process of training and preparation began. You were told of the various planets in the galaxy that are in need of Starseeds. Planets whose planetary council had put out a call for contracts. And then you chose the destination for your Great Service!

Earth is, at this time, quite a focal destination. It is the single biggest destination for Pleiadian Starseeds. There are a number of reasons for this. One is the close familial relationship between Pleiadians and Earth Humans. Another is the great need, at this time, upon the Earth. Also there is the fact of the high degree of difficulty and challenge. Earth is, in fact, considered to be the very toughest assignment of all.

And Pleiadians are by nature a brave lot. Some would say foolhardy. We are ever willing to give ourselves to the most challenging endeavours. But most of all we are here in great numbers because of the critical importance to the entire galaxy that Earth’s human population succeeds in the in-situ ascension process that is being attempted here. This has never been done before. And if it succeeds, it will irrevocably alter galactic relations. It will end, once and for all, the interplanetary wars that have raged since the beginning of time.

The reason Earth is so very crucial is complex, but I will explain it as simply as I can in a moment. Right now I wish you to understand that this is a truly crucial mission of literally galactic importance! I cannot imagine a way in which you might give a greater service than a Starseed contract upon planet Earth at this particular juncture.

So many, many Pleiadians are here, right now, serving out their Great Gift.

Before coming here, contractors would have spent time under the tutelage of the aforementioned Returning Masters. These are beings who have already completed their Starseed contract, ascended their consciousness upon their destination planet and returned to teach what they know. You would be prepared, trained and taught by the most respected of all Returning Masters: those that had returned from duty upon Earth. They would have told you what to expect.

They would have impressed upon you the great difficulties inherent in this enterprise. The risk of becoming lost in that reality for many lifetimes. The shock of acculturation from the harmonious Pleiadian culture to the abrasive and aggressive Earth culture. The psychic noise upon the Earth that can drive you to the brink of insanity and disable your inherent spiritual abilities. The challenge of knowing that you are “different” from the Earth humans around, but not knowing why and not remembering your mission. The pain of isolation that most of you would experience as a result of incarnating “alone” amongst a sea of strangers. The pain of always being considered odd, strange and even deranged for simply speaking and acting in a way that is right, good and true for you.

All of this, and so much more, would you have been appraised of in your briefing. And you would also have been told of the incredible wonders of the Earth. The natural beauty and diversity that is beyond parallel, for example.

And then, duly prepared, you, the Starseed contractor, would leave to commence your Great Service.

The Shattering

The most difficult part of the fulfilment of a Starseed contract comes first. In order to lower ones spiritual vibration from the high 4th, 5th or perhaps even 6th density at which you resided prior to the commencement of your contract, to the low 3rddensity at which you must enter your service upon the Earth, you first need to go through a process called The Shattering.

The terms of each Starseed’s shattering are agreed to upfront by the Starseed with their spirit guides and Returning Masters on hand to advise them. In principle one would have to have two experiences. One being a victim experience and the other being a perpetrator experience. But these would have to be sufficiently shocking to the Starseed that they would cause a shattering of their belief in their own goodness and the goodness of others.

In essence, the Starseed’s belief in their own inherent divinity and the inherent divinity of all others is what is shattered. To cease to see yourself as a part of the eternal Oneness and to see oneself instead as a mere object of creation is the end-goal. And with that, of course, to believe that all others around you are similarly just mortal, lost, powerless little creations.

Without this Shattering you cannot lower your consciousness to the deep duality of the 3rd density – the vibratory frequency of Earth. And if you do not lower your frequency, you cannot be born upon the Earth as one of them: as an Earth human. And so it is that you agreed to this. You agreed to, and contracted for, the Shattering.

To say that these experiences are traumatic is an understatement. But this is the only way to overlay a veneer of distrust and disconnect over the soul-deep knowing that resides within the Starseed’s heart that all is love, that all is One, that all bear a spark of the divine within themselves. So the experience must, by its nature, be traumatic.

Being brutalised by others. Raped, tortured, abused. Being burned at the stake as a witch. Being subjected to iterative atrocities as a soldier – or as a civilian caught in a war. Being buried alive. Being rejected by your tribe to starve alone in the wilderness. These kinds of victimising experiences are the first part of the shattering. A part that allows the Starseed to believe that others are evil, wicked, not to be trusted, not worthy of love.

And then, with their faith in others broken, the Starseed will be willing to defend themselves against the other. To lash out at the other in self-defence. And so, usually in a separate lifetime, Starseeds also find themselves perpetrating abuse and cruelty upon others. Using their natural gifts and powers to victimise others in their community. Leading others astray for their own ego gratification. Wreaking havoc. Causing harm. And arriving at the end of that lifetime with sufficient evidence to come to a belief that they themselves are wicked and unworthy of love.

And so The Shattering is concluded. It might take as little as a lifetime or two, but usually a few more. But the point is that Starseeds then find themselves inhabiting the same duality consciousness that everyone else inhabits at the 3rd density upon Earth. Then they are ready for the next phase.

The Repair

At some point, when they are ready to hear it, each Starseed feels a call inside their hearts to Remember. To reach beyond the trauma of the Shattering for the transcendent awarenesses that bring healing. The truth of the Oneness of all. The deeply held ancient teachings of their people. The vibration of their home planet. These things, along with contracted promptings and reminders (such as this very transmission, of course!) all assist Starseeds to actively engage their own healing.

And so the Repair begins. It is slow, patient work. There are no short-cuts and no quick fixes. But I will say that the core of the process is self-love. Self-love which allows the Starseed to find their heart-connection again. To reach beyond the layer of hurt inflicted during the Shattering to their deepest, most ancient knowing.

I will do this process a profound disservice if I pretend that this is not both complicated and difficult. Healing yourself in a place of such dire confusion as the duality sub-reality is far from easy. Finding your heart connection in a place of such psychic noise is a mammoth task.

But no Starseed was ever promised that it would be easy. Quite the opposite. It is a challenge worthy of the bravest of souls. And even the bravest are tested to their limits. Even the wisest and the most spiritually connected can get lost in this place. Sometimes wandering for tens, hundreds or even thousands of lifetimes in a state of deep amnesia and spiritual distress before they can be assisted to remember. It happens. But, whatever the case, those who stay the course all eventually do awaken, heal themselves right to their previous vibratory level and return Home.

The Gift Giving

Before we can speak of The Return, I must first address The Gift Giving.

You see, healing yourself is, in itself, already a wondrous gift. When you do, you work a pathway in consciousness that then becomes easier for others to follow. By healing yourself, you heal others without even trying. And, as previously mentioned, most of you will, by default, also offer all kinds of wonderful and loving gifts to those who co-habit your reality just because that is the kind of being you are.

So it is so that, when healed, when ready to return, it will be easy to argue that you will already have given your greatest gift to the Earth and its inhabitants. But for many of you this will not be enough. Many of you will step across the threshold, passing out of that life and then, soon after, find yourself disappointed with yourself. Many of you will say something like, “Oh, no, there was something really important that I wanted to do while I was still alive on Earth. I could have done it. I was there. I had everything I needed to do it… but I didn’t.

Many of you will feel strongly enough about this that you will ask to return to incarnation. Some will return to that same incarnation, others will begin a new incarnation and yet others will have some alternative experience such as being a “walk-in” for example.

But I don’t wish to get bogged down in such details, as interesting as many of you will find them. The point is that I am inviting you to already become aware of this issue so that you can think about it now. As you raise your consciousness and heal yourself, give some time, now and again, to the thought: what one thing would you LOVE to do for this world… what message do you have to deliver to this world… what gift can you leave behind that will leave you feeling satisfied and complete when you walk away from here?

When The Repair and The Gift Giving is complete, The Return begins…

The Return

With the Return, the doors to the galaxy (and beyond) are thrown open to you. After successfully returning from a Starseed contract, especially a difficult contract deep in the densities of forgetting such as upon Earth, you have endless options as to where you will go next.

You have, no doubt, heard of the Ascended Masters? Well, you will join their ranks! And as such you are deemed to be a useful and desirable co-creator in any one of a vast array of places in the galaxy, performing any one of a vast array of roles. Just one of which is to play the role of Returning Master back upon your home planet: teaching, advising and guiding the next generation of prospective candidate Starseeds.

Many Ascended Masters choose to remain involved with their adopted planetary culture… in this case choosing to remain active as guides and teachers for souls incarnated here upon Earth.

But, given what the returning Starseed has been through, given the deep self-knowledge, the profound compassion and wisdom they will, by definition, have attained, they are free to explore innumerable alternate options. Some like to take a sabbatical period in which they simply travel the galaxy as an emeritus Starseed at large. Visiting inhabited planets, as their heart calls them to do. Bringing their gifts and their wisdom wherever they are called. And then, usually, finding a situation that suits their particular interests and abilities… a place to call home for the next step in their evolution on the journey to Oneness.

The Dissolution

But not every single Starseed completes their contract. Most do. But there is always a number who, for various reasons, do not.

As much as every Starseed is coached and prepared prior to their mission, I don’t think a single Starseed ever has completed their mission without many times crying out for assistance saying, “I didn’t know how hard this would be!” It is simply so that no amount of pre-mission coaching can fully prepare a soul for the shocks and rigours of, first, the Shattering and then the long lifetimes of deep isolation that come from being amongst those who are not of your own soul family.

For this reason, it is only fair that Starseeds must be able to exit their contract. It must be possible for the Starseed to say, “This is too much, I cannot go through with it!” And indeed, there is provision made for such a situation.

Into the life-map of every incarnation of every Starseed, a number of Exit Events are engineered. This matter is dealt with in some depth by my esteemed colleague, Master 8, a being who watches over all soul contracts in this reality. He speaks of this, also through Zingdad, in Book 1 of The Ascension Papers.

[Zingdad Note: You are invited to download this book for free from my website. Here Adamu is referring to the sub-heading “Understanding Death” in Chapter 8 of Book 1 of The Ascension Papers.]

While I do advise you to read that material to gain a fuller understanding, what I will offer you for now is the simple awareness that each life contains pre-planned moments in which you are removed from the flow of your life, taken to stand before your masters and guides, reminded of what you signed up for, reminded of the importance of what you are doing, and then asked to affirm that you would like to continue your mission.

If you agree to continue, you are returned to that life-stream at a suitable moment, perhaps some time before the exit event, and this time you pass the exit event without being extracted. Which means that you will have no memory of the extraction. You will continue your mission without interference.

If you dissent and choose for the dissolution of your Starseed contract, then the Exit Event is fully enacted. That incarnation is terminated. To those who knew you in that life, it then appears that you died. Perhaps in some type of accident or some health trauma. You are then given a gentle and loving debrief and returned to incarnation amongst your own people in your native star system that you might return to your equilibrium and spiritual evolution.

This is not seen as failure and there is no ignominy inherent in taking an Exit Event. Much good would anyway have been accomplished by such a Starseed prior to that exit.

To avert confusion, I do wish to make it clear that no Exit Event is ever planned as a suicide. I have no judgement of suicide. But suicide does cause massive trauma to loved ones who remain behind. For this reason Exit Events are not planned in this way. Please do read the above mentioned section of Zingdad’s book if you require further understanding of this very sensitive subject.

The Special Case

And so I have just outlined for you what a Starseed contract looks like. This is, in broad terms, what is to be found in all Starseed contracts, irrespective of where the contractor hails from. Aldebaran, Arcturus, the Pleiadians, Sirius… these and many other star systems regularly send Starseeds out into the galaxy to do their good work. And Starseeds have, across the ages, been incarnated onto a vast range of other planets. Earth is but one of many destinations that have been served. And, upon the Earth, yours is but the latest of a succession of civilisations to engage in its own ascension of consciousness and to therefore receive a contingent of Starseeds.

So I wish you, first of all, to understand that this is an ancient and widespread practice. And then I wish you, secondly, to understand that what occurs now upon the Earth is also completely unique, very special and utterly crucial to the welfare and advancement of consciousness of the entire galaxy. And here is where I shall pick up the narrative in my next transmission.

In my next update I will speak to the uniqueness of the situation upon Planet Earth. I will tell you how the Earth’s ascension is different from any other. And I will tell you why a successful ascension is utterly crucial to the well-being of the whole galaxy. It’s all quite an interesting story!

But it will have to wait for next time. In the meantime, if you wish to read the previous releases in this series, you are invited to do so at and if you wish to be updated whenever I release a new transmission through Zingdad, you can sign up for our newsletter at

And with that I wish you a very fond farewell, until next time.

I am Adamu of the Monadic entity of the Pleiadian civilisation and I have been speaking to you, as always, through Zingdad.

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AAM on Truncated Experiences – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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AAM on Truncated Experiences

In this excerpt of my March 10 reading with him through Linda Dillon, Archangel Michael gave a full discussion of why there’s a need to truncate experiences at this point in time.

He also discussed how the rules relating to enlightenment have changed since centuries ago.

Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: Now, when an experience is truncated how am I to look upon it? That you wish me to write about it as far as I have experienced it? That we’re illustrating things in bite-size chunks so as not to overload people? That you don’t want us to be fully ascended because we will stop serving the Mother in this particular regard if we do? How am I to look at the truncating of an experience?

Archangel Michael: What you have seen is that you have been given bite-sized pieces of energy, of energy bumps, of input of what you can digest and handle and truly bring to fruition. If you are in the process of expansion, you don’t go from Grade 3 to a PhD in a week.

And so there are pivotal markers along the way of important seminal information. You call it information, but it is energy. It is attunements. It is upgrades. It is expansion. It is wisdom. It is all of these things, all wrapped up in Love.

If you say, at the very beginning, “You are worthy. You are whole. You are capable of creating Nova Earth” and the person is lying on the floor bleeding because they have been used and abused by their parents who have been beating them since the day they are born, they are not going to believe you.

There is a process of expansion and acceptance and learning and coming to truly value and love oneself and thereby others. So you have been learning the process as you go.

And the spiritual level of maturity to accept the process… Because we know that there have been many tantrums along the way.

Now those tantrums do not upset us but we simply see them as markers about where someone is in their willingness and ability to process the old, to let go of the old and to welcome the expansion of the new.

And if those old Vasanas, those old core issues, those old feelings of lack are not healed, then there has not been the readiness for the next step. So that is why it is being truncated.

Steve: I come at it from a different angle and say, “it’s enlightenment itself that is going to heal all the old wounds, etc. etc.” but that’s not necessarily true, is it?

AAM: No. And it is not the paradigm or the pattern that has been in unfoldment for this collective and this planet. Don’t forget. What you are doing is setting the pattern for so many.

So if you say this to the Mother – and you have – “Give us [full] enlightenment tomorrow” and then the domino effect of course is enlightenment throughout the Omniverse, then we are back to Square One and we just start over again.

Steve: Wait a minute, I didn’t understand that; what you just said. If I say, “Give me enlightenment tomorrow”. Of course, I would probably say give it to me today!

AAM: Yes, you would!

Steve: Say I become suddenly patient, then it reverberates throughout the universe and we are back to Square One. What did I miss?

AAM: Then your ultimate enlightenment is the reabsorption into the Mother…

Steve: Yes… Back to Square One! I see. And the whole plan just gets shelved, so to speak, for me. Okay, alright, I got it. So there is no escaping this special time. This is not like somebody seeking enlightenment in the 17th century?

AAM: It is entirely different.

Steve: Could you talk about that a bit because I think readers would want to hear what you have to say on the difference between the old quest for enlightenment and what purposes enlightenment serves at this moment.

AAM: Think of it in this way. In the 8th century, in the 2nd century, in the 17th century, in every environment what you have been carrying is also the paradigm of that time and place and culture etc.

In the 17th century, and even until really quite recently, the belief was, based on those very entrenched paradigms of control and penance and worthiness, that you had to really work at it, work at it, work at it, earn it and that it was hard.

And the level of commitment was total.

And often that meant in many ways, a divorcing or an absenting of oneself from society, from structures, from everything but your path.

Now what you have done is you have evolved. Do not forget there have been many lifetimes in between and many visits home, I would say.

You have reached the point where you are realizing, and we are asking you by the way, that we don’t want you to feel burdened and working, working, working, but rather in the joy, in the love, in the bliss, claiming, embodying your birthright.

In the 17th century, it was about escape. Right now it is about being present.

So what you are working on, or towards, or inhabiting, is very different and therefore the rules of engagement have shifted and evolved.

Steve: And again, this is all happening at the archangelic level, is it – this shifting of the rules or application of the rules, is that correct?

AAM: Yes, that is correct.  (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.)


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AAM: Synchronicity Among Reval, Disclosure and Ascension – Part 1/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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AAM: Synchronicity Among Reval, Disclosure and Ascension – Part 1/2

In this excerpt from my reading with him through Linda Dillon, on March 10, 2017, Archangel Michael looks at the tie-in between the Reval, Disclosure, and Ascension.

He reviews the range of response to be expected from lightworkers and their nearest colleagues.

Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Steve Beckow: Is there is temporal tie-in or synchronicity of (you have answered this partially, in the past) among the Reval, Disclosure, and Ascension?

Archangel Michael: Yes.

Steve: Is there anything you want to say either privately to me or publicly about that?

AAM: From the very beginning I have endeavored, as much as an Archangel can endeavor (I am playing with you), to emphasize that what you have called the Reval has been about spiritual revaluation. That vision I have needed and will continue to need to bring to everybody’s attention, time and time and time again.

This is simply not about a temporal or a physical manifestation because one has committed to be a Lightworker. In fact the level of entitlement amongst many is appalling and I say that very strongly and very clearly.

It is not because you are the chosen people. It is because there is a need and an agreement and a soul agreement in the fulfilment of the Mother’s Plan that when the spiritual re-evaluation of enough people, and the commitment to truly change, takes place, then the physical manifestation of those resources come forth.

As we have said in the past, we do not make funds available to create dictators or for buying weapons of mass destruction or war.

Steve: Or châteaus in the south of France.

AAM: That is correct. That would be an abomination of the Mother’s Plan.

Now I am not talking about ease. In fact we have just spoken of the need for balance in every aspect of one’s life. So I’m not suggesting to you that you are given resources so that you can work 24 /7 on a project, or what you previously thought of as your job or work.

Because everything is an integrated whole and work and play and family and the entire list is of a whole. So humanity and those who are recipients of resources have need to be at a level of spiritual maturity to use these things wisely.

They are not just the recipients of a lottery. They are the guardians, the stewards of the practicalities to create institutions and societies that are kind and loving and, might I say, elevated; that are in alignment with the Mother’s Love.

Now there are those that have no knowledge, no association, no belief system that is in alignment with what you feel, or believe is the Lightworker/Loveholder community. That is not to say that they are not mission- and purpose-driven in the same way.

But their level of spiritual maturity in their pathways also has to be at a level where they can claim divine authority. Not to be the new cabal or illuminati or usurpers of power, but to create a balance upon this planet and, in our words, a world that works for everyone.

This delineation and even the opinions behind it, of have and have not, have need to be eradicated. So the level of maturity has need to be present.

And we suggest that you have done stellar work, and I mean you, the collective and the Lightworker community, have done stellar work in doing this. (1)

Tomorrow he looks at lightworker entitlement and arrogance and confirms that Disclosure will be a group event.

(Concluded in Part 2, tomorrow.)


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading through Linda Dillon, March 10, 2017.


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The Spectrum of Realized Knowledge – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Spectrum of Realized Knowledge

Intellectual knowledge, experiential knowledge, and realized knowledge all fall into a spectrum within any one dimension. And between dimensions, I think.

Restricting myself to realized knowledge here, it runs the gamut from a flash of recognition, an “Aha!” or Eureka moment all the way to infinity.

I was going to say “all the way to Sahaja Samadhi,” but that’s only entry to the Fifth Dimension. Realization goes on a virtually-infinite distance past that, until we complete our journey from God to God.

In the last four years or so, with you as my witness, I’ve had moments of realization of higher-dimensional love, bliss, and peace. Actually months of realization of love and bliss, but only a moment of peace, so to speak.

Don’t forget that I’m a student of awareness so these – what we think of as – feeling states are important to me.

My enlightenment will come as a realization, probably, that I am love, bliss, and peace. It won’t come as the sight of my chosen ideal (Ramakrishna, Michael) or a Light brighter than a thousand suns.

The purpose of life, I find it good to remind myself, is that God should meet God in the moment of our Self-Realization. We realize who we are and who we are is God.

For God, I’m told, it’s a moment of pure delight. And for that moment, was everything we see and don’t see created.

The final act in this divine play or leela is one of realization. We could call it remembrance or recognition or awakening. They’d be different names, but we’d be pointing at the same thing.

As I see it, there are two spectra on which realization is arranged. One is within a dimension. The other is over all dimensions and spaces.

Within the Third and Fourth, the being is hampered by the experience of travelling in a dense physical body. Compared to it, the etheric body is softer than the down at the base of a feather. (1)

In this dimension, there’s the experience of disease, age, want, need, etc. Arthritis sets in. Hearts give way. Exactly when we’ve weaned ourselves from so many distractions, we begin to slow down. (2)

In such a dense medium, it was very difficult to experience a realization so deeply that it would catapult one from one dimension to the next. It’s said to be easier now.

The other spectrum of realization is among dimensions.

I think that the only thing that will change from now till the conclusion of our journey is that we’ll get deeper and deeper and deeper realizations of who we are.

A realization that brings one spiritual awakening (fourth-chakra enlightenment) may not be as deeply felt as one that results in the opening of the Third Eye (sixth-chakra enlightenment). That one may not be as deeply felt as the two higher ones after it (Brahmajnana, seventh-chakra enlightenment and Sahaja Samadhi, a permanent heart opening, moksha, liberation).

But this spectrum of realization only sees one liberated from the Third/Fourth Dimension. It only opens the door to the Fifth. There are seven more after that to open and explore. And then there’s the Transcendental. And that’s just what we know about. The door to all of them is a deeper and deeper realization.

In my view, the extent to which we open to any one realization determines the depth of our experience of it, the depth of its blossoming inside us, the extent of the explosion, so to speak.

Nowadays, we seem to be in a gradual uplifting of vibrations, through the many energy showers bathing the planet. (3) The outcome is said to be assured and the journey is getting more exciting and easier to accept and respond to.

Whatever our experience of realization was yesterday, it seems greater today, as if we’re being progressively opened up at a pace left much to our determining.


(1) I experienced it in an out-of-body experience in 1977. I guess I could also say that I realized it – that I was the spirit and not the body – but it was a very mild realization. The experience took place more on the experiential level, the delight of knowing that I was the spirit, not the body, and meeting the real me.

(2) Shankara remarked on this (paraphrased from memory) – that the individual was too busy marrying and having a family to practice spirituality in early adulthood. By the time the children leave, the individual is beginning to see their powers wane and cannot practice spirituality very strongly. Rare is the person who takes up spirituality early in life.

Operating in this fashion lifetime after lifetime, he said, we make little progress in any one lifetime in the overall task of life – to find out who we are.

(3) The Tsunami of Love from the Mother/Father One, the Tsunami of One from the archangels and ascended masters, and Porlana C from the galactics and intergalactics.


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All Roads Lead to Home – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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All Roads Lead to Home

A few days ago, I said that mine was the awareness path and so I probably would not be seeing a form of God or a transcendent Light.

Rather my awareness would deepen in a transformative way.

However, I remarked, all roads lead to Home.

I’d like to expand on that remark.

Sri Ramakrishna, an avatar who lived in Calcutta in the mid-Nineteenth Century, explained that all genuine paths lead to God:

“Let each man follow his own path. If he sincerely and ardently wishes to know God, … he will surely realize Him. “(1)

God Himself, he taught, arranged the various paths to take into account our different levels of knowledge and different temperaments:

“God Himself has provided different forms of worship. He who is the Lord of the Universe has arranged all these forms to suit different men in different stages of knowledge.

“The mother cooks different dishes to suit the stomachs of her different children. Suppose she has five children. If there is a fish to cook, she prepares different dishes from it — pilau, pickled fish, fried fish, and so on — to suit their different tastes and powers of digestion.” (2)

He reassured us that, if we transparently seek God, we can confidently take up a new path. We needn’t worry about offending Him through imperfect efforts:

“Suppose there is an error in worshipping the clay image; doesn’t God know that through it He alone is being evoked? He will be pleased with that worship.” (3)

My corollary to that view is that, just as the Divine Mother cooks different dishes for her devotees, so how they see or realize her will differ.

The reason I raised the matter was that, when my time came to see or know the Self, I experienced the space of it. Yes, my attention was arrested by the placid face of a man. But it wasn’t the face that caused the deepening of awareness. It was recognizing the space “around” him or in which he was ensconced or that was associated with him.

And the predominant characteristic of that space was peace.

If we sang devotional songs to the Mother at our altar, with a symbolic picture of her, chances are she’d grant our wish and, in a transformative way, we’d “see” her form.

If we pray to and meditate on the Sri Yantra or the Flower of Life, we may see sacred-geometrical forms, revealing great truths about the universe, perhaps.

The natural outcome of the particular spiritual practice I engage in is a deepening experience of awareness or consciousness, at some point as the basic substratum of everything and no different than love.


The experience I had and that I’m referring to here Hindus would call “spiritual awakening” and Buddhists would call “stream-entering” – an event associated with the kundalini reaching the fourth chakra.

That doesn’t mean that, after that initial revelatory experience, followers of the awareness path might not see a form of God, or the formless God, etc. I said at the time that I’d had other spiritual experiences that day, which I’d rather not talk about because they were not part of my path and I didn’t know what to make of them.

I actually still don’t feel comfortable talking about them. But the point I want to make is that, after the revelatory experience, things may happen which are not “on our path.” I found myself in circumstances which were strange and unfamiliar to me as a student of awareness.

So don’t be surprised if you have a different experience than I. Don’t let it confuse you. I assert that we get the experience that is – not the destination but – a waystation on the path we’ve been travelling.


(1) Nikhilananda, Swami, trans. Vivekananda: The Yogas and Other Works. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1953, 30.

(2) Nikhilananda, Swami, trans., The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 81.

(3) Ibid., 80.



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Opening Up to Miracles – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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Opening Up to Miracles

In trying to step up to the plate and meet the celestials and galactics at a place where I think I can be of use to them, I come across the denying self again, that nagging voice that denies my ability, resolve, etc. “You can’t do that. Who do you think you are? Get off your high horse.” Etc.

When I listen to it, my forward motion becomes like walking through molasses.

I have to say that it’s tangible demonstrations of celestial power that most impress me and help me build confidence. Ultimately confidence will strengthen me enough not to listen to the denying self.

There’s a reason I do. There’s a payoff: I get to continue playing small and playing it safe.

I realize that not everyone has the same access to the celestials. Hence it seems all the more important for me to share about my own.

You know about the whole episode of me deciding to move and then finding myself on a very pleasurable roller coaster as the celestials got me the perfect, next location. THAT was tangible proof. Proof coming my way day after day.

I watched us get through one barrier after another, as easily as slicing through butter.

Getting through these seemingly-impassable and impossible obstacles does build my feeling of confidence in surrendering to the celestials as our partners. Then again, if I don’t, I won’t have a game to play. Why on Earth would I turn down this opportunity? Only if I listen to the denying self.

I’m working on it. Doing push-ups in the area of dropping any limiting beliefs I still have, letting the denying self be without following it, and opening up to miracles.


Later the next morning, I noticed, when I woke up, that my emotional floor had risen. At this level of vibration, I did not go down as deeply into what we’d think of as negative emotions.

I had a conversation with myself, at one point wondering how much of what I write is inspired and how much “comes from me.” When I came to look at the “me” side, I watched the ego arise and noticed that the feelings I then felt were the same as those I felt with the denying self.

I saw then that the ego was the denying self. It was considered solely with being safe and secure – with surviving. Anything that threatened my survival – in any way – I panned. Or I discouraged any choices that led me into situations of potential risk.

The ego is the consciousness convinced that it’s no more than the body, whose survival is key in life. It assumes the role of guardian to see that anything perceived as a threat is dealt with.

As we await events that will thrust us onto a much larger stage – for some even a global stage – we can expect the ego or denying self to feel endangered at times and go a little crazy.

The way it’ll express itself, I predict, is through the mechanism of our core issues or vasanas.



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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 3/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 3/3

(Concluded from Part 2, yesterday.)

The gift of the galactics’ life-force energy, Porlana C, is allegedly providing a significant boost to us on our road towards Ascension.

In order to get information on it out quickly, I use a question-and-answer format.

A bibliography follows the body of the article.

What relationship has the flood of this new energy to Ascension?

Ashira: We are sending this to assist you as your family, as your comrades, as your colleagues, as your friends to assist you in this journey. (ASH)

Grener: You have whispered, shouted, yelled, and prayed for the completion of your ascension process, which we are all witnessing and supporting however we might.

And because you have been infused, first by the Mother’s Tsunami of Love, which continues on and we receive as well by the way, and then the Tsunami of One from the masters and the archangels, now you are ready.

The infusion of this energy is, in many ways, to help you, assist you to make that final jump, that quantum leap through that permanent portal of Ascension. (GR)

Why was this wave of energy sent last to us?

Galea: It is by no means the last wave of energy that will be sent to human beings, to Gaians or to this planet, but it’s certainly the most recent.

You had need to know what the divine energy, the divine feminine, the Mother/Father/Unified One – that energy of Love – felt like. And in that penetration through the Mother’s Blue Diamond, through the Tsunami of Love, it was like an initial washing-away and an infusion of such magnitude that in many situations you didn’t really know what hit you. And in many ways for some, it was a literal baptism, an immersion into an energy field that you had not ever previously experienced.

Then you have been penetrated by the masters, by the archangels, by the seraphim, by the angelic realm in the Tsunami of One. And that has given you another sensation and experience, upgrade, raising in frequency, solidifying the frequencies that you were holding so that you became familiar with that.

Now you are being penetrated by we who are your Star family – literally your Star family – and in that, this is a frequency that has every potential to become individually and collectively your “new normal.” (GAL 2)

It is an energy that has not heretofore been shared or made available to you because you were not ready, and you were not of a construction or of a light quotient, either individually or collectively, that could truly incorporate the level of this energy without harm. It would have been too intrusive and your body cells, your atoms, were not organised in such a way as to be able to smoothly incorporate this energy. (ASH)

Is there a deeper significance to “sheer energy”?

Divine Mother: I did not birth you as angel, starseed, intergalactic, earthkeeper, healer, teacher, or warrior. I birthed you as sheer energy – clear, brilliant and without form. (DM)

Why do you do this work?

Galea: Not to interfere with what it means to be human, because what it means to be human is not living in pain. So we are doing it because we love you and we want to help you be at a vibration – not that is blowing your circuits, which is what happens when you are fully in the Mother’s energy; you can’t hold that consistently as yet; you are getting there! – but to simply increase it so that you don’t feel that you’re in this revolving door. (GAL 2)

This is a very valuable gift you are giving us.

Ashira: This is a gift of monumental proportions. (ASH)

Grener: It is the most precious gift, as your star family, as galactics and intergalactics, that we can give you. So often you say, “I want my replicator. I want my healing chamber. I want free energy.” But our preface – and we have already seeded so many of those ideas on your planet anyway – but our preface to our full arrival is this gift of our life-force, our love-force. (GR)

Spiritual Hierarchy and Galactic Federation: Every day, Spirit is giving us a new gift. This gift symbolizes the new energies and sacred vibrations from Heaven. Heaven’s divine message is for us to graciously take in these new vibrations. They are enabling us to accept our hidden divinities and learn to accept all that is permitting us to truly feel this in every aspect that is a growing part of our essences. It is these new energies that are a simple key to our spirit’s growth. Humanity has not been so blessed until this time. (SHGF)


AG Arcturian Group, Jan. 5, 2017, at

ASH “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

DM The Divine Mother in Linda Dillon, The New You. Emerging into the Brilliance of Humanity’s Heart Consciousness. Linda Dillon: 2013, p. 47.

GAL 1 “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

GAL 2 “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,” February 20, 2017, at

GR “Grener of Ashira: We Come in Peace,” March 5, 2017 at

LIE “Suzanne Lie and Shawnna Donop: Conversation With The Arcturians,” January 20, 2017, at

SG St. Germaine on An Hour with an Angel, Jan. 12, 2017, at

SHGF SHGF through Sheldan Nidle, Mar. 1, 2017, at

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 2/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 2/3

(Continued from Part 1, yesterday.)

The gift of the galactics’ life-force energy, Porlana C, is allegedly providing a significant boost to us on our road towards Ascension.

In order to get information on it out quickly, I use a question-and-answer format.

A bibliography follows the body of the article.

What will its overall impact on us be?

Grener: What happens is that sense of reticence, that sense of not wishing to engage with other species is diminishing, because that energy is becoming part and parcel …

It is awakening parts of your DNA that have never been awakened before…activated but not awakened and there is a difference. So, we are activating that part of your starseed self like never before. (GR)

Galea: There is a very clear integration that is going on, so there are talents, abilities, memories, understandings that are coming back very rapidly, not necessarily to even be acted upon, but that there is a knowingness that is growing. Yes. (GAL 2)

Ashira: The energy that we are identifying to you as Porlana C is of a very electromagnetic nature – this is how we operate, this is what we do. And so, in a personal sense when you are doing your individual work – which we, by the way, do on a regular basis, all of us who are on board ship – you fill yourself with this energy because it is sheer energy, it is sheer life force, and it is an energy of such a nature, of an octave, that you are able now to incorporate it so there will be no dissembling of some essential functioning of your body.

Many who are healers, or in the healing professions, have been subtly aware of this energy, but now will begin to more readily incorporate this into their being. (GAL 1)

It is necessary for you beloved lightworkers/loveholders – family – to hold the energy of calm, of discernment, and to attach fully and completely to what you are creating in the moment, tomorrow, next week, next year and a thousand years hence. And the purpose of that Porlana C is to give you the plug-in, the flow of the extra energy so that you may do that. (GAL 2)

St. Germaine: Increasingly what is not of love is like a grain of sand within your shoe, a pebble of sand within your shoe, which you can’t wait too get rid of, to which I say congratulations! (SG )

Arcturian Group: Many of you are in the process of integrating higher dimensional energies which can leave you feeling depleted and confused as physical and emotional issues connected with the clearing process rise to the surface.

Everyone is feeling the effects of the new and higher frequencies of Light flowing to earth at this time. Even those with no interest in such things cannot avoid its effects. These dear ones who do not understand the spiritual nature of what is taking place at this time interpret their experiences according to their belief system, usually believing that they have a physical, emotional, or mental problem. (AG)

Will this be a permanent fixture here on Earth?

Galea: Yes and no. Your frequencies – and yes, we have heard your request for that discussion and it will be forthcoming…

Your frequency and vibration is increasing, so is it a baseline that is a new baseline for the planet? The answer is yes. Is it a constant? Yes. But will it continue to increase? Yes. (GAL 2)

What are the barriers or outstanding issues that might interfere or prevent or delay holding this energy as the “new normal”?

Galea: Let me be clear when I am saying this, because never do we wish to give the impression – let alone the actuality – that we are supplanting or interfering with what it means to be human, with what it means to be Gaian.

Understand, ascension – the unfoldment of the Mother’s Plan – is the rebirth, the re-anchoring of love upon this planet. And what that means is that you are holding a vibratory rate – think of it as a transmission rate, megahertz rate, radio-wave rate – that can consistently hold that vibration of love.

Now in the chaos – and I am not talking ‘creative chaos,’ I am not talking simply mayhem – it does not happen that you can consistently hold the love. And you have seen this in and of yourself – you float in, you float out, you float in, you float out. You have our greatest compassion, sympathy and empathy because that is enormously uncomfortable.

We have witnessed that, thousands and thousands of years ago, and it was so abhorrent that we did whatever we could to never go there again. It is like having a viral infection – like a herpes or an AIDS infection – that comes and goes and comes and goes, and it makes you sick and it wears you down, and it is exhausting, so that you feel one day that you are on top of the world, quite literally, and the next day you are in bed sick as a dog. It is a terrible way!

And we admire you, we support you, because your fortitude in continuing on with this variation in frequency and energy has been enormously exhausting, debilitating, not only for many of you – particularly those of you who are lightworkers – but for the entire planet. It is very difficult for you collectively and individually to plan, to continue on in your unfoldment when you don’t know whether you’re going to be knocked sideways by this virus called “hate-disruption-chaos.”

So the purpose of this frequency adjustment, the Porlana C, is like an immunisation – although your immunisations are not something that we would ever do! But it is like an infusion so that you are resistant to this aberrant behaviour, to what you and we have called “discordant behaviour.” (GAL 2)

(Concluded in Part 3, tomorrow.)


AG Arcturian Group, Jan. 5, 2017, at

ASH “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

DM The Divine Mother in Linda Dillon, The New You. Emerging into the Brilliance of Humanity’s Heart Consciousness. Linda Dillon: 2013, p. 47.

GAL 1 “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

GAL 2 “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,” February 20, 2017, at

GR “Grener of Ashira: We Come in Peace,” March 5, 2017 at

LIE “Suzanne Lie and Shawnna Donop: Conversation With The Arcturians,” January 20, 2017, at

SG St. Germaine on An Hour with an Angel, Jan. 12, 2017, at

SHGF SHGF through Sheldan Nidle, Mar. 1, 2017, at

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 1/3 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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The Gift of Porlana C – Part 1/3

The gift of the galactics’ life-force energy, Porlana C, is allegedly providing a significant boost to us on our road towards Ascension.

In order to get information on it out quickly, I use a question-and-answer format.

A bibliography follows the body of the article.

Life feels challenging these days.

The Arcturians: Things are getting pretty challenging these days for a lot of our Ascending ones. …

What is actually occurring, especially for those who are the leaders is that the leaders are being called into active duty NOW. The reason for that is because there’s a lot higher-frequency Light in the area through which Gaia is travelling within this NOW.  (LIE)

What is this higher-frequency Light?

St. Germaine: What is current is the Mother’s Tsunami of Love. What is current is the Mother’s Tsunami of One. What is current is your star brothers and sisters literally beaming into you Porlana C energy.    (SG)

Grener: Because of our agreement at the Intergalactic Council, we are flooding your planet with Porlana C.   (GR)

Ashira:  These electromagnetic pulses that are being identified and noticed – that is putting it mildly – upon your planet [i.e., Porlana C] are impulses that are being sent by us – yes, the Unified Forces – but it is also being done in tandem and in cooperation with many of the Fleets.

And it is a benevolent, non-intrusive – yes, we do use that word very specifically according to the regulations, I guess you would say, of the Intergalactic Council who also by the way sends their greetings….

It is a non-intrusive energy that we send to you. And it has not been felt previously – and I mean to everyone upon your planet. (ASH)

Ashira: We are not interfering, let us be clear about that. But this is something that the Mother – and through Her, the Father – have given acknowledgement and permission to share with you. It is the energy that we use to create, but it is also the energy that sustains much of our very being, not in totality but shall I say for you it is like the fuel of food. Now, it is not that we don’t eat food, but the life force is Porlana C.  (ASH)

Ashira: This energy is what you can think of and what we would call by two terms: “sheer energy” which the Council of Love has spoken of for decades; but also, the energy specifically in our scientific terms is called “Porlana C”. That is the term for this energy, and it is important for all beings upon the planet to understand the gift that is being sent and rendered unto you.

It is a gift of love, and that is why we will often use the term “sheer energy.” It is the energy that we use that you can think of as a ‘life-source’ energy, a ‘soul-source’ energy, a fully interdimensional energy that is a significant upgrade to assist you in the full assumption of your lightbodies and of the quotient of light required to complete your ascension.  (ASH)

Can you tell us more about it please?

Galea: Think of Porlana C as an energy that is utilised throughout the omniverse, the universe, and certainly by all Star families who have raised [up] to an expanded sense of being. Think of it as universal life force; think of it as universal kundalini.

Very often what you have done, each of you in your own journeys, is you have learned to work with your kundalini, with that essential life force that exists within all beings. And you have pulled that from the base of your spine and you rise it up and you direct it, depending on your level of efficacy in this matter, to your 3rd eye, to your 4th eye, to your crown, to your heart, to your organs, it matters not.

So you are not used to working with kundalini energy that comes down through your crown. But that is what is happening. Now it is also penetrating your very pores; it is also coming through the feet of your body.

So we have this energy that is surrounding you and surrounding your entire planet, and is being absorbed like a sponge by many, consciously and unconsciously. (GAL)

How can we compare it to the other energies that are washing the planet?

Archangel Michael: Think of it in this way. There are various frequencies that act as life force energies for various species at various levels of consciousness or evolution.

So you may think of the energy that Porlana C is. It was harnessed by the Intergalactics long ago and is used in a variety of ways, but basically what you can think of as essential life force energy of a vibratory nature, of a frequency that is much higher than the quotient of life force energy that has been available to human beings up to this point.

Now if you think of the type of levels of energies that have been made available to the planet as a range, you can think of, say, the previous standard of life force energy that human beings were operating on, say for the discussion’s purposes, if you think of it as 0 to 1000… Human beings have been operating at about 400- 500. We are putting numbers on the energy simply for purposes of understanding. This is not technical…

So when the Mother has sent her Tsunami of Love that has been a 1000. And think of it in this way: It has been like a lightning bolt into each of you as an ignition factor.

Then you have had the Tsunami of One which has been an energy influx into all of you (all of this is continuing by the way) that has been from our realm and the realm of your Ascended Masters, etc., and many others, and that has been slightly lower, say about 850.

What sustains you? What brings you up to a level where you can truly be in a vibratory match and frequency with your star family? It’s the Porlana C. This is the level of frequency that they operate at and occasionally through healing modalities have been available to human beings, but not on a regular basis.

Now if you can think of it as something the size of the Hubble telescope literally being sent to you continually from your star family and that is ranging 750 to 800. That is the juice that is going to get you moving.

What I am saying is, if you take it from 0 to 1000, the Mother is at 1000, the Ascended Masters and the Tsunami of One is at about 800-850 and the Porlana C is about 750 to 800.

This is the flow of the energy that we’ll get you as the constant flow. So you have had ignition. You have had reinforcement and now you have the steady flow of a frequency that will streamline your ability to move forward. (AAM)

How can we envision it?

Ashira: If you wish to envision this energy that we so graciously, generously and humbly share with you, send to you, you may think of it as a very fluorescent blue. In fact, it is the blue that is part and parcel of your halion chakra, and so it is not simply electro blue or electric blue.

It is the Porlana C blue which, if you have seen a gas stove or a gas flame, it is similar to that but a lot more of the violet built in. The Violet Flame of St. Germaine is akin/related to this Porlana C, but there are significant scientific variations in the quotients, etc. (ASH)

It’s ours for the taking?

Galea: That is what we mean – it is yours for the taking! It is in the very air you are breathing, but if you wish to in some ways slow yourself down, speed yourself up and pluck it out of the air… because there is an infinite supply. We have massive transmitters sending it to your planet, so if you want to access it in a greater quantity, by all means do! (GAL 2)

How does Porlana C travel?

Galea: The Porlana C is moving in a clockwise, circular motion, faster than the speed of light really, completely around, creating what you can think of as a vortex, as a whirlwind – a tornado! – of energy surrounding your planet continually.

In that, the same as all beings absorb air – not only because you breathe but your skin, your pores, the energy that your plant life, your oceans give off – they are receiving it, you are receiving it, everybody is receiving it in this way – all kingdoms, all humans. Then there are some that are plucking it out of the air and saying, “I want more!” (GAL 2)

How do we absorb it?

Galea: Think of it this way. If you are a sponge and you have squeezed yourself out, and you have squeezed yourself out of what you have thought of as negativity, as vasanas, as obstacles, as debris – it matters not how you term it – and then from the squeezed-sponge position you say, “Now I wish to absorb,” and you are filling yourself by choice with the Porlana C – what this is doing is giving you the energy, the life force energy, the love force energy to proceed at a faster pace, at a higher frequency, in an expanded sense of consciousness and the fulfilment of your mission. (GAL 2)

If you wish to intensify your personal receipt of our gift to you of this sheer energy, Porlana C, what you would do is open your crown and to feel as if you have literally, that your central corridor from your crown to your root – and yes, you can continue into Gaia for she is like a sponge in this matter – to simply see that you have been cracked wide open and your entire chakras, your meridians, your central column, is being filled with this blue fluorescent energy. (ASH)

Is there a safe absorption rate?

Grener: Yes, there is an absorption rate that is in alignment with what human beings, generally and specifically, can manage and handle. And some of you say, “Please, turn it up, turn it up.” For most of you, and I speak to those across this planet, I say, “We are not turning it down.”   (GR)

Tomorrow we look at the impact of Porlana C on us.

(Continued in Part 2, tomorrow.)


AAM     Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Jan. 20, 2017.

AG         Arcturian Group, Jan. 5, 2017, at

ASH     “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

DM       The Divine Mother in Linda Dillon, The New You. Emerging into the Brilliance of Humanity’s Heart Consciousness. Linda Dillon: 2013, p. 47.

GAL 1   “Transcript ~ Commander Ashira Of UFOG ~ The Gift Of “Porlana C” Sheer Energy, January 3, 2017,” Jan. 11, 2017, at

GAL 2  “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,”  February 20, 2017, at

GR       “Grener of Ashira: We Come in Peace,” March 5, 2017 at

LIE      “Suzanne Lie and Shawnna Donop: Conversation With The Arcturians,” January 20, 2017, at

SG       St. Germaine on An Hour with an Angel, Jan. 12, 2017, at

SHGF  SHGF through Sheldan Nidle, Mar. 1, 2017, at


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Note in a Bottle: Steve, Keep Focusing on the Heart – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Note in a Bottle: Steve, Keep Focusing on the Heart

I hypothesize that: When tension goes up, awareness goes down.

Moreover, our awareness that our awareness has gone down also diminishes.

I ask us to keep these two notions in mind.

Long ago I was in a situation that so triggered me that I couldn’t see or hear a man shouting at me from a few feet in front of me.

My mother died in a housefire. When a fire broke out in a planetarium, I didn’t see or hear the man shouting at me to sit down until I awoke from my fear-paralyzed awareness. I’d left my seat, with no recollection of having done so.

When tension skyrocketed, I lost all awareness except of the felt need to flee the building.

That’s an extreme case, but I’ve also noticed that I’ve lost awareness (say, of bliss) and I didn’t see the process of decrease occur. And tension was the cause of it.

Losing awareness is also losing the awareness that we’re losing awareness. The ship goes down with all hands. And no one remembers.


Why am I broaching the subject?

Well, when the big day arrives (the Reval), I’m almost certain that, besides the flood of abundance, which will be enough for all of us to handle, we’ll also have to handle a flood of new financial and security concerns.

That’ll mean tension will go up and awareness will go down. And the awareness that our awareness went down will also go down. There’ll be nobody minding the (higher-vibrational) store, so to speak. Everything will implode without anyone seeing it. Or remembering.

This is a note in a bottle for Steve, a short while from now.

You’ll need to hold on to every scrap of awareness that you can to weather the emotional storm of the Reval and its aftermath.  After the Reval, having strategies of relaxation will become important.

When tension goes down, awareness goes up. You want to reduce the tension, stress, anxiety level, that will arise in your life. It’ll be important because your responsibilities will also go up, probably providing another source of tension.

How do we lower tension? There are many strategies. Music. Massage. Bodywork. Reduced work hours. Yoga. Meditation. Contemplation. Trips abroad. Reading a hand-held spiritual book. Devotional singing. Sathsang. Repeating the Names of God. Solitude. Hiking in nature.

All these spiritual practices are aimed at relaxing the body, mind, and spirit.

Relaxation will raise awareness by reducing tension.


Everyone still holding on to the protestant work ethic, you won. You won. Time to lay the ethic aside. It worked then. But it probably won’t work in the future we’re building.

Now we need to relax into bliss, even while building a new world. Neat trick? I haven’t figured it out yet. But I can sense it coming down the road. Or maybe I’m being teleprompted.

We need to build a new world coming from love and its form, bliss. That’s definitely the assignment, in my view.

Confronting to say it. Probably confronting to hear it. How am I going to create bliss? I’m nowhere near creating bliss.

My knees are shaking.


So, yes, Steve, another message in a bottle.

Stay in the middle, in the center, in the heart. Other ways of saying it: Remain balanced, detached, equanimous; don’t swing out into the extremes of passion; remain grounded, centered, in the moment. Speak from a loving place if you can, from a neutral place if you can’t. Enough synonyms that you can triangulate?

The spiritual heart is protected from the winds of excited passions.

It’s the only place that’s safe from the towering waves on the ocean’s surface.

The heart is where you’ll find an endless artesian well of love, a secret underground river that will buoy you up as nothing else can. That’s where you’ll find what you’re looking for.

Put all your money on the green square of the spiritual heart beyond the hridayam (aperture).

It’s quiet down here in the depths of the heart.

Light a match and see who you’ll find here.

An ancient spring of love. And God. Good choice!


Steve, pay attention: Keep focusing on the heart. Let the winds outside blow. The heart is the feet of the guru.

Remember Krishna:

“Fools pass blindly by the place of my dwelling
Here in the human form, and of my majesty
They know nothing at all,
Who am their Lord, their soul.” (1)

“There in the ignorant heart … I dwell.” (2)

“I am … known to the wise in their love when they worship with hearts overflowing [torrential tsunami of love?].” (3)

I know you’re right, Krishna.  Almost all of us walk by you again and again, in the heart where you are, never knowing you’re in there. Love is in there. You are Love. You are there as Love – and in a million forms.

Every form is your form. And you are beyond all forms. And you’re known best in the heightened experience of love. In a sense, love carries us to you.


And thank you, Jesus, for the handful of corn (abundance), which I’ll hand back to you next year multiplied.

No, I won’t make popcorn out of it and eat it, even as prasad. (4) I won’t keep it solely for my own pleasure.

No, I won’t park it in a drawer and do nothing with it, to be returned to you intact next year but with no growth (evolution).

I’ll sow it all around me, as the Magdalena counseled, with great abandon, and let the crop grow.  Abundance will breed abundance. (5)

In this calm before the expected storm, I’m building my boat to sail across the turmoil. It’s an ark that I’ll launch on that endless inner ocean of love and bliss, in the heart, when the storm breaks.

Lashed to the mast and leaving the steering to the Divine, I plan to make it to the other side of the revolutionary changes in the very best possible shape.

You won’t hear financial advice from me. But you’ll hear an account of the passage.


(1) Sri Krishna in Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, trans., Bhagavad-Gita. The Song of God. New York and Scarborough: New American Library, 1972; c1944, 81.

(2) Ibid., 87.

(3) Ibid., 87.

(4) A gift from the Divine; usually food offered first to a form of God; sometimes the leavings from the guru’s plate.

(5) By what in economics used to be called the multiplier effect.  Here’s my favorite illustration. A hotel guest paid the owner $100 as a deposit on his room. After he’d gone upstairs, the owner went to the butcher and paid $100 down on his meat bill. The butcher went to the shoemaker and purchased a new $100 pair of shoes. The shoemaker went to the hotel owner and paid him back the $100 loan he’d took from him.  Everybody benefited.

In this same way will abundance bestowed on others multiply itself.


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What a Great Fire – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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What a Great Fire

What a great fire a little spark lighteth.

I’m still feeling the aftereffects of the glimpse of the Natural Self in mid-February. (1)  I still feel myself expanding.

This is the real hydration, not the Reval, the real multiplication of our spiritual currency.

I see that Galea in her transcript talked about Porlana C as the universal kundalini. I certainly saw and felt the kundalini afterwards. Is much of what’s happening to me the result of the swirling vortices of Porlana C energy?


Prior to this glimpse, I had experienced love and bliss. What made the experience of the Natural Self different was that it was predominantly characterized by a deep and abiding peace.

All cares melted away in that deep space.

Love, bliss, and peace. No one needs to sell me on the desirability of attuning one’s vibratory frequency to the Fifth Dimension. I get it.


We’ve had two articles lately that I highly recommend: one by Peggy Black’s The Team, (2) and one by Neptune Communication Officer Galea. (3)

Both of them, combined, helped me to locate where I might be in this swirling sea of energies.

They explain why I felt today almost on the verge of vomiting up all hostility, manipulativeness, resentment, hurtful remarks, deviousness, on and on the list went. Porlana C is bringing everything to the surface. I can vouch for everything coming to the surface in me.

I remembered Michael’s advice to J. to take all his parked issues and relocate them to an iceberg off Antartica (4) and I did exactly that, in my imagination.

I was so ready to be done with all the residue, the detritus, the sewage that I’ve created over the years through my callousness and ignorance.


I’m starting to warm up to visualizations. So I continued with this one, really getting into it.

I took Michael’s sword of truth and cut all remaining attachments from me to the residue I had thrown away. Nothing left to draw that back to me again. This is goodbye.

I then planted four archangels around me, put Michael’s shield and sword in front of me, built a titanium bubble for myself and filled it with St. Germaine’s violet flame.

I placed myself inside – not to wall myself off from you but to allow myself safe haven until I’m ready to come out and risk attracting back what Peggy Black called our “shadow side.”

I have laid it down and let it go. And now I want to fill the space with love and the violet flame and heal in here a while.

In my divine cocreative partnership, I declared that I was ready to be done with all of it.

All the sound and lights were just a way of shifting my vote from no to yes. Sometimes it takes ritual and the beating of many drums to bring about a genuine change of heart, change of mind, and change of practice.

Obviously I’m not incubating in an egg. But this is how it feels for me. This is the emotional truth. I feel like a refugee from my shadow side.

Uncle, uncle. (5) Archangels, help me. I want to wake up from the nightmare. (6)


(1) “First Glimpse of the Natural Self,” Feb. 21, 2017, at

(2) “‘The Team’ via Peggy Black: Transform The Shadow of the Collective,” Feb. 24, 2017, at

(3) “Transcript ~ Galea of Neptune Returns to Speak of Intergalactic Language & Porlana C, Jan 31, 2017,” February 20, 2017, at

(4) “Archangel Michael on the Spiritual Significance of Ailments – Part 2/2,” February 27, 2017, at

(5) I give up. I give up.

(6) John Enright, Enlightening Gestalt: Waking Up from the Nightmare.


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Correcting Confusion and Dissonance – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia

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Correcting Confusion and Dissonance

I wrote this when I’d just gotten back from the monthly Bellingham meet-up at Sitara’s house.

I tell you. The value of having a soul family to check in with once a month is incalculable.

To ride forward into whatever is coming next with one group whom you know to be dedicated lightworkers is great good fortune. I must have done something good in my past life.

So now I’m gassed up for another month.

Nonetheless I’ve been in confusion and dissonance all day, unrelated to the meet-up.

Do we agree that it’s thought that creates cognitive dissonance? We get ourselves into thought traps. We can also find our way out of them. Here’s what I was dealing with today. I had to really dig to get myself out of this one. But I succeeded in correcting confusion and dissonance. This was a first for me.

My dissonance arose because my life is so busy I require a higher degree of solitude than most others.  I also have a temperament that prefers solitude anyways.

But my future, as AAM frankly stated last reading, was going to get much busier. That means much more time given to social contact and that means less time for research and writing, for keeping up with the baseline of events, for spiritual exploration, etc. It means a different lifestyle.

I was afraid and worried about what the future would look like. I stood to be torn apart by two seemingly-competing agendas – let me call them “solitude” and “busyness.”

I didn’t know which of the two horses to ride or whether I could ride two horses at all.

But it’s my thought itself that was causing the dissonance. I got to see how I get myself into these thought traps.

Here’s the trap.

I have the thought that I must ride two horses. That’s an either/or way of seeing things that can produce dissonance.

I can just as easily create the thought of the two horses (solitude and busyness) having two riders and the three of us (me and the two riders) cooperating to produce some great end.

Sometimes we riders veer to the right (say, solitude) and sometimes to the left (busyness). But we do so in a coordinated manner with the overall direction being forward.

Forward to Ascension, forward to abundance, forward to Disclosure.

A friend would remind me that a bird has two wings – in this case, solitude and busyness. That’s another way of saying let go of the either/or.

Both tendencies can prevail at different times. The flow between them needs to be effective, fair, and equal. And, whether we veer to the right or the left, we’re agreed that our overall direction is forward.


The first thing I need to remind myself of and never forget is that I have complete control over the way my day unfolds. I choose to give some control away for the success of the  enterprise and at the direction of Michael and the Mother.

But I can also take that control back. In the end, no one has control over my agreement or disagreement but me.

Dumbed down, hypnotised, entranced, entrained – yes, that mitigates responsibility in the eyes of the law and in the common heart. But at some point, if we’re going to make progress forward, we’re going to have to take personal responsibility for as much as we can.

By taking responsibility, we’re asserting our awareness, discernment, and courage. We’re demonstrating that we value integrity above mere show, mere appearance.

The more victimized we feel, the more – because of tension lowering awareness – we may forget to be responsible for our situation.


We’ve now removed the either/or and demonstrated that we value integrity by taking personal responsibility for as much of our situation as we felt we could.

Let’s now take the process a step further by coming up with a metaphor for resolving the seeming tug-of-war between the felt need for activity and the desire for solitude.

I’m going to recommend that we re-introduce the metaphor of the eternal dance of Shakti and Shiva. Shakti is energy; Shiva is awareness. Shakti is activity; Shiva is stillness. Shakti is sound; Shiva is silence.

In my own experience, love and bliss are very much Shakti but peace is very much Shiva.

Let Shakti stand in for activity and Shiva for solitude.

Above Shakti and Shiva is the One directing all.

Shakti and Shiva are locked in an eternal embrace, in an endless dance of loving creation, forever circling around each other.  They do not stray.

In Hindu statues, Shakti is depicted dancing on the recumbent form of Shiva. Shakti is active; Shiva is still.

Now let me apply this metaphor to my own situation. Sometimes I’ll ask Shakti to lead and activity will be preferred. Sometimes I’ll ask Shiva and stillness will be preferred.  Above them, overseeing all is the one who’s always around, the witness of everything.

It’ll be a dance of ebb and flow, advance and withdraw, with the common agreement between the three of us being that the overall direction is forward.

The dilemma has dissolved. The two personalities, the two interests, the two voices in the head – one for solitude and one for activity – will cooperate with each other from now on and ebb and flow together.

At no time will the witness, the third partner in the dance, surrender personal responsibility, authority, or initiative, unless a conscious and common agreement on the matter has been reached.


We’ve illustrated that we can take a “thought trap” resulting in confusion and dissonance and reframe it, recontextualize it, recast it, to eliminate the difficulties.

We took back responsibility for our choices around time and our daily schedule.

And we created a new metaphor. We superimposed the dance of Shakti and Shiva, energy and awareness, on the issue of solitude and busy-ness. It allowed us to recast the relationship as a dance, a give-and-take of flowing grace, rather than a battle of will and wits.


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Shiva-Shakti Union – unknown artist

Why Do So Many Advanced Souls Struggle with Abundance? – Inga Nielsen

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Why Do So Many Advanced Souls Struggle with Abundance?

By Inga Nielsen, Guest writer for Wake Up World, January 23rd, 2017

Very advanced souls have had many incarnations on Earth and have typically gone through the full spectrum of human experience. In these times they have chosen to incarnate as volunteers to assist humanity in its ascension and healing. Paradoxically, it is these souls that find manifesting and abundance to be one of the most challenging areas in life and in their conceptual framework.

Why is material abundance such a challenge for many advanced, old souls?

Old souls carry a baggage of lifetimes where they encountered darkness, poverty and abuse of power. The most traumatic aspects of these lifetimes leave scars on the soul, much like a physical trauma would scar the body.

Younger, less advanced souls tend to have a much easier time manifesting money and possessions, for two simple reasons – they have more interest in the material world and they have fewer obstructions, vows and past-life karma preventing them from living in abundance.

Contrary to many teachings out there, abundance is not merely having money, houses, relationships, or getting anything you want. Many rich people suffer immensely in their personal lives. Personally, I remember a time in my life when I had everything I thought I should have wanted — a good apartment in one of the most expensive cities in the world, a family, a permanent stable job that paid the bills, long holidays and ability to travel around the world.

I remember running into an old friend who said — I would have given so much to live a life like yours. You are living a dream! And I understood, intellectually, that she was right, but I also realized that I wasn’t happy with my life at all. I would have given it all up in an instant if something better came up. What this “better” was, I wasn’t sure at the time. But none of these “achievements” mattered.

Abundance does not equate to merely material success. At the same time, one does not become more – or less – spiritual by being poor or miserable. Nor is there anything sinful in being rich. Many advanced souls need to heal mind-level misconceptions and societal programming and get clear about what abundance really means for them.

Old souls, starseeds and other advanced souls are often afraid of power. Their souls want to play it safe, avoiding power to make sure they never hurt anyone again – or get hurt and betrayed themselves. This fear of power is a soul-level issue, and is often outside conscious awareness.

And yet it is one of the major blocks to abundance. Until it is dealt with, no amount of conscious affirmations or positive thinking will go deep enough to have any effect. In the physical world this fear of power may play out in different forms, from living in the parents’ basement to addictions and crime.

A good example of this struggle is past-life vows. If we had many lifetimes as monastics, we may have vows of poverty that we never renounced. While it may have been spiritually beneficial at the time, and while we certainly should be allowed to choose simplicity, if we are constantly struggling with finances due to no conscious choice of ours, a soul-level vow of poverty may need to released. Once these vows are identified and cleared, life in the physical will also begin aligning.

Past-life vows and soul-level trauma often manifest as self-sabotage for many old souls. It may feel as if we are constantly going upstream and witnessing the destruction of what was built up with so much effort, over and over again.

Another issue is lack of grounding. Very advanced souls tend to “ground up,”,having too much energy in the upper chakras, while struggling with some of the practical aspects of life here on Earth. For some soul groups this is especially prominent. Things such as making money, getting an education, living a stable life all seem meaningless, when there is so much wealth in spiritual exploration and the invisible world. These souls tend to have other interests and priorities that do not necessarily align with what is deemed a successful life by worldly standards.

While this is certainly valid, sometimes it is useful to turn this around and ask ourselves, what would the world be like if highly-spiritual people had access to more resources? If they could share those resources and put them to sustainable use? Sometimes all it takes is achieving basic groundedness – what if we could practice being more stable, organized and efficient?

Often, stability and groundedness require deep inner work. Very advanced souls often choose to incarnate into difficult environments and family templates— with a lot of war, strife, loss, adversity and lack of love. It is for this reason that it may be difficult for many of them to meditate and keep stillness, because of the traumatic lives they have had. The goal of this connection with the pain of humanity is transmuting it – but many old souls get stuck in the process.

Family and ancestral wounds, such as abuse or loss of possessions, are often inherited across generations. These deep wounds usually have a clinging energy to them that makes it difficult to make room for more light and joy.

Conventional therapy and over-simplification of the law of attraction often bring little relief for advanced souls and tend to leave them with an even greater sense of failure (it worked for everyone else, but not for me – something must be terribly wrong with me!).

However, once we get deeper to the level of the soul and transform the blockages there, the 3D life will gradually fall into place. Visualizations and prayer often work better than meditation. Soul work tends to be more transformative and efficient than old-school therapy. The key is acknowledging the deep soul-level issues and beginning the work at the level of the soul.

About the author:

Inga Nielsen, MPH, assists people in connecting with their soul purpose through the Akashic Records. Inga is a Reiki master and professional intuitive, and learned about deep soul work in her own journey of healing. She is here to assist people in raising their vibration and living from their soul, as facilitators of their own ascension.

You can find out more about Inga on her website,, or connect with Inga via her Facebook page:

On the Verge of the Reval, Disclosure and Ascension? – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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On the Verge of the Reval, Disclosure and Ascension?

“You are on the verge of events that are to give you freedom, prosperity, sovereignty and a return to full consciousness,” Sheldan Nidle’s sources said on March 1, 2017. (1)

Freedom and sovereignty – political changes? Prosperity – the Reval and NESARA behind it? A return to full consciousness – Ascension itself or an Ascension-related event?

All three events – the Reval, Disclosure, and an Ascension-related event – appear to be close and travelling on parallel tracks. I wouldn’t be surprised if they happen in close proximity to each other.

Here’s Grener of Ashira, President of the Intergalactic Council, saying that Disclosure is very near:

“The plans for the community of the planet to invite us and to acknowledge us are very near. And we will be honored…we will be honored to sit and talk and stroll and simply sit and be in communion with you.” (2)

Notice he said “for the community of the planet to invite us.” The community? Is he pointing at a group disclosure, say with the likes of Desmond Tutu, the Dalai Lama, Barack Obama and other lights? Stay tuned.

The Reval is close but that’s all I can say, close enough that the Divine Mother would assure us that she’ll provide us with the wherewithal to be her financial stewards. She gave us her divine authority to build Nova Earth, in case we lacked a sufficiently-well-developed sense of our own divine authority.

“Build what is divinely beautiful. I give you my divine authority to do so. I will guide you. I will help you. But I entrust this to you as well. …

“What I am suggesting as your creator self, in the assumption of individual and collective authority, is that you forge a different pathway and you open that pathway for all to come with you. And we are helping you. That gateway is open and you are being flooded and you are being assisted and you will be assisted every step of the way.” (3)

Any trace of ego and the reality that the phrase “divine authority” points to would be diminished or subverted.

Certainly the Divine Mother discussing matters related to the Reval suggests its closeness.

And the Divine Mother implanted in our consciousness, at all levels I think, the invitation to allow her and the archangels to transport the little rowboat she compared us to to a safe mooring place in a favorite cove.

“Think of it in this way: that you have dropped or weighed anchor far out on a very, very stormy sea and you are but a row boat. And you have been tossed and turned and sometimes upheaval has occurred and you have had your little boat full of water and you thought you were sinking. …

“Now, what I say to you is you are taking that row boat, your beautiful sacred self, [by] my Plan, and let us say that the archangels are in charge of this transport, along with your star family and we are transporting this sweet little row boat to a placid little lake or an inlet in a favorite cove. And the water is crystal clear and your anchor is simply gently upon the bottom and you bob up and down now and then, or you simply stay perfectly still. And you enjoy the peace, the beauty, the harmony of existence.” (4)

To me that extended metaphor is a consciously-crafted auto-suggestion on how to respond to near-future Ascension-related events, whatever they may turn out to be: Allow your row boat to be transported. That’s how it felt to me.

Speaking of Porlana C, I guess we should add here the many supporting discussions of the energetic picture: The Tsunami of Love emanating from Mother/Father God, the Tsunami of One coming from the archangels and ascended masters, Porlana C coming from the galactics and intergalactics, and the photon belt in the background, all having their effect.

The total energetic picture, ramping up as it is, seems to support the view that something is intended to happen and that we’re being prepared for it.

Archangel Michael once pointed to events that were precursors of others. Is the Reval an immediate precursor to Disclosure? The opening act before the main number?

Why have a celebration like the Reval and not invite a few guests, from the nearest neighborhood?

Is an Ascension-related boost a precursor to both of them?  Is Porlana C that Ascension-related boost? Or is another event to happen?

I don’t know, but, compared to the pace of former years, things have never seemed busier. That reflects the increase in the number of messages that are related to the unfoldment of the Divine Plan. (5)

Because of increased breaking news these days, my articles may no longer be in strict chronological order.


(1) The Spiritual Hierarchy and Galactic Federation, through Sheldan Nidle, March 1, 2017, at

(2) “Grener of Ashira: We Come in Peace,” March 5, 2017 at

(3) “Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017,” Feb. 28, 2017, at

(4)  Loc. cit.

(5) I.e., I go over every message that comes out for quotes to be included in the First Contact database ( There may be very few quotes in one message but a lot in a second. The more quotes from a message, the more work it is for me. So, by judging how long it takes to get the quotes into the database, I have a rough sense of things starting to percolate or cooling off. They are definitely percolating right now.



Beautiful art : Ellen Vaman – see artist’s Link below.

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Sitara: How Much Our Bodies Love Us @ Golden Age of Gaia


Art : Alaya Gadeh


Sitara: How Much Our Bodies Love Us

Sitara Williamson of Bellingham, WA, is undertaking a rigorous fast, keeping a journal, and enjoying revelations about her relationship with her body. She shared this page from her journal.


Today I’m having the sluggishness and fatigue of the cleansing part of the first week of fasting.  This little body is really busy now.  I’ve been at it for 3 days and I’ve lost 9 pounds as of this morning.  It’s all water and glycogen but it’s soooo encouraging.

Today I was listening to Heavenly Blessings on the Golden Age of Gaia.  This session was with Galea, Communications Officer from the Neptune. In the introductory part of the podcast Linda spoke about her current “learn to channel” group.  She noted that one person had brought through the information of how much our bodies love us.

This really struck a chord in me.  AA Michael, in my reading with him a while back, guided me to name my body and speak to her like I would speak to anyone.  He and I chose the name, Jet.  Since then I have been carrying on a conversation with Jet.  I would ask her which supplements she would like this morning, does she want this to eat…. et cetera.   I send my love to her and tell her I love her all the time.   But it never occurred to me that she had a depth of love for me as well.     That statement rocked my world.

After listening to the podcast I took a shower, still thinking about this revelation.  (The shower is a great place for downloads!)  As I was having a conversation with Jet and confessing to her that it never occurred to me that she would love me greatly I came to understand from her that she is very happy and excited about my fast.  It gives her a golden opportunity to cleanse, clear, sweep out, repair and rebuild without having to deal with everything digesting food all the time does to interfere with this process.

Jet also told me that the collective of human bodies are beyond excited about this ascension process.   The physical bodies are going to rise in vibration and dimension along with their occupants, which is unique.   We have not realized that these precious bodies are going with us….not really.   I think we know it intellectually, but I don’t think most have actually understood, gotten this fact in our bones.   I had not really grokked it till now.  And I certainly had not even considered that our bodies would be happy about it.  From my point of view it was all about facilitating and manipulating the body to raise in vibration …. all one-sided from me to her.

I think most of us have considered the body something that we would drop one day, just lay down, discard, without ever thinking that it is an intelligent being.  I know I did.  No more!

This fast that I have been guided to do serves a great purpose.  The body is free, now more easily able to do the work it needs to do to.  I asked Jet to use the Porlana C energies as much as she could to assist her in this process.

I’m not going to do much, physically, today as I’m being very gentle in the body but I’m certainly going to do much contemplation on this revelation.

This has triggered a huge happiness bubble for me filled with joy and bliss.  I’m going to float on this sea for a while.



Art : Alaya Gadeh

Archangel Michael on Dimensions and the Transcendental, Bliss and Love – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


Avalokitesvara Buddha by Pavari @ DeviantArt


Archangel Michael on Dimensions and the Transcendental, Bliss and Love

In our reading on Feb. 17, 2017, Archangel Michael and I discussed the fact that the sages could not speak about dimensions 50-100 years ago.

Added to the new knowledge of dimensions is the ultra-new knowledge that we can flow back and forth between them.

He discussed the spiritual significance of stillness. He discussed how bliss can manifest as peace, an experience of which I had and wrote up a few days ago.

He described bliss as the experience of love and love as I used the term as the expression of love. “Bliss is the internal experience that love tends to express externally,” he said.

I asked AAM if the Transcendental had subplanes. After all, Sri Ramakrishna reported seeing his disciples happily living in the Transcendental. He confirmed it. Where else could one ask these questions and get answers like these than from the celestials?

Thanks to Dana for our transcript.

Archangel Michael: There was not earlier, in the time of these sages, who are very sacred individuals, the same framework of understanding of inter-dimensionality or multidimensionality. It was more the sense that there was the self and then there was the universe and the bridge of enlightenment.

So it was not viewed as a complete unified field through which human beings and all realities had access. It was considered a somewhat arduous undertaking and it was not termed “shifting dimensions” because the science, the culture, the framework within which one operated, even in the higher states, shall we say, was not open and available.

“That information would have been too confusing. Because, while the journey to enlightenment (Yes, to “enlightenment”; “to wholeness” is what I was going to say) was an individual undertaking, there was also a knowingness that you had a sense of responsibility of bringing others along. Now that sense of bringing others along wasn’t defined by dimensions. It was more a teacher/student, sage/novitiate relationship. So the framework was very different.

What you have now, is the knowingness that you are, for purposes of explanation, moving forward dimensionally, flowing back and forth, and that sense also of the flow throughout dimensions, that you can flow back and forth, that it was not restricted, that it wasn’t that you arrived at Heaven’s Gate and that was it.

This flow is new. Well, it is not new but it is new to human thinking and the sense that, yes, you are not looking for students or followers. What you are truly doing, yes, as pathfinders, you are showing the way, but you are also bringing along the collective in entrainment.

Now the sages did not think of this, of their journey as a process of entrainment of bringing the entire collective along. You do. And when I say “you” I mean the current thinking and body of understanding and knowing in the lightworker community. So the fundamental premises have changed.

Steve Beckow: Wow!

I have this thought that so many of the real breakthroughs that humans have had have come from people who are already enlightened and have come back to Earth to help humanity, etc. Can you tell me anything about Sri Ramana’s past lives?

AAM: It is too soon and that will be up to him.

Steve: Now, we use this word “love” to cover so many things and it is very, very confusing. For instance, love and bliss: To think that bliss is not love does not make any sense.

And yet, we use a word like “bliss” to differentiate this from love. And I have said that the differentiation is that love has me feel like going outwards and extending it to other people whereas bliss has me wanting to just sit here and beam, just enjoy and not do very much at all really. Can you help me understand the relationship between bliss and love and the differences between them please?

AAM: They are simply different aspects, different faces of the same thing. Think of it in this way.

Let us be practical.  Think of your favourite, not jacket but sweater or sweatshirt and there are days when it might be slightly cool in your apartment or is stormy and wet outside and all you really want to do is to put on your favourite, cozy sweatshirt and curl up on that beautiful new couch (1) and that is the sense: the sweatshirt or the sweater and that cozy feeling of cocooning is bliss.

The same sweatshirt, the same sweater can be used; “Oh, I am going to go out and meet myself or a friend for breakfast but it is slightly chilled in the air so I’m going to put on my favourite cozy sweater and go out and this will protect me from the wind and from the chill in the air.”

And so you are out and about and you are beaming and you are engaging with the outer world and you have this layer of cozy bliss protection but it is seen as love because you are out and about.

Humans, and this is truly not something we have really talked about; humans have these things called “moods.” And you know fully well what I’m talking about.

We don’t really have moods.

Steve: (laughing) You don’t have moods… You don’t want moods!

AAM: (laughing)… We don’t! Moods are troublesome! But if you took the concept of moods and you elevated it to the love frequency, are you with me?

Steve: Sort of… I’m not sure how to elevate it to the love frequency but I got…

AAM: Just think of it in this way. Love sometimes, because of where you are and what you are inviting, love will come as the bliss, as the deep, joyful, quiet, explosive, never-ending bliss within. And it is something that you want to cross your arms and cross your body and just cuddle and hold or throw open your arms and say, “Bring it on some more.” And that is an elevated mood expression of love.

Then there are times when you have been coddled enough that you can actually move from the experience of love to the expression of love. You can’t truly, genuinely, fully move to the expression of love until you have had the experience of love. Bliss is the experience. Love tends to express.

Steve: Bliss is the experience that love tends to express?

AAM: Bliss is the internal experience that love tends to express externally.

Steve: Okay, externally it is the kind of love I was describing earlier where I just want to share with everybody.

AAM: That is correct.

Steve: Experienced internally it feels like bliss, what we call  bliss.

AAM: Yes. Sometimes you will also experience it internally as the deepest sense of abiding peace and that is what I mean when I talk of peace.

Steve: I did experience that the other day. I did experience that abiding peace and it was absolutely wonderful!

AAM: Yes, and then what happens when you have your wellspring filled with that, then you are prepared, you are in a position, in a human position to then want to go out and express it and share it and be it.

Because it is so big that even while you are in the bliss, you want to stay there forever but as you come out, you want to share it because that is the flow of love. It is intended to be shared.

The Mother is our infinite love. But how do we know that? We experience it.

Steve: Yes. Is it appropriate to call the Mother, “Love in action” and the Father, “Love in stillness”?

AAM: That is a wonderful way to express it.

Steve: Now within the transcendental of course, there is no material movement but there is plenty of movement of love, right? So it’s not as if the Father is absolute stillness from all things, just stillness from material things.

AAM: It is just a quality of what you think of as form or materiality that translates in your understanding, as stillness.

Steve: Okay. Now you said “it”. Are you referring to the stillness I just finished talking about?

AAM: The stillness is what I am talking about. The Father would claim and say, if he was to speak, that he is very dynamic!

Steve: But not in anything material or phenomenal…

AAM: It is not necessary.

Steve: But there are people living in the transcendental; for instance, Swami Vivekananda and various of the circle of Sri Ramakrishna were to be found in the transcendental, is that correct?

AAM: Yes, that is correct.

Steve: So, people live there? Are there such things as the equivalent of dimensions in the transcendental?

AAM: Yes.

Steve: Aaahhh! When are we going to hear about that?

AAM: Not for a while. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 17, 2017.)


(1) More miracles. I decided one day to go to the Salvation Army and pick up a couch and a knotty-pine coffee table. (My bedroom as a child was done in knotty pine.)

When I arrived there, they had a couch, a knotty-pine coffee table and a desk for my bedroom, all at super-reasonable prices. Speak of one-stop shopping! And the couch was a three-seater, the two end seats of which folded down into recliners. Again this task of finding these three pieces of furniture could have taken me time, but was completely handled in one stop.

From this perspective, a move has never been easier. It was miraculously easy. The physical exertion was something else.


Avalokitesvara Buddha by Pavari @ DeviantArt

Why a Gradual Ascension? – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


Art : Maitreya – Kancano @ Deviant Art


Why a Gradual Ascension?

This post was pre-empted by the shares about the Natural Self. I reintroduce it now into the ethnographic stream, a little out of sequence.

You can see that all of the historical and monumental movements continue to go forward, though much of the movement is unseen and known only from rumor and hearsay.

Three are underway – Ascension, abundance, and Disclosure. I wanted to talk about Ascension today.

I can vouch from my own experience that a gradual Ascension is occurring.

I’ve been privileged to have been given – in some cases brief – glimpses of various aspects of Fifth-Dimensional life – love, bliss, and the Self.

Direct experience always breeds confidence and certainty. I don’t need any other testimony than my own direct experience (1) to say that a gradual Ascension to a radically different (and improved)  existence and experience of life is gradually unfolding. I know it for a certainty just by looking back on my own history over the last four or five years.

Why must Ascension be gradual?

Well, first of all, we’re talking about the Ascension of as many on the planet as have assimilated sufficient light to “hold” Fifth-Dimensional vibrations. That’s a lot of people and it’s a spectrum of people. Someone from the Company of Heaven once said that if Ascension were sudden, people might go insane on the other side wondering where their normal lives went to.

And then there’s the matter of the human body.

I can only cite my own case with confidence. Much of the time, I’m exhausted. And some of my colleagues report the same.

Adjusting to these new energies (Porlana C and photon waves, on top of the Tsunamis of Love and One) leaves me feeling like a wrung shirt.  And I asked for a generous dose of it. This is what I got.

I see perfectly that the human body can only take so much. This Ascension has to be gradual or its demands on us will exceed our ability to accept and adjust. Pssst. It doesn’t matter if you’re an embodied seraph. Your body still won’t be able to take it.

Ten strands of DNA are coming online. Our bodies are changing from carbon to crystal.  I think we have no idea of the amount of change additional to that that’s being asked of us right now. So Ascension must be gradual for all of us to survive it, so to speak.

It’s commonly said in Hinduism that the body of a person achieving moksha or liberation lasts no more than 21 days. It’s burned out after that. Moksha equates to Sahaja Samadhi, the culmination of our Ascension.

Burned out isn’t meant to be our fate.  We’ll not only survive our moksha or Ascension but flourish. And for that to happen, we have to make the adjustment gradually.

Gradual for me is still flat on my back an inordinate amount of time. Absolutely without energy. Even having a bath is an effort.

All the time I know it isn’t me that’s tired out. It’s the body.


(1) Remember Werner Erhard’s dimensions of knowing/certainty? At mystery about, at belief about, at thought about, at feeling with, acting upon and gathering testimony about, and realizing you don’t know.

Here is the line between unconscious and conscious awareness.

On the other side is conscious awareness, natural knowing, direct experience, experienced experience.

To live in that space continuously … I don’t know if that equates with Sahaja Samadhi. It might.



Art : Maitreya – Kancano @ Deviant Art

When Mountains are Not Mountains and Rivers are Not Rivers – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


Medicine Buddha Statue – Singapore


When Mountains are Not Mountains and Rivers are Not Rivers

Sometimes I worry about myself because I’m so insular these days.

But there are times, I think, when lightworkers need to go inward.

For a monk in Thailand, it might be cave time. For a monk in India, it might be seeking the solitude of the headwaters of the Ganges. For a lightworker in North America, the best it gets is cocooning.

At those times when mountains are not mountains and rivers are not rivers – which time is upon me now, having seen the Self, if only for a moment (1) – the outside world feels jarring.

A person on the bus being nice and striking up a pleasant conversation for me sounds unreal and something I want to break my connection with. No, no, get me out of here, I’m saying inside while smiling seraphically outside. I’m wracked by dissonance.

I’m in a place that a friend used to describe as “refusing to modify.” I’m refusing to modify myself, to vibe down, so to speak, to remain with our collective conditioning, the utter banality of it all.

I WANT MORE. I WANT BETTER, I’m screaming inside.  Stop the world. I want to get off.

And of course my time of gestation having arrived is the result of knowing it can be better. I’ve felt bliss. I’ve felt real love. I’ve seen the Self. I know it can be better.

Compared to bliss, an ordinary, everyday pleasant conversation shows up for me like a basic denial of all I’ve learned through all these years, all I’ve experienced, and all I’ve realized.

Of course the “me” that’s reacting in this way is exaggerating. In the eyes of his everyday society, he may be seen as insane.  Very few would understand what life looks like from his angle. So he’d best either control himself or restrict his movements.

His tolerance levels for banality and insincerity have gone way, way down, as they do after a divine experience.

What was once tolerable is no longer so. What was once hidden is no longer hidden. What once interested a person no longer does.

Mountains are no longer mountains; they come to have completely-different meanings, seen from completely-different vantage points; the same with rivers. Everything has changed.

The being has made a basic shift from voting for his conditioning to leaving it all behind.

I can assert from experience that even a glimpse of the Self can cause a revolution in one’s being a thousand times deeper than the first sight of your very first love.

So for the highest good of all, a person for whom mountains are no longer mountains and rivers no longer rivers needs to go off into relative seclusion.  Seclusion from all but this ascension diary. On my dying day, I will write.

I apologize to those who’ve written into the “Contact Us” email in the last short while. I’m in no condition to answer your emails, I’m afraid. I’m in a cave in India somewhere – if not in body, at least in mind, feeling, and spirit. Don’t know when I’ll be back.

I’m also worried because I’m so exhausted so often.

But at those times I remember that I sought as full a dose of the Porlana C and photon energies as was both permissible and advisable and this is what I got. Yay, I’m a millionaire!

Everything has accelerated for me.  For a person who gets bored with too much downtime, I cannot complain.

With me it’s always whether I’m learning or not that’s important. If there’s one characteristic I know about me it’s that I always need to be learning.

And I’m learning a lot here and so I’m satisfied.


One of the things I’m learning is that I’m not flowing with my circumstances. To a large extent, I’m in the way.

Archangel Michael said that the greatest skill and positive factor in divine co-creative partnership was getting out of the way. And that is so true and should be underlined, according to me.

The whole problem I present is during the moments when I won’t get out of the way. No, I’M right. No, it’s MY turn.

If we were to keep a scorecard, I’d say I’m still 70% in the way; that is, 70 percent of the opportunities to get out of the way I don’t recognize and go along with. I think I know better. Usually I don’t … and it shows. This is the everyday me you don’t see in print.

I don’t flow. (2)

But I’m being tutored. He’s teaching me and he’s teaching you right along.

If we want successful divine co-ceative partnerships, we’d be wise to master flowing and getting out of the way.

I’m the worst offender. And I just got off it. Oh my heavens, waking up is hard to do.

Getting out of the way is a prime example of what I’m learning these days and I consider it rich treasure, rich payment for services rendered.

People have asked me, do you not miss having a guru? Oh, I have one. I assure you. And I’ve never learned more or faster in my life (3) than from this divine co-creative partnership, which they want to have with you too by the way.  There’s no end to the number of archangels. (4)

So, given that I’m learning by leaps and bounds from what has come from the initial downpour of Porlana C and photon energy that I asked for, I’m on balance willing to pay the price of exhaustion quite happily.  It gives a whole new meaning to “learn while you sleep.”


(1) A moment is enough.  Any moment is enough. Enough to send a person on the quest forever and in ways they’ve never quested before, with redoubled determination.

Of course it isn’t a search, at least not for me. It’s an unveiling of the natural Self, which we already are and always will be. It’s also going deeper and deeper into bliss, in my case. All roads lead to Home. Touch Home and you’re free.

And God says, “You found me!” and laughs.

I think I’m in a time of repair. I need to relax, not go outside, as beautiful as this location is. There’ll be time for that later. Just be in the stillness and the silence.

(2) Keep in mind that flow is a paradigmatic representation of the way of life on the Fifth Dimension. Life flows.

(3) I remember turning to my wife while at the ashram of a guru I had studied with for twenty years and saying, “I don’t feel I’ve grown at all.” I definitely cannot say that about this particular spiritual partnership.

(4) Archangel Michael: Now you still have billions upon billions of sparks of light and this is something that we have never really talked about before; in the Mother’s infinite creation, there are still billions of those sparks of light being birthed to this day.

Steve Beckow:  And these were the seraphim or all of the angels?

AAM: No, all the angelics [what I call the celestials], if you take it as a very large group. (“Archangel Michael on the Angelic Kingdom,” June 13, 2014, at



Medicine Buddha Statue – Singapore

If the Sages Could Have Discussed Dimensions – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


Art : Buddha Bliss – Amanda Sage


If the Sages Could Have Discussed Dimensions

Having had a brief glimpse of the Self, I asked Archangel Michael, in a reading I had with him on Feb. 17, 2017, to confirm that the experience really happened and that it was a glimpse of the natural Self.

Steve Beckow: Can you help me understand something that happened a few days ago which is that I was watching my thoughts and feelings as they were going by me. It was almost like I was on a train that was just starting out of the station and I was watching all these faces go by and suddenly, in between the crowd, in between the thoughts and feelings, I saw and recognized what I came to think of as my natural Self and then having recognized it, I became it, so to speak.

Archangel Michael: That is it exactly. (1)

And later he added:

AAM: When you have had that experience in reflection of watching your thoughts and feelings travelling by you like a train, you have been moving forward throughout dimensions.

And part of that journey of discovery is you saying, “Now where is my natural Self living? I’m going to travel this train until I find him,” which of course you have. (2)

I’ve let go of the experience now. I know there’s no holding on to anything. … Or have I?


Jesus said (paraphrased): A man found a treasure buried in a field and covered it up again. He then went and sold all that he had and bought the field.

Having glimpsed the treasure, which was then buried up again as all experiences are short of Sahaja, am I “selling all I have,” all my desires and agendas, to buy the field? Something is definitely happening deep inside of me. The volcano is definitely rumbling.

The experience left me with more permeable boundaries – permeable to bliss, not permeable to my former enjoyments. My taste in food gets ever more bland. My interest in it goes down. I can’t watch a movie. Nothing that used to move me moves me any more.

Add to that experience this recent move, which interrupted my ordinary life. I failed to change my Internet before the move so I was off the Net effectively for around two weeks.

Apart from pulling out my hair, I was obliged to forego everything else and read books, from my enlightenment library.

The glimpse of the Self yesterday allowed me a new ability to appreciate what terrestrial sages have been saying. They couldn’t refer to dimensionality. Their world would not have understood them.

There was no context into which such a discussion could have been fit. It would have gone over people’s heads.

And so their discussions are hung on the “non-existence” of the physical world.

Had they been born in this generation, they might be granting that world reality on its own dimension, but not granting it continuing reality if one’s vibration shifts to another, higher frequency and dimension.


I came upon a description from Sri Ramana which was like a gloss on what had occurred for me.

“That which appears owing to ignorance of something will cease to appear only through knowledge of that something.

“The world, which appears on account of ignorance of your Self, will disappear only through knowledge of the Self.” (3)

I can vouch that that happened when I momentarily glimpsed – or perhaps experienced would be a better word – my natural Self yesterday, in the space between thoughts and feelings. (4)

All the stressful thoughts that appeared while my awareness was fixated on my thoughts and feelings (ignorance) disappeared the moment I recognized my natural Self (truth) and briefly became it.

“‘Just as the water of the mirage does not make the desert wet, this unreal thing (world) will not do harm to me who am its basis.”

Yes, when seen from the standpoint of the Absolute, the Transcendental, beyond form.

All reality short of the One is relative and temporary. On its own dimension, it’s real. Every reality is superseded by one higher until full mergence in the One.

Only from the standpoint of the Absolute can we absolutely see that there is only One Reality (but by then “we” have disappeared).  Any other view is impacted by even a slight degree of separation.

How much easier might Sri Ramana’s task have been if he could have pulled the accordion file wide open by talking about Third-Dimensional patterns when viewed from the Fifth Dimension? He continues:

“Such a conviction is real knowledge. This is the means of Liberation.”

What he calls Liberation, or moksha, we call Ascension. What he called Sahaja Samadhi, I call the culmination of our Earthly Ascension. His discussions of Sahaja prepared the way for our discussions of Ascension.

He doesn’t expand on what he means by the word “knowledge” itself. But I’m willing to bet the farm that he isn’t referring to intellectual knowledge alone (which we all have), nor to experiential knowledge even (getting the feel of it, living through an experience of it, as I did yesterday), but to realized knowledge. And, I’m willing to wager, deeply-realized knowledge.

But simple knowledge, nonetheless. Nothing fancy happened between me and the natural Self I glimpsed yesterday. It was simple recognition, like recognizing a face in the crowd.

And the delight of recognition quickly becomes union.  It isn’t you here and the Self over there now. Both you and the Self are now looking out from behind the same eyes.

So, yes, simple knowledge of the Self. Simple experience of it, leading to simple realization of its reality, substantiality, and significance.

In a later article, I’ll report what Archangel Michael had to say in my Feb. 17 reading on the dimensions and the Transcendental. (5)


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 17, 2017.

(2) Loc. cit,

(3) All passages from Jewel Garland of Enquiry of Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi. Tiruvannamalai: Sri Ramanasramam, n.d., 14-5. This sentence is about as close to a statement of dimensionality as sages may come. The world disappears. Does it do so because we flow to a higher dimension?

(4) Just waiting there for me to recognize it. And I always knew that space was there but paid no attention to it.

(5) “Archangel Michael on Dimensions and the Transcendental, Bliss and Love,” coming later this month.


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The Trigger: The Face or Awareness? – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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The Trigger: The Face or Awareness?

I feel the need to add a note to my explanation of what recognizing the Self felt like.

In my Feb. 17 reading, Archangel Michael said:

AAM: When you have had that experience in reflection of watching your thoughts and feelings travelling by you like a train, you have been moving forward throughout dimensions.

And part of that journey of discovery is you saying, “Now where is my natural Self living? I’m going to travel this train until I find him,” which of course you have. (1)

Moving through dimensions. Given that I wasn’t aware of doing that, it suggests that I have much to learn or open to in this area as well.

I asked him if repeated experiences of the Self were needed to prepare the ground for Sahaja Samadhi.

Steve Beckow:  I think it was Sadhu Arunachala who said that one needs repeated experiences like this before something major happens. For instance, Brahmajnana or Sahaja Samadhi. Is that a correct statement?

AAM: When it was written it was absolutely correct. But as you also know, the governing rules have shifted and changed.  …

For some, once is enough. For others it is repeated. But it is nowhere near the level of repetition that might we say was once required because the separation – what people have thought of as separation – is not so strong. (2)

That’s the first time I’ve heard him confirm that it was harder to reach enlightenment fifty years ago than it is now (it makes sense with the rising energies) and that the “governing rules” have changed. Expect me to follow up on what has changed, how matters like this “change,” etc.


Earlier I left the impression that it was somehow the recognition of the face seen in between my thoughts and feelings that triggered the brief experience of union with the Self.

There was in fact a face. It was a pleasant, gentle red-haired man. It got my attention. But it wasn’t the face itself that triggered what happened next.

The real energy of that experience came from a very deep expansion of awareness.

I’m a student of the awareness path. You’d expect that my experiences of the Self will be in awareness. The Mother honors our path and she would surely honor mine.

So, no, I won’t see a form of God. No, I won’t see a Light that transcends creation. I’ll have an experience of profoundly deepening awareness. And awareness of what? Well, it looks like I’ve pretty firmly chosen bliss.

As I said earlier, the Self, as I experienced it, had a semi-permeable membrane to our everyday, 3rd/4th-Dimensional world. It could shut it out or not as it pleased.

But it had no membrane at all to bliss. So to say I experienced bliss is not a contradiction on the awareness path.

Far from it. I confirmed with Michael that bliss is just another form of love. He called bliss “internal love” and transformative love “external love.” (3)

If you choose to associate love with the divine feminine and awareness with the divine masculine, you have again the dance of Shakti and Shiva. A balancing of the female and the male energies: Androgeny. This is rich territory.

So the placid face may have been a means of getting my attention (it may have been an ascended master for all I know), but it didn’t figure in the experience beyond that and I never saw it again.


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 17, 2017.

(2) Loc. cit.



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First Glimpse of the Natural Self – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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First Glimpse of the Natural Self

I had my first glimpse of the natural Self today.

The duration of it would have been the same as recognizing a face in a crowd as the train pulled away or a face between clouds of steam.

There were the obstructions – thoughts and feelings – and then, in the space between them, there was the default, the residuum, the eternal ground – the natural Self, like a face seen in a crowd.

The felt space, the experience of it was like recognizing your very own, long-lost, best friend.

I was the negative polarity and it was the positive polarity and there was instant attraction, at the level of experiential knowledge, felt sensation, lived-through experience – not yet at the level of realized knowledge.

The minute I recognized it, I became it, at the level of experience: The neutral, natural, normal Self.


There’s nothing hard about being it, nothing at all. We simply don’t recognize it. Mostly our minds are so busy and so focused outside ourselves that it would be impossible to recognize it under those circumstances.

In the process of recognition, a sequence of events occurs: First the natural Self seems over there and we’re not recognizing it; next we recognize it and suddenly it’s over here and we become it. We are One, both looking out through the same set of eyes.  (1)

It was the same with transformative love and with bliss. I recognized both of them as if they were objects over there and, immediately upon recognizing them, they were over here and we were One.

Somehow recognition triggers union. It just does. Recognize it and you become it.

I feel calm. I feel balanced. I feel no stress of any kind.

I feel what I used to call “working-level bliss,” not so much bliss that I cannot go outside. In fact I have a breakfast engagement and so I must now go outside.


That was pleasant and engaging and I’m back.

I’m tempted to say that the natural Self is nothing special. But of course that’s true and not true. It’s the doorway to everything else, I’ll wager. I have to wait and see, because I haven’t realized it; I’ve only experienced it.

This sahaja or natural state is reality with nothing added and nothing taken away. It just is.

If an aspect of it cannot exist without shoring up or image management, without self-serving retelling of stories or preening one’s image to sell to others, then it isn’t the natural Self, the default, the Residuum and Continuum. It’s evanescent, a flash in the pan, not eternal and unchanging.

Whereas there is a semi-permeable barrier between the natural Self and the everyday world, there’s no barrier of any sort between the natural Self and bliss. I feel attracted to bliss at the moment, to going inward, rather than to transformative or torrential love and going outward.

Again, dancing with bliss is what my friend calls “flowing.” Shiva and Shakti get lost in the dance of bliss and become One. That unlocks much more bliss on higher dimensions.

Deeper and deeper we go into the inexhaustible experience of bliss, until released from form altogether.


I feel very self-conscious writing this. I’ve never made any claims for myself and I don’t plan to start making any now. I’m simply describing what I’m aware of in my life right now, that would be significant to you.

I’m not telling you about my gimpy leg or the bags under my eyes, etc.  These have no bearing on my inner work.

But a glimpse of the natural Self, time spent in the sahaja state, however fleeting it proves to be, (2) this is a truly significant event, a watershed occurrence or landmark.

My glimpse of it was fleeting. It was experiential rather than realizational.

I now need to abide as what I saw, according to terrestrial sages:

Sri Ramana: “What has to be done is to investigate what one really is [the natural Self] and remain That.” (3)

Sage Ribhu: “Abide as That in which there are neither thoughts nor a thinker, neither the arising nor the preservation nor the dissolution of the world, … and be always happy, free from all traces of thought.” (4)

Sri Ramana: “You need not eliminate the wrong ‘I.’ … All that you need do is to find out its origin and abide there.

“Your efforts can extend only thus far. Then the Beyond will take care of itself. You are helpless there. No effort can reach it.” (5)

Abide as that. Return to it constantly. Relax and let go into it. Return home to it again. Always and forever returning to that placid space, free of desire and distinction.

It seems no accident now to realize that my meditation for the last any number of months has been to return to stillness and silence. This is where the metaphorical face I saw resided.

The bliss is gradually increasing at a very bearable tempo and I feel the desire to surrender into it, while putting my pen aside.


(1) There was a native story circulating in the 1970s of a mouse who wanted to become an eagle. And he did become an eagle, looking out through the eagle’s eyes, after the eagle ate him.

(2) I’m only permitted to visit the higher states, according to AAM, not to stay.

(3) Ramana Maharshi, Forty Verses on Reality. Trans. Arthur Osborne. Mountain Path, October 1964. Downloaded from, 25 August 2005, verse 32.

(4) Da Free John, ed.The Heart of the Ribhu Gita. Los Angeles: Dawn Horse Press, 1973, 21.

(5) Ramana Maharshi in Munagala Venkatramiah, Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi. Downloaded from, 31 August 2005, Question 197.



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Third- and Fifth-Dimensional Relationship – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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Third- and Fifth-Dimensional Relationship

I have a friend who’s doing her darnedest to educate me in flowing.

Me flowing, given all my cares and concerns, is a challenging task for her to take on.

But it is having an effect.

Letting go of my commitments is not an option. I have to retain some male-energy, logical-steps approach to what will soon face me or go completely under. A monk in a business suit needs to be a quick study.

This is what I’m seeing thanks to combining the two viewpoints – hers and mine. (1)

Between two people? Flowing is a dance. At some points when my partner is up in the air, I’m on the ground holding her and at times when I go off into the wild blue yonder she grounds me. Neither of us stays up all the time or down all the time, to flow with each other.

It’s Shiva and Shakti. At least that’s the way it seems to me. And seems to have been designed.


And then the serpent of control creeps in and torrential, transformative love, the love of the Fifth Dimension, dies, choked off by going for control, rather than granting everyone their freedom.

We never seemed to learn. Once outright control became passé, we “shoulded” people to death.

We settled for cotton candy instead of love, second best, third best, until we finally couldn’t take it any more. We were better off separated and so we parted.

That’s a rather cynical view of Third-Dimensional relationship, but it seems all too common in our world as it was.


Fifth-Dimensional relationship, from the few glimpses I’ve had of it (admittedly not a well-populated database) is entirely free of control. It’s two independent beings joined together in response to a call from inside themselves and cooperating with each other to create something neither could create alone.

And they live in joy, and in love, and in bliss. And not just the weak image of love we all got used to in the Third Dimension, like we got used to macaroni and cheese or peanut butter and jam sandwiches as a child.

This would be like being in constant orgasm, torrential love flowing through us and out into the world. Can you imagine?

If you can imagine it, you can feel it. If you can feel it, you can be in it.

I used to experience this kind of love for mere minutes a year – if I was lucky.  And then I experienced it for months. What is this? Is this what the masters have been talking about?


Shiva and Shakti represent the first partnership of the active Mother and the still One. She is the Phenomenal or Material and the One is the Transcendental or Void.

In its heterosexual variant, which it does not have to be, the human sacred partnership physically mimics the non-physical, transcendent Couple. And it’s meant to.

If we could follow the human act of procreation, for instance, we’d find a series of parallels to the divine process of the creation of life; i.e., the action of the One with the Mother to create us and the world. (2) Sperm equals spark. Womb equals world. Both mothers build the child’s body.

The ordinary human can choose to live alone and still find his or her divine counterpart inside, I think. I know I’ve achieved intense love without being in partnership. It’s simply much more wonderful in person.

I myself have decided to forego the pleasure of relationship for the next few years. I’m quite sure that the work that lies ahead of me will be all-consuming. I wouldn’t have the time or the energy to devote to a relationship.  I’ve given the matter long thought and talked to the Mother about it.

Later, I get a 200-year vacation. And then apparently we assemble and do this all over again in a higher dimension.  It turns out this is just another warm-up. (3)


Thinking about that inspires me in this time of endless waiting. Everything is a warm-up to something else.  The glories of evolution are virtually endless, as Franklin Merrell-Wolff reminded us back in the middle of the last century:

“A certain Sage…, speaking of unfolded Consciousness above the level of the highest human Adepts, said: ‘We attain glimpses of Consciousness so Transcendent, rising level upon level, that the senses fairly reel before the awe-inspiring Grandeur.’

“Truly, within the Infinite there are Mysteries within Mysteries, Deeps beyond Deeps, Grandeurs beyond Grandeurs. … Mystery of Mysteries, reaching inward and outward, but ever Beyond! And from that Beyond ever there come new whisperings of other imponderable Glories. Ah! How little is this world at the beginning of the Trail, barely a point in a Space of unlimited dimensions!” (3)

“Here, certainly, is space for evolution far beyond the highest possibility of man as man.” (4)

“Beyond [the sage’s] attainment, whatever it may be, there lie further mysteries awaiting his resolution. In other words, We find no conceivable end to evolution.” (5)


(1) Remember what Michael and Sanat Kumara said: Add on, add on, rather than either/or. I’d make this the first rule of a new approach to mediation.

(2) It’s hard to talk about these matters in a few sentences. All of what I’m saying here is like chapter headings.  This is the “chapter heading” I’m wrestling with now:

I cannot talk about the conditioned Brahman. Because of my ill feelings towards my Dad, I never studied the “Father” aspect of God, Vishwa, Jehovah, the God of this universe. I prefer to speak of Mahashakti and Mahashiva, the Transcendent Couple. Of course they are One.

When I therefore talk of Shakti and Shiva, in terms more common in the West, I’m speaking of the Phenomenal and the Transcendental, the Mother and the One.

(3)  Archangel Michael: You will have a choice of planetary systems and it will again be an assignment to…. This is just the warm-up for Ascension. [The next assignment] is to bring a further rising of vibrations to those throughout the Universe.  (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Sept. 16, 2011.)

Archangel Michael:   As I have said to you, when you complete this mission, you are allowed to have 200 years off. But what you do with that is up to you, dear one! You will certainly have full access to your inter-dimensionality. (Ibid., Dec. 18, 2012.)

(4) Franklin Merrell-Wolff in Pathways Through to Space. A Personal Record of Transformation in Consciousness. New York: Julian Press, 1973, 115.

(5) Ibid., 17.

(6) Ibid., 43.



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Falling into Stillness and Silence: The Father Side – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


Namaste Buddha Oil Painting on Canvas at Victoria Curios Coins


Falling into Stillness and Silence: The Father Side

The monkish side of me continues to make itself felt and draws me inward.  It isn’t surprising, given a remark that Michael made in my last reading, which I cited earlier:

Now you have had a lot of physical-practicality things that have prevented you from having the time and the spaciousness, the feeling that you can take that time to really be in the bliss but it is absolutely necessary, my brother. So make the time. ” (1)

This leg of the ascension journey is essentially pointing inwards and making the time to feel the bliss.

I must have completed with my Father as a result of re-establishing myself in this therapeutic locale, which predates the family violence. Something in me has healed and I’m beginning to forget that other part of my life.

Gosh, this is how long it took me to complete. If you don’t feel complete, don’t get down on yourself. It takes a tremendous amount of work.  The energies will do the job eventually anyways. I just want it sooner. I’m tired of waiting.

Meanwhile, the Father energy, the Divine Masculine, is – not surprisingly, I suppose – blossoming in me.

Gosh, how do I explain the Father Energy? The “Father” is transcendental, beyond form, beyond sounds, beyond action – that is, physical sounds and action.

The Mother is also transcendental, but she’s an extension of the Father into this dreamscape we call “life.” She gives birth to, preserves, and transforms whole universes and dimensions and beyond.

The Mother is the Father in action. The Father is the Mother in stillness. They are One and the same, like the One wearing two masks.

To give you an idea of the breadth of the Mother’s domain, I once asked her on An Hour with an Angel if she was Shakti. She replied that Shakti was but a very small part of her.  Oh my heavens. OK.

Both Father and Mother are Love. No surprise there.

But the Mother is Love in action and the Father is Love in stillness – as applied to the physical or material domain (matter, mater, Mother). I have to add that rider because there is movement and sound in the transcendental; it just isn’t capable of being seen or heard by those residing in the physical.

In the transcendental, there is movement.  Love flows, bliss flows, ecstacy, exaltation. It just appears to us in the lower dimensions as stillness and silence.

I wouldn’t be surprised to hear that choirs of angels constantly adore the Divine Couple. Music surely exists there as well, just not audible to our denser-dimensional ears.

So suddenly it feels like Father energy is being released in me.  And that in itself manifests as a great hunger for stillness and silence.

I apologize to anyone who’s saying “What has this to do with the Reval?” You must be kidding. I’m clearing away the blocks to me being in my natural Self, the sahaja state. I’d imagine my usefulness to the lightworker community would go up a fair percent if I were successful. Worth more than a kingdom in the three worlds, never mind Zim.

Until this time, I’ve been in the Mother energy, almost exclusively. I was either exploring my feelings or defending the women in my life, all of it vasana-driven.  All of it was either me not wanting to be like my Father or else resisting him. None of it was genuinely me.

However, thanks to Archangel Michael, I had a major heart opening on March 13, 2015 and remained in torrential love (I think that’s a more descriptive term than “transformative love”) for most of that year. Then the last three months were spent in bliss with small episodes of ecstacy and exaltation (according to AAM, exaltation is transcendental).

I can say with certainty that love, bliss in action, in service – this is the Mother side of me. And you. At this moment, that is not my preoccupation. My preoccupation has shifted.

I’m now preoccupied with the Father side of me and that manifests as feeling drawn to stillness and silence.

Now that my memories of the bad times in my life are falling away, I find the Father energy practically bubbling up.

I’ve been a monk in two, possibly three, lifetimes that I know of (one lifetime AAM will not tell me about). The stillness and the silence are old friends to me. I just need to create the time to sink into them like a stone dropped into the Challenger Deep.

Here now comes the warrior side. It’s a question of will, of what Kathleen would call “intention.”  I have to make going inward, into the stillness and silence, more important than anything else in my life, with a few exceptions. If I want it to happen. And that is not necessarily a popular thing to do.

Nevertheless, I don’t think I could stop myself from sinking into stillness and silence if I tried.



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The Standard of Nobility – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia



The Standard of Nobility

But there was more to the image. The Jack of Hearts appeared on top but a Ten of Spades appeared below it.

The Ten of any suit is the highest numerical card. I took that to be a metaphor for the Mother’s abundance, in which case the Jack of Hearts became the steward of the Mother’s bounty.

All lightworkers, in my opinion, who’ve volunteered to become financial wayshowers by taking up the Reval are Jacks and Janes of Hearts over the Ten of any suit. All of us are the Mother’s stewards.

But, for me, the image presented by the combination of the two – the Jack of Hearts and the Ten of Spades – captured the essence of the financial work that I promised to do and offered me a malleable role which I could play from and into,  at whatever level I chose. It captured the whole of it, the gestalt.


Now we come to the level at which the ascended masters that we already are might consider playing at.

I know the level but I have trouble saying it, because it sounds so high-flown and it’s far-higher than I play at, certainly. (I am not trying to pretend I’m more balanced than I am.)

The best word I can find to describe the way of the steward and the standard for us to reach for, as I see it, is “noble.” I posted an excerpt from Zen Lessons: The Art of Leadership last week which summed this person up very succinctly, I thought. Here is Master Yuantong’s description of a noble man:

“This man is true to the middle way, not biased or dependent. Whether active or at rest, he is noble and dignified. Furthermore, in his study of the Way [the Tao] his actions are correct, and his words are simple yet logically complete. Whenever people have endowments like this, seldom do they fail to become vessels of enlightenment.” (1)

All the ascended masters share the quality of nobility of character, as far as I’m aware. Natural nobility.

All liberated sages (like Ramana Maharshi) display this same natural nobility. I suspect that Aung Saun Suu Kyi was enlightened in another lifetime.  Like Gandhi, who was also enlightened in another lifetime (as St. Francis), she displays that same natural nobility of character and bearing that distinguish the ascended master (incarnate).

We recognize natural nobility when we see it. We seem to have an inner radar that picks it up and we respect it, once we determine its genuineness. Look how many revere Suu Kyi and wouldn’t be able to explain why. We’re beguiled by the nobility of the natural state (sahaja, ascension).

But suggesting that this be the bar for us to aim for as financial stewards and actually reaching it are two very different matters.

I personally consider myself so far from satisfying that standard of behavior that I nearly fall asleep just thinking about what it means.  Falling asleep like that in the face of an idea is a marked sign of resistance to the truth. In the growth movement, if someone started to fall asleep, we’d say we were getting close to the truth.

Once the truth was seen, the person would usually wake up instantly. No more fatigue. Just like that.

I’m up to thinking about it and getting grouchy if pushed too far too fast. I feel like I’ve been climbing so many mountains lately, I feel a bit tired.

But I do acknowledge that I regard it as a truth: That the standard of behavior for us to aim for as lightworkers and stewards of the Mother’s abundance is nobility of person, nobility of character, and nobility of intention.


(1) “A Vessel of Enlightenment” in Thomas Cleary, Trans., Zen Lessons. The Art of Leadership. Boston: Shmaballa, 1989, 3.



Us and the Ancients – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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Us and the Ancients

Zen LessonsI’m sorting out my books after unpacking – I have no Internet yet  –  (1)  when my eyes fell on Zen Lessons: The Art of Leadership. In it I read Master Yuantong’s description of a noble man:

“This man is true to the middle way, not biased or dependent. Whether active or at rest, he is noble and dignified. Furthermore, in his study of the Way [the Tao] his actions are correct, and his words are simple yet logically complete. Whenever people have endowments like this, seldom do they fail to become vessels of enlightenment.” (2)

What difference does it make to say it this way in the Tenth Century or to say it the way we do today?

I went to write out how we might say it today and discovered that I couldn’t improve a word of it. He said it perfectly.

And all of us, I assert, by the impact of the cleansing energies being sent our way at present are also evolving into noble and dignified men and women. We really are. Slowly and gradually.

Picture this. We’ve all cleansed ourselves of our core issues over so many years, while being bathed in various, very powerful energies. (3)

We’re achieving a degree of balance, what Yuantong calls “the middle way”: The avoidance of extremes, dispassion, the senses quietening down, the mind becoming still.

We’re seeing our own self-servingness (our biases) and simply acknowledging it.  Can I run my self-serving story by you one more time? Please? Good for a laugh.

And we’re no longer clinging (dependent). We all got it. Death is not the end. Most of us are angels and we’ll go back to that realm once we’re done here.

The celestials whom we serve are looking after us, if we’ll only ask.

And just through the passage of time in this evolving environment we’re part of, we’ll ascend. The tipping point was passed long ago. Everyone in their seats is on for the ride.

Therefore, there’s no reason to fear. There’s no reason to cling.

We’re taking a slow and gradual elevator to heaven. “Heaven” in early-Christian literature referred to the Fifth Dimension.

Our bodies are changing from carbon to crystal. A dozen strands of DNA are coming online.

Our telepathic and other powers will be returning at some point. Our memory of who we are will come back.

Our environment will respond malleably to our thoughts and wishes. We’ll create what we need by thinking it into existence. There’ll be no use for money and we’ll only eat as a social pastime.

Having entered “heaven” or the Fifth Dimension, we need no longer go back to the Third. If we were discussing the matter fifty years ago, I might say, having achieved mukti or liberation, we no longer need to be reborn into the physical world.  Same thing.

The culmination of our Ascension is a stage of enlightenment that Ramana Maharshi calls “Sahaja Samadhi,” our natural state. Once a sage has reached that state, he is not reborn into this world.

He called it Sahaja. We call it Ascension.  Again, same thing.

The chance to ascend at the end of a round of yugas or ages is well known. The Bible called it the Rapture, Salvation, being made a pillar in the temple and going no more out.

There’s much that’s the same between our accounts and the ancients’ and much that’s different.

But the fundamental truth that everyone is looking at never changes and is the same for everyone. (4)


(1) I’m a few days behind in scheduling, as you can see.

(2) “A Vessel of Enlightenment” in Thomas Cleary, Trans., Zen Lessons. The Art of Leadership. Boston: Shmaballa, 1989, 3.

(3) Some of these come directly from the Mother (the Tsunami of Love and the Tsunami of One) and some of them are added by higher-dimensional and intergalactic civilizations (Porlana C, of instance). Some exist in nature awaiting this time to do their work (the photon belt or gamma rays, for instance).

So we’ve been bathing in rosewater while having our insides miraculously renewed. The renewal takes the form of raising the emotional floor every time we go through a wave of energy.

(4) We might do well to favour that which never changes.


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Archangel Michael on the Divine Co-Creative Partnership – Part 2/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia



Archangel Michael on the Divine Co-Creative Partnership – Part 2/2

(Concluded from Part 1.)

He went on to make the interesting assertion that I was learning “the conversion factors”:

AAM: You are learning the conversion factors.

SB:  What does that mean Lord – the conversion factors?

AAM: Of energy into whatever you wish.  You already know it, because you convert pure air into energy, into thought, into inspiration, into these funny little letters on a computer screen called writing.  That is the conversion factor.  Now you are learning it about money. (1)

There were areas I was not to go into. Co-creating did not mean battling with others who hold viewpoints I don’t share, he told me in 2011.

“We are not asking you to be in the fray. This is important that you understand.

“Because the fray is not where the truth will lie. So, yes, there will be controversy the same way there is controversy whenever there is something unique and new introduced into the realm of human conscious experience.

“But we don’t want you to be front and center in the controversy or the fray. We want you to be that voice of reason, of balance, and of clarity.

“That is exactly why you were chosen for this role. There are many, and I observe them as do many of us, who want to jump on their horse. And what happens when you are doing that, not that there is not need at times for defenders of various positions and rights, but what it often is it creates a continuity of the duality. It is a continuity of the old. And what is not what we are co-creating with you. It is a very different paradigm.” (12)

What prevents us from taking up the celestials’ invitation to co-creative partnership? AAM says it’s the fear of failing, being ridiculed, rejected, etc. (2)

AAM: You are at a point in human evolution, planetary evolution where everything is in alignment. Now what does that mean? It means a sacred, divine, eternal, infinite moment which translates in human form not as what you really call a moment, what we would refer to as several months, where humanity can fully transform but not by clinging and saying,

“I won’t step forward any further because I am too afraid, I’m too angry, I am afraid of looking like a fool.” That is a very big core issue for many, looking foolish.

S: Being conned, looking foolish and being rejected

AAM: Being abandoned, being betrayed, being conned, stepping out and believing that they were part of something big only to find out that they are alone, abandoned and isolated, separated from Source. So many are not taking the step and if the light-workers don’t take the step then who does?

We are reaching down, your Star Brothers and Sisters are reaching down, as far as we can [consistent with the universal law of free will]. That’s why we wish you could see the unseen as it were. We are inches away from one another. All we can say and what the ascended masters have been working on, what you would think of as night and day, “Is please don’t quit!”  (3)

Thus working co-creatively with the celestials is a key ingredient in building Nova Earth. Working that way is working in the same way the celestials work with each other.

Many are hesitant to engage with the Archangels for fear of being ridiculed or rejected. But if lightworkers don’t take up the invitation and challenge, the attempt to build a new world will collapse.  We are a vital part of this process because the Divine Plan says that only incarnated beings can make decisions for the wellbeing of Earth.

We need not only to keep going, but to assume greater and greater responsibilities, leaving our core issues, fears, and hesitancy behind.

This then is the process of co-creative partnership a Michael outlines it.


(1) Ibid., April 26, 2011.

(2) I can vouch for that. Even introducing the topic of divine co-creative partnership was confronting for me. Who am I to be writing this, I said to myself? What do I know about it? Am I not being arrogant and self-important?

(13) Ibid., Aug. 1, 2014.


Archangel Michael on the Divine Co-Creative Partnership – Part 1/2 – Steve Beckow @ Golden Age of Gaia


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Archangel Michael on the Divine Co-Creative Partnership – Part 1/2

In this two-part series, I’d like to delve deeper into the divine co-creative partnership, since all lightworkers will sooner or later be involved in co-creating with the celestials, just as I apparently am doing.

Let’s start by looking at what Michael has said about the co-creative process. In Aug. 2015, he stressed with me the importance of co-creation, calling it “a very key ingredient … of [building] Nova Earth.” (1)

If we still have our vasanas intact when abundance comes, the effort to build Nova Earth together could implode, he suggested in 2013.

“You would have people breaking down.  You would have systems breaking down.  Systems of communication.  The new realm is based on the ability to deal with and create change – to co-create Nova Earth and come from a place of love. …

“Love, the true anchoring of it, when you have been in a world that has been highly abusive, where many are still frightened, to express [oneself honestly] is a courageous, courageous act.  And it is not always popular, but it is necessary.” (2)

The way we’ll work together as lightworkers will resemble the way the celestials work with each other, he told me: “Last night, I spoke with your dear friend Stephen Cook. And I spoke to him about our family and how the archangels work together. That is how you will work together.” (3)

The way it needs to proceed, he told me, was that “you make suggestions. … But suggestions are not commands. So bring forth your suggestions in a collaborative way that you are prepared to hear ‘no’ to and let go.” (4)

In Aug. of 2014 he told me that co-creative abilities were being activated and why they were happy about that.

“What is … occurring … is the activation of your deeper talents and co-creative abilities which we are dying for you to activate because as soon as [they are] activated, you can see us, you can feel us, you can co-create with us and we are off to the races.” (5)

Later that same year, he told me that “it is time for a variety of people … to be stepping up, assuming greater responsibilities, fuller roles, and be co-creating, not merely the platform, but Nova Earth.”  (6)

In Aug. 2015 he had a reading with Hope Chest President Karen Wilson and gave her these suggestions:

“What is happening is that … there is still a human hesitancy about taking the quantum leap.

“What [people] are doing is they are thinking about bringing forth this creation, which is a co-creation in every sense of the word; then they are trying to translate it into the old paradigms, into their old framework of deservingness and lack, rather than jumping forward and creating the new.

“Now, seldom would I ever suggest this to the masses but I do suggest this to you and to those that you entrust with this.

“Those hesitant beings that are afraid to leap the Grand Canyon, give them a little nudge. Not pushing them off the cliff but perhaps a hand on the shoulder, a hand on the back and a little nudge. That is how close you are.” (7)

A year later he was discussing us entering our “creative phase.”

“You are moving into the phase of creation, into moving from the understanding of what it means to be in your transformative love, in ascension, in unity consciousness, etc., etc., etc., into leadership, into stewardship, into the co-creation with us and with human beings, the collective, the practicality of bringing into form what has been discussed for eons.

“We have turned to you, and I mean you, my beloved friend and brother, and you collectively, and asked you to bring your talents, your hearts, your resources, everything you have to creation and so this greater understanding of ‘keep going’ – because your tangible creation is your writing, is our writing.

“But you will find yourself talking more about what action looks like and what creation looks like and how it demonstrates into physical form, into what people think of as the physical realm, which is not the old Third but is a manifestation into physicality.” (8)

I said earlier that the Archangel were working with us as a parent would with a child on a tricycle. In 2013, he used the image of training wheels to describe how the Archangels are working with us, developing our creative abilities:

“We could never, in financial or any terms, pay you enough for your service.  The zeros would be to infinity.  But there is this sense also:  Well I am doing the work and if I am worthy, why are you not supporting me?

But underneath that is also a feeling and belief that you are not being supported.  So it is, yes, dig deeper.  It is also more letting go.  But it is also embracing the fact that it will be there.  And I may not know exactly how or why or the mechanics and perhaps I do not need to.  But it will be there because I am part of infinite creation.  And that is the paradigm and the energy that you hold.

You do it beautifully in your writing, in your work, in the platform that we have built.

“And when you hold that, it communicates effortlessly like the flow of water over stone to everyone you encounter personally and otherwise.” (9)

When a small sum of money came in for the team, he reminded me that co-creating small sums was no different than co-creating large sums.

“You say to me: but Michael, but Lord, if I am to hold that energy, what do I do when the money isn’t there?  And I do not want to live in an illusion where I am being foolhardy in pretending that the money is going to be there when it isn’t on the table.

We are helping you to co-create in full partnership in ways that perhaps you haven’t thought of before.  And you have laughed with the channel and you have said:  Oh, but this was little sums of money.  But what I say to you is that it does not matter if it is little sums or millions and millions of dollars.

The effort, the energy, the sharing, the sense of community and being your brother’s keeper – that is the energy.  That is what you are doing.

“So you are working your training wheels with the little bits of money so that you are ready for the millions.” (10)

As the energies rise and our powers increase, the celestials are training us to use them for the highest good of the planet.

(Concluded in Part 2, tomorrow.)


(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Aug. 3, 2015.

(2) Ibid., April 17, 2013.

(3) Ibid., Dec. 18, 2012.

(4) Ibid., Aug. 3, 2015.

(5) Ibid., Aug. 1, 2014.

(6) Ibid., Nov. 21, 2014.

(7) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Karen Wilson through Linda Dillon, Aug. 15, 2015.

(8) Ibid., Aug. 12, 2016.

(9) Ibid., March 8, 2013.

(10) Loc. cit.

(11) Loc. cit.



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